Accessional diary of a dyslexic dom.

I think I need a break from just searching, from constant hope and disappointment. The trouble is I keep getting pulled back in. (On a different site, I really only use this site to write blogs and find useful information) I sent someone a message, just to offer advice and encouragement, but then I was curios as to wether she had messaged me back (she hadn't) but then I got interested in looking at other posts and messaged a few subs. Now I have to go back and see if they have responded. Even when they do they ghost me after a few days. I think I should take a break from it all, maybe a long break, maybe the longer the better. Thats the best thing.