Is this fair? I mean is this fucking fair? I mean. . . Saturday night I hardly slept at all. I maid my self stay awake all day Sunday. Sunday night I felt so tired I could hardly walk from one room to another, and I took a Zopeclone. I slept for one hour, from 1 to 2 AM. Then I was wide awake. It is 4, 30 AM know. I am supposed to wake up at 7, 00 AM to go to my computer class, but I will probably phone in sick (which might well be the truth by then).
I just feel so angry, at it only makes it worse that I do not know who or what at.
Anyway rant over, I want to think, at least, semi clearly about what I want to say here: I am thinking of paying, just for a month or two, to be a full member of this site. However the only reason for this would be if I wanted to send private messages. Most of the ladies on this site are a bit to a lot, younger than me, and whirl I like the age difference, some of them might find it a bit creepy. Sometimes I read blogs from ladies who have split from or been mistreated by there domes (or whatever) and I think could I help, in a small way, to make them feel better, or would I just seem creepy or "thirsty". I don't want to get a reputation for being any of these things (creepy, thirsty, opportunist) and I really do not know if I would be a comfort to anyone, although I would be willing to try my best.
For those who do not know I suffer from Aspergers syndrome, which is partly why these questions are so hard for me. I would really appreciate any advice that anyone can give me.
OK, back to bed, see if I can get two more hours sleep.