Wise thoughts

What a wonderful birthday. 

Lunch with the family at my favorite joint.

son asking to use the toilet. (He’s two) 

man I am so blessed.

now all I need is a little girl all wrapped up for me! Haha! 

Okay so this is going to explain what happened and why i have been so quiet. 

My sons bday was last week, and let me tell you...it was a week long extravaganza? B-day at home just son wife and I, bday on Saturday with my wife's side, bday on Sunday with my families side. 

Son is spoiled...love the little guy. He started saying 'pease' which is please so...he asks for everything with 'pease'. One of these days i'll give him some peas and he will look a bit confused. 

It's my bday week as well, I was born June 5th 1987 two o'clock in the morning. My mom won't let me forget that haha. Took the week off work, spending some time with family, having some me time.

Don't worry, i didn't give up the ghost I'm just...taking my time. 

This will be short: 

My luck usually comes all at once...then something comes in exchange of it. 

Recently this has been my phone dying when my game is a mobile phone game! 

How ironic. 

I am fine and well just enjoying the long weekend with my family, and a week off the following weeks. 

Might be on chat later, hope all is well with you all! 

Don't be strangers....just be strange. 

That's an order.

(I made a haiku) 

I think I am finally out of my funk, and usually when I am in a good mood good things tend to happen!

I know this might be small apples, but I I play mobile phone games and generally ya toss your wallet at RNG ...you are bound to get what you want. But...I have to watch how much I spend cause....that's not my priority...priority is paying bills!

Popped a bundle on my older game, been playing it for about two years, the rates are like...3.75% chance to get a 5* champion. I got not one...but two 5* champions out of a bundle of five summons! Against all odds!

But wait...there is more! I popped another bundle on the game i just started playing, in hopes of getting the over-powered new fetured champion (with 3 hours to spare). Not only did i get Dizzy...I also got her artifact Undine & Necro within roughly 40 summons or less! 

But wait...there is more! New featured champ the following day, get the best healer in the game within 11 summons! 

I'm on a roll today! All i need now is a cutie in my lap to call my own and maybe I'll just die of happiness on the spot. 

So , I have ADHD and it's difficult for me to focus on only one thing. 

I'm also extremely addicted to caffeine. 

So new 'energy drink' came out by the creators of monster...Reign. 0 across the board, CoQ10, Electrolytes (what plants crave), BCAA Aminos...300mg of Caffeine! What a load, one energy drink I'd be done all day, right? 

Well...i'm not sure if anyone has a brain like mine...Mine is very unusual, so when i read the back of this thing it says "Increased Concentration." For those that don't understand how ADHD minds work...they don't work that way. They jump from subject to subject, and i mastered my brain by the time i was 25. Able to think sometimes on three...four things at once. 

Now my brain is so murky and I don't know what it is. I'm thinking its this magic concentration drug that seems to be inside of these drinks. 

I used to chug three BFC's to get me through the day with my old work. 

Sorry for my absence folks, I think i'm gonna go back to drinking what I know doesn't make me feel this way. Should help me out a bit. 

Busy weekend for me, busy week for me...busy life for me!

It's been three weeks sense I have heard from bun. At this point , I'll consider myself lucky if she returns at all. 

Just means she wasn't the one for me, and that is okay. 

I'll find her.....

Hard for me to keep myself on the up and up, or ya know in a positive mindset sometimes. It's okay though, she got what she needed out of me, and i am glad I was able to help her through this time in her life, even if it was short lived. 

Anyways, hope you all have had a wonderful week! 

Discussed it with my wife, as we should in times of disagreement. 

It was about perception....being perceived as a Christian. When I asked , perceived by whom? Other Christians. 

I knew who that Christian was, my father in law. 

I explained to her how we both love the office (us), but it has some pretty big adult themes that would brush the prudish the wrong way. So would she not wear her office stuff cause of perception? Hell no. 

Either way: we sorted it out as we should.

Communication is important, in any relationship. 

Which is why I think I’m done waiting for bun to return. I will be sending back her a email today that I’m fine with picking things back up when she returns, however I will not wait indefinitely for her to return. 

“Zere’ Are plenty ov fesh en da sea!” As a crab once told me on a Disney film. If she is my fish, she will be back. Not gonna hold myself back....itching to dom again. 

Ugh...it’s not usual I get upset about something so small, but seeing as I’m married to my wife I know what her mannerisms are even through text.

I love dark anime, one of them is Tokyo ghoul. 

I shared the shoes I want for my birthday with my wife, and she goes “cool I guess.” Which , usually ...if I find something cool she agrees with me UNLESS IT BOTHERS HER. 

So I go , “you guess? I’m in love!” And she goes with “I guess...cause EVERYTHING IS TOKYO GHOUL. I’m just not a fan.” Which I get the not a fan, I get the “eh cool for you but not for me.” Attitude. 

So here is the deal folks, I don’t usually complain about my wife but today I’m doing so because this happened before. Used to watch family guy, thought it was a shit show...but a funny shit show. So I’m watching , my wife likes 3/100 of the jokes on the show. Then her and I are sitting there one day and she just goes “I would like you to stop watching family guy.” And I was like, uh...okay. 

Im a firm believer that if someone brings something to my attention that bothers them, they mean it. So cause I respect my wife, and her request...I don’t watch family guy...ever. 

Big issue I have with my wife is : She’s Daddies girl 95.5% of the time...not my girl. 

My father in law is a prudish, selfish , borderline suicidal man. That votes single issue on every ballot, and once told my wife “When you have your kid I won’t help you raise it.” To her face.

I can say fuck this man (him) and mean it in the most unpleasurable way. 

Sorry had to blow off some steam. 

Word to you father in law: your son in law is a woke freak. I’ll tell you on your death bed just to see you squirm before you go to hell.

Shoes! 

Thats right folks, I’m a show nazi. If I see a cosplay that doesn’t have the right shoes, or I am cosplaying without the right shoes on it just doesn’t sit well with me. Even when I walk around in shoes I wear skater shoes like Vans and airwalks ...not cause i skate but because I love the look. 

I wear pretty much grunge, loose jeans...skater shoes, T-shirt’s hoodies. My wife hates it, conversely I prefer a sweater over a button up shirt any day, even on the warmest of days. 

Anywho: my bday is coming up and the current high tops I am wearing are nearly 1.5 years old. They are doing so well...but it’s time for a new pair. 

But allow me to show you all the thing I saw today that made me Giddy as a school girl:

Telacos Tokyo Ghoul Anime Ken Kaneki Cosplay Shoes Canvas Shoes Casual Shoes Sneakers Red https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01C458D84/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_i_AJb1CbEFPKMGN

Look at those bad mam-ma-jamas! 😍🤩🥳

I’m not embarrassed, I wear my weeb on my chest like a life vest.

Anyone have other stories of significance? What is your quirky garb piece that you can’t do without?