4 years ago. June 9, 2019 at 2:28 AM
I sit here wondering what is right
When my life will make sense
Or at least have a shimmer of order
I sit here wondering what love is
If I will ever feel it
Or even deserve it
I sit here wondering if my decisions were right
If they were sane
If they will truly make me happy
I sit here wondering if I ran in fear
Fear of being hurt
Fear of changing
I sit here wondering when the world will stop spinning
And then I hear his voice and suddenly
My world stops