6 years ago. Thursday, August 8, 2019 at 12:03 AM
Sometimes I wonder if the pain is worth it. If reliving the past is worth the hope of the future. If having to force myself to choose trust is worth the hope of one day freely trusting again. If risking heartbreak is worth believing in love. If feeling damaged is worth one day feeling whole. If fighting this cancer is worth one day surviving. Sometimes I wonder if its worth it anymore.