I decided to participate in this challenge where I don't usually. Why? Because I have a point. I know people will click to view and not to read, but I'm going to write this for those who do....
What you see is not what HE gets. This first image is what you see. Every single thing in that image has meaning and value, especially the hoodie that He wore for MONTHS before I visited last time so that it would smell like Him. W/we have two that we swap every other time.... mine and His. Yep, it has a hole in it. Yep, it does nothing to flatter me... Yes, it's what I wear at home all the time. It's the first thing I ever saw Him in, and it's cherished.
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What HE gets... the earrings bought for Him, because He likes to see them "dance" while I'm busy doing very talented things with those pretty pink lips.
One of my billion favorite memories is the fact that He surprised me with a bra fitting... under His name. He set up the appointment. He took me for a surprise. He told me to think hard before I gave my name... His name... and He had heard a need. I lost a ton of weight under His guidance and support. As a result I had only 1 bra that fit. He wanted to send me home with the intention that I be consciously aware He is supporting my heart. To "feel His hands" surrounding me and supporting me. Not in sexy ways, but in emotional care ways. ... have I explained recently why I fucking love this Man?
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Nope, I'm not 20 anymore. I'm about to be 40. Yep, I've got some wrinkles. Yep my eyes do not look like a spring chicken anymore... but I've never looked for felt sexier. The absolute sexiest thing to Him is confidence and feeling "good in my own skin"... and He has helped me do that.
I'm nowhere near "done"... but He has done more to hold my Heart and make me shine than anyone in my life.
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Nope... what YOU see is NOT what HE gets.... cause He earned me. ... and I'm working damn hard to earn Him.
<3 His slaveMikayla
ps... please scroll down for a much more important post. <3 <3 <3
