2,3 - meh, mom, sisters, pests, nuisances, stuck with them
5, 7 Penguins! disciplinarian masochistic nuns! Safety place (mom) pests nuisances (sisters)
11, 13, Strange things, all of them changing, not the same as me anymore, curious!
17, 19 Damn good little gameplayers, but so freakin emotional! Nice to keep one handy though!
23, Startin to see em as valuable, VERY valuable, but also so fragile and yet so strong .... confused again.
29, 31, Ahhhh.... starting to see how much time I wasted not seeing them as they really are. Weird that my life is a third over before I really noticed ......
37, parenthood .. wow. So amazed, so utterly reduced to basics. To experience the beginning of life, To feel the first movements of a new life, to see it enter the world. To realize SHE made this possible....
41, 43, My God the roles! Mother, Wife, Lover, Partner, compatriot, professional .. how can one person fulfill so many roles? How or why did it take me half my to see all the facets of this stone....
47, Grandmother? really? theres only billion out there, why didn't I see this coming?
53, OMG, after all these years I discover some can be submissive? Luckily, not as blind to facets as I once was, I can clearly see the strength she can draw and focus from all of her other facets, how strong her "submission" really is . and it is mind altering
59 Is just around the corner, and now I finally see what I need to complete myself. To complete myself, I must complete another, 2 joined into one, the true BDSM dynamic. So with great challenges behind me, I once again take my quest upon my shoulders and start the journey reborn..... I will find you......God Willing.
