Kindness

Master do You love me?
Yes, with all My heart.

Master do You want me?
Yes, kneeling at My feet.

Master do You need me?
Yes, as if you are the air to breath

Most dominates won't admit that they love, want or need but Master is a special guy when it comes to these.

He molds me, holds me, bends me too till the day is done then He asks me when we're through,

Do you love me little one?

Do you want me, too?

Do you need me little one?

Oh Master, yes i do!

I was told my time for punishment had arrived. The reason I was to be punished was for causing my Master undo stress from being distraught because of my own forgetfulness.

Master went out of his way to calm my distress and was met with more frustration because I forgot that I had what he needed in my pocket to complete the task.

He reminded me though out the day that I over reacted again and that I must slow down and think things through to avoid such mistakes.  He also reinforced that I would receive a much needed reminder by way of a punishment. But I was not told what that punishment was going to be. Usually I am well spanked until my bottom is red and welted.

I was in torment most of the day with the anticipation and needed to calm down many times with deep breathing and some meditation music that I listen to on YouTube.

I was told late in the evening to go prepare for my punishment and I quickly went to the bath so Master saw I took him seriously and when I returned I was alone. Where had Master gone?

I decided that the best thing to do was to lay across the bed with my bottom raised and wait which is what I did. It seemed like forever and because it was late I must have dosed off.

I was awakened by a blindfold being placed over my eyes and this confused me because I was imagining just a good whipping but Master had other plans.

Then my hands were bound together above my head with instructions not to move them, I obeyed.

 I felt hot oil being dripped over my back and bottom, the warmth causing my nipples to harden and a tingle in my most private parts. My senses were ignited.

I thought, this was not punishment at all but pure bliss.  Master started to massage in the oil and made sure to include going between my legs to my tender pussy and the forbidden hole.

Then I felt Master at my ear and he whispered, "I saw your torment through the day and love to watch you suffer the anticipation of your punishment. I receive great pleasure from your suffering not from pain alone but from your need to please me. I know you have learned your lesson and have decided that you have suffered enough so I am going to take you now without a spanking!"

This was our busy season and we were working 12 hour days. We have a wonderful business with a great staff and our workday although stressful is pleasant. Still Master's mind is mostly consummed with business.

Master knows his slave well and watches my moods and mannerisms, i will not be so bold as to initiate play so he watches me closely.  There is not much time for long playtimes this time of year which causes disruption to some of our rituals and also causes me great  frustration.

Master would describe me as a sex addict, lol, you must know me to understand that i am a very sexually driven personality and as his  slave i have turned my pleasure over to him!  my Master is in total control, he sets the playtimes and tells me when and how I will achieve release.

Lately Master has allowed me to  masturbate as long as it is with permission and if there is no time or energy for a full playtime. i am allowed to watch pornography for simulation so i always watch bondage and discipline movies.  i am most thankful and it does help but it just is never as fulfilling as  when there is that connection, when he touches me and is in control of my body.

Then it happens, a day off!

Master can sleep in and I can pamper him with breakfast in bed and a nice hot bath. Still not wanting to be pushy with my own desire i wait for him to initiate some play.

Master was relaxing watching a football game when i came out from my bath and knelt before him. He said, "You have been forced to self satisfy your insatiable sexual desire to allow me rest, my dear little one and I also know that your need for torture is great because you are my lovely pain slut . I have missed my pleasure from seeing you tortured so I have decided I am ready to awaken your body and you know your torture arouses me so let's begin. Come lay across my lap and let's start with a good old fashioned spanking! "

Then comes the touch!

The feel of skin on skin!

My mind goes crazy with stimulation and thoughts of torment. My body tingles all over with excitement. i want only to please him.

i know virtual reality is fun in a pinch but nothing can compare  with that feeling, when the mind and the senses are ignited with his power over me. When i can release all the worries,  when i can just be his source of pleasure and feel him enjoying my body.

I am so thankful for RT! 

We have all had the discussion of the power play between the dominate and the submissive. In my experience of serving my Master for so long the rules and rituals are tried and true. Established over time to fit both of our wants and desires. Some may try and control without giving back which for me is sad because everyone has needs and when the dominate shows care and kindness as well as firmness then the submissives becomes more compliant and dedicated. Only an opinion!

Living and working together 24/7 finally allows Him the ability to live the lifestyle as He has always dreamed, attached , playfull, constantly giving each other stimulation and excitement.

i have said before that i am His submissive and it has always been this way but i have matured with His help into an intelligent, strong and independent woman.

i am a submissive to Him!

i am like a hawk perched on His arm to be there with my eyes and mind. He calls on me to help Him though out the day, to be there always to fulfill His wants and needs and in turn meets mine with strength and wisdom. Oh yes and with discipline when the need arises.

i am not weak as prey but his hawk, loyal and true!

i am alone

Completely alone

Without instruction

What will i do

No phone

No internet

i am cut off from the world

i am scared

There is a sound that i hear and i look about

The clock is ticking but the hands are not moving

Time is standing still

All that You said when You left was that You would come back

So many questions run through this slaves mind

Where have You gone?
Why did You go?
How long will You be gone?

i busy myself with day to day chores

Then ready myself for You

Then i wait and meditate to calm my fears and loneliness

As i calm my mind goes there, to that place of lovely torture

Then You return and the world spins again

i am under Your spell tis true

You pat me and hold me and tell me these words

Your my good girl, little one

I love you, I do!

I love my Master
Yes I do
I love my Master through and through

He bites me, prods me through the day
But then at night there's Hell to pay

Then before the lights go out
He holds me tight without a doubt
And whispers loving thanks to me
For being what he needs me to be

Happiness is like an orgasm if you think about it to much it goes away!

A jar of honey having been upset in a housekeepers room, a number of flies were attracted by its sweetness, and placing their feet in it, ate it greedily. Their feet however became so smeared with honey that they could not use their wings, nor release themselves, and were suffocated. Just as they were expiring, they exclaimed, " O foolish creatures that we are, for the sake of a little pleasure we have destroyed ourselves,"

Pleasure bought with pain, hurts.

The power of true empathy is its ability to give us a fresh understanding of the other person's emotions and thoughts to illuminate an aspect of their experience that would not have been apparent to us had we not stepped into their shoes.

When is it a good time to practice Empathy?

1. Whenever we seek to understand someone better.

2. When we find ourselves arguing unproductively with a spouse or a significant other.

3. When we have trouble connecting emotionally to the plight of a loved one.

4. When we want to calm our tempers and manage our emotions.

5. When figuring out how best to complain effectively.

Empathy comes more naturally to some than it does to others. However, by taking time to truly paint a picture of what it is like for the other person and imagine ourselves in their place, we will gain valuable insights and forge deeper connections to those around us.

Copied from Psychology Today

I arrive on schedule and walk outside of the airport looking for you. You said you would be standing outside by the taxi's. The sun was so bright I was blinded at first so I shielded my eyes and scanned the traffic lanes.

Then I saw you and my heart stops, it is hard to breath, I feel weak. You see my distress and my overwhelming desire.  We have never met in real time but I am your submissive and have been for sometime now. You come to me and gather me into the safety of your arms. You lean in to kiss me and I respond instantly to your strong embrace.

You whisper in my ear "You have come so far to please me, I will take care of you my love." I relax and you feel my nipples harden under the shear material of my blouse.

"Now my dear we must go because I am crazy with desire to have you! Walk in front of me so I can look  upon you," you instruct me.

I have dressed as you have asked.  I have on a thin blouse with no bra, a short but tasteful skirt, no panties.  You can not tell by looking but this was your command and you know that I have obeyed you. I have on flats so that you tower over me and are somewhat intimidating. I walk forward with confidence and you admire the natural swing of my hips, the curve of the small of my back and very fit, trim thighs.

Once inside the taxi we settle into a little small talk about the flight and today's weather prediction.  I have been obiedent to this point but you can tell I am nervous because I keep shifting in my seat. You motion for me to lay over your lap. I hesitate and look at the driver, I think you can't be serious and give a nervous look but you are not kidding and again motion for me to lay over your knee.

I am so embarrassed but quickly comply, quickly you lift my skirt to reveal my bare bottom which causes me to blush and the pink blush covers my entire body. I begin to wiggle and squirm. I look up again to see the driver stealing glances in the mirror, following my glance you notice him looking too and you bark at him in your most stern voice for him to keep his eyes on the road! It excites me to hear your commanding tone.

You start to softly caress the soft skin of my bottom, then you spread my legs slightly to test to see if I am wet and find me very lubricated.  "I am going to spank you my darling because you have been naughty. You should  never be nervous when you are with me," you said before you brought your hand down with a quick hard smack. I am so surprised that I arch up with a squeal. Then you give me 4 more in the same spot which sting and cause the skin to welt with finger marks. I am resigned by the 4th strike and you are impressed with my ability to take a good hard spanking. When you delivery the last smack I thank you. I am now calm and subdued so you bring my skirt back down and pat my sore bottom turning me in your lap.

"I know your journey has been long and you are tired so when we are at my house you will kneel before me and take my cock in your mouth to bring me to my climax then we will sleep . Tomorrow we will explore our long awaited fantasies.