Indigo Blue

Hello Indigo Fam,

  Usually I am boasting about my Dom or telling some erotic tale. I want to talk to my sub sisters today about trust. I am a giving person sometimes to a fault lol. When I see a newbie here or on my other sites I like to reach out to say Hi. I think it's important to bond as sisters in this lifestyle. 90% of us probably have vanilla friends and family that would not understand if you have a question about what a good candle wax brand to buy or what kind of anal lube is best. I do belong to a sub group on another site where this is discussed quite often. I know my Dom and I have a personal add up, but when I reach out it's not cause I want anything other than just giving support to those who in most cases post they have no clue where the belong in this lifestyle. They just know they are submissive and need to find where they fit in. Trust is very important in the lifestyle, be it to your Dom/Daddy/Master/Sir or to another submissive that may have experience to help you on your journey. We as submissives should trust each other, uplift each other, empower to be the best sub/little/brat/baby girl/slave that we can be.

Peace

Indigo 

Hello Indigo Fam,

  First I want to say happy Valentines to all the subs/slaves/baby girls/sissys. Much love to all the Doms/Sirs/Masters/Daddys/Dommes out there. I would like to talk to you about intimacy.

Anyone can swing a paddle, cane, or flogger. It's not just the rope, hand cuffs, or restraints. It's the little things that make it intimate. Simple holding of hands is arousing in itself. How much care is taken when the rope is being applied. Looking in each other eyes(if that is allowed) feeling at that moment nothing else matters.  The natural smell of one's skin.....mercy ?. I love the way my Dom/Daddy smells. When he looks at me and stalks me like prey.....there I go again getting wet just thinking about him. That is what intimacy will do to you. I would like to close with a quote from one of my favorite artists 

"I just can't stop writing songs about you, I love you so much. I just can't wait to get my arms around you and feel your touch. If I don't see you real soon I might go insane. I know it's only been three hours but I love it when you call my name"

Prince

Love you all fam especially you my sweet Beast. I can't wait for this weekend!

Indigo/ Thumper 

He walks over to the dresser and opens the bottom drawer. I can't make out what he grabbed because he put his hand behind his back before bending up. "Come here Thumper " he said in a booming voice. I quickly do as I am told. "Turn around" he said. I could feel him lean in, kissing the back of my neck gently. He whispered in my ear "Do you trust me". With my life I replied. I could feel the silky rope glide across my back brings the two halfs around under my arm then cross over my breast....purple, my favorite color. He repeated this action several times down my body until  he wrapped the final loops around my thighs. He turned me around and backed me up to the bed. I fell back as he wrapped the remaining rope around both of his hands. With my legs propped over his forearms he had me right where he wanted me. He thrust is dick inside of my pussy and stroke like he was riding a prized horse. The tighter he pulled on the rope the more wet  I became. A smile came across his face, dimples deep as the sea and said " I just love how wet you get". He released the right rope and grabbed the criss-cross in the center of my breast. Deeper he plunged.....

Yawning and stretching I glance at the clock on the nightstand ....6:00 am. My Beast is still fast asleep. I go to the kitchen to make his coffee and breakfast...naked. Beast loves when I cook naked. Beacon and eggs over easy with a bagel. The aroma woke my sleepy Master. "Good morning sunshine" he says with a devilish grin. He took a few sips then pressed his hard dick against my ass. " Sir I am trying to make your eggs" I said. He whispered in my ear " I am not stopping you". Focus Thumper he said. I do as he asked, almost breaking the yolk on his second egg. I serve him his meal and began to clean the dishes. As I stand at the sink I feel his hand slipping between my legs. His body pressing against mine. His hot breath on my neck, he bites my shoulder. He slips two fingers in my pussy and grabbed my breast with the other hand. He worked my body like a cellist works his instrument. I start to climax when he said with a growl " you better not cum with out asking." May I cum Sir" I cried out. No he replied, but I couldn't help it. A warm gush covered his fingers. So you want to disobey me he said. He picked me up, threw me over his shoulder and proceeded to the bedroom. He threw me on the bed and told me to get up on all fours. He grabbed the paddle from the dresser drawer. " so you want to steal my orgasims" a swift blow to the left cheek. " I specifically told you no" a blow to the right cheek..... what am I going to do with you.....

Good morning Indigo fam,

   So I just got off the phone with my team leader from work. We have known each other for 12 yrs now and have evolved beyond the work environment. She even knows about me being in the lifestyle. She has had a rocky relationship with the father of her children for years.....but she keeps having kids with this man. She just had #7.......?. She loves the relationship I have with my Dom and wishes she had that deep emotional support and attachment.....but she keeps having kids with this man.....?. It got me thinking about emotions......

Emotional support is vital to any relationship be it vanilla or BDSM. I am not referring to sex or sexual acts either. I mean the day to day feeling that you matter. My Dom for example, I get a Good morning sunshine ? from him every morning be it text or verbal when we are together. He knows what time I should take my meds and gives me a reminder. He is linked to my diabetic monitor system. When I scan he gets the alert. If it's too low he asks when I am going to eat. If it's too high I get ? followed by a text asking what happened. Being there when I have a breakdown as well as when I do something well, Giving praise or encouragement.  This is the emotional evey relationship should have this type of care and concern. I always speak to my fellow sub, but I hope the Doms/Daddys/Sirs/Masters are reading this too. Ask yourself....are you giving this level of care? My subs/baby girls/slaves please don't accept anything less. We automatically give this care to our superiors. In my opinion that is part of being a good submissive. As always I welcome your thoughts...and I know he will read this so I just want to say I love and worship you Beast. ❤

Peace

Indigo

Good morning,

  So Beast and I are trying something new...Shebari. i expressed the interest and ironically Beast has always wanted to try it too. I purchased the silk rope that was suggested. I would love any tips or suggestions that would make our experience more enjoyable.

Peace 

Indigo

Hello Indigo Fam,

       I would like to talk today about sharing. My Dom is such a wonderful man. His experience as as a Dominant is very evident in the care he takes with me. So tell me fam, why do I have the urge to share him? Not really in a poly way, but....well the only way I can describe it is say you like cheesecake ( I really like cheesecake). You get this cheesecake that is sooo fucking good it's like a sin not to share it. You don't want to give it all away, just want to give someone a taste. Just so they can share in the orgasmic experience. Am I weird? I need feed back fam. Help me understand why I feel this way.

Hello Indigo Fam,

   Winter can bring about depression and anxiety. Some can handle it and others it feels like you are on death row. I am one of those people. I battle depression on a daily basis. I have good days and some bad. Yesterday was a bad one. Lucky for me my Dom (that deals with his own PTSD from the Army) is always alert. He recognizes when it gets too much for me to handle. He took me for a ride...even though it was the start of a snow storm. We visited Soaring Eagle casino. I am not a gambler and neither is he, but it was nice to look around. Because of his PTSD he takes his support dog most everywhere we go. We stopped at a park to take her out to do her business. A snow ball fight in sued. After getting my hair wet( a BIG no no with black women lol) we settle back in the car for the hour ride back. As we got on the freeway I expressed that I was horny. He replied "take your pants down and play with yourself" I laughed at his request. He pulled the truck over and looked at me with that stern Dom face and said "do it now". I then knew he was serious. I did as instructed. Down the highway we went, me pleasuring myself and him rubbing my thighs. "You better not cum without asking permission either" he said. As exciting as it was I was unable to cum because my arm kept cramping due to the confined space. He told me that was enough and to pull my pants up. This weekend we are going to a snow and ice sculpture festival in Frankenmuth, MI. Staying overnight at a nearby hotel. He told me I have to wait until then to continue my pleasure. I will update you all about our experience Sunday. Till then peace. 

Indigo 

Good morning Indigo fam,

  First I want to say thank you all that follow my blogs. It means the world to me that someone is interested in my thoughts. I address you all as "fam" because like I have stated before this community is like family to me. So with that being said......let's talk about "The vampire shift"

My work day(night) starts at 7:00pm. I am a Training coordinator, so I deal alot with new hire orientation and training. Over the past 8 months we have seen a surge of temporary employees come through as out regular workers either stayed out due to the Covid or just quit altogether. For some unemployment was paying more than them coming to work. So while most people are nestled in their beds, I am up roaming the factory making sure everyone is doing their jobs correctly. My night starts with a call from my Dom. He makes sure I am mentally and physically ready to start work. So you are thinking what does that mean..... like I said before the wellbeing of the sub is a priority to the Dom. He makes sure I have taken my meds for the night. He will ask about my meals and snack, do I have enough to get me though the night. He is a mental hype man. Telling me how proud he is of me and not to let the stress of the night consume me. I love his care and attention to me. I then prepare for orientation that is if I have one that night. If no orientation then I begin my rounds. Like a vampire I glide in and out of different area looking for my victim of the night. That one person who's f****up and needs some type of boost. It could be a simple as talk or extrem as pulling off the job they are doing for retraining. Sometimes my night is slow and it leaves me to my own thoughts. Of course my mind goes straight to the gutter. I think about my Dom, how he makes me feel when we are together. I love his hands all over my body. The bites he gives me on my shoulder or thighs. How he tosses me like a rage doll in each position..I like that part very much. Especially when I am on my back and he grabs me by my legs and pull me to the edge of the bed. How he growls the more wet I get. These thoughts really get me through the slow nights. 4:00 am comes and time to pack up for home. Sometimes I am wet by then thinking of him and our scenes so hard. Sorry didn't mean for this to be so long. Just wanted to share my life on the vampire shift.

Peace

Indigo 

In my Master's arms I find peace and security 

In my Master's hands I find strength to hold me up so I will not fall

In my Master's eyes I see love everlasting 

The bond between a Master and his sub is so special. The care he gives in a scene ensuring not only his pleasure but his sub's is a precious thing and never to be taken lightly. Master knows his sub whether it's what she likes to eat at her favorite restaurant to the type of toothpaste she uses to brush her teeth. A good sub should willingly and freely give control over to her Master. Trusting that he knows what is best. I love taking my Dom's boots off and getting him his drink of choice. Preparing the tools needed for a scene. I arranged them perfectly on the bed always with his favorite paddle in the middle. A Dom/sub relationship is way more than sex, it's soulful. Trusting your Dominant more than you have trusted anyone else. I am fortunate to have that relationship with my Dom. I hope for all the new subs out there that read my blog my testimony serves as a blueprint of sorts. That when you vett  you find the right Dom for you like I did. 

Peace

Indigo