Since I wrote my last post I have received a lot of messages saying to be strong, to pick my head up etc. While I appreciate those messages along with the encouragement, I still needed to get those feelings out so that I can process them.
I spent too many years being numb, I have been working hard to make sure I never go back to that state. Already in the process of making changes, pushing through to come out on the other end of this hot mess. I know what needs to be done, taking those steps every day to change the outcome to something positive.
Every situation is a learning experience, if you didn't have pain you would never grow as a person. God knows I have had enough of pain, growth, and strength. So I am just taking it one day at a time, processing those feelings, accepting that it is okay to feel like that but not okay to stay wallowing in them. You have to move on, that is what I am doing.
Every day it is a little better, every day I smile a little more, move forward always moving forward!
