Musings of a submissive

I had a bad case of Sub Frenzy. Not sure I'm completely over it.

When they say it's like a bomb going off, they were pretty close to the mark. The rush of desire consumed me and I become insatiable. I couldn't get enough. There was a shred of my OCD that popped her head up and asked questions. There was enough common sense left in tact that I didn't go and do anything too dangerous. That's not to say I didn't make mistakes; even now I smack my forehead and ask myself what was I thinking. 

So now that the dust has somewhat settled, I'm ready to reevaluate where I am and what I want. This time I hope to minimize the chaos; maybe I'll even find what I've been searching for.