Perspective its always different from points of view mine, yours theirs.
Context is only true when you've got all the facts.
My perspective is that I'm fully submerged into a life that it seems others claim to be.
My context is I'm on a path where normal isn't right it doesn't suit.
So where does that put me?
?
My answer is I don't even know.
I try to explain me I know there probably is a better way a simpler way but fuck its easy I'm dark the world see's my light side because its acceptable.
But with my level of kink well I go to the length of breaking point. You may say what does this mean how dark can he be well sleep deprivation, sensory overload, contortion, pain management.
Are but a few metal working chains, plates, benches, cranes.
Degradation to some degree, slave work also to some degree.
Nothing illegal or amoral but I'll do a lot of twisted things.
I'll not do anything piss or shit related.
But every sub's hole is mine.
I'll be a dictator and you will obey.
This is me its context it gives perspective.
I'll not be subservient to others no Dom but me I say you do.
Take this as an example I say jump you don't ask how high you just find the highest thing and fucking jump.
Within the relationship I'm in charge I'm boss I'm king, president, empirical God if you want.
You'll endure my treatment you'll welcome it you'll hope, prey, dream of it.
You'll worship me you'll give me all of you and I'll hold that tight and I'll fight for it every single day.
I'll be that rush you'll need that emotion that craving you can't ignore.
I don't want fairy tales or online thrills I want what's real. To cause a suffering that makes my sub's cream to taste them and know that their mine.
I buy my own instruments and make from scratch the brackets, wall mounts, and most other devices.
Toys I buy as is because its easier.
So now to the question is their sub's for me in this country?
And are they free?
A relationship is what I ask not a fling, one night stand or just to play.
At least four females I'm not greedy I'm just like a kid in a candy store I want it all. And I'll eat it all my belly won't be sore I'll not be sick.
Not meaning to be comical as I'm serious I want to bind collar leash gag and whip. To chain hanging from the centre of my ceiling upside down hands tied behind and mouth strapped. To watch females following my commands whip, slap, bite, plug, twist, clamp, pull, push, squeeze.
Must be truthful, open, honest, kind have a sense of humor a tight ass that's shaped right not too fussed on tits really a handful is nice.
This sounds as if its an ad well sorta in a way I want someone I can be me around. That's understanding that she'll not be a lone female that I want more.
So if there is some free realist's out there in the UK then fuck message me. Ask the questions get to know me don't go vanilla when you know its not you.
Anyway play safe to all keep it real true believers.
And to the fakes and fantasists keep reading the books and go blind.
J