Granted but you can never solve any crimes

I wish everything in my life was perfect(sorry idk what to wish for)

KoRn
Punishment time
and Lullaby for a Sadists
Make Me Bad
Thoughtless
Freak on a Leash
a lot of KoRn songs could be taken that way

So My sub and i have gotten into rope play. she really does enjoy it. i, however, don't know how i feel or how to feel. So my question is what do you riggers get out of this. Is it a turn on or something else?