So my question is this... when you see someone you like what do you do, do you just sit back and see if they notice you. Subtle little comments on their blogs then they respond and you get excited. Or when they respond to another you wish it was you. How do you deal with it when they take notice of you and yet you still want them to reply to others because their words help others... is this jealousy?
Anyway that's my question. I read a lot of blogs and the other day something caught my attention because it's in my profile. It said something about loyalty not being a fault for me it was. I am loyal to a fault because I will go to the ends of the world for someone even if they dont deserve it. My loyalty and devotion almost killed me a few times and I'm learning toxic doesnt deserve loyalty. So while loyalty is a great gift it also can cripple someone. I have learned to be independant and loyal. I have changed a lot and will continue to grow and evolve into the woman I want to be. When the right one is given my loyalty it won't be a fault but one of the many gifts I have to give.
Never stop growing... there is a Chinese proverb that says " be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid of only standing still"
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