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My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy
4 years ago. August 13, 2019 at 4:35 AM

I have been faulted for not being enough. I have been faulted for being to much, I've been faulted for not being attentive, or being to needy, I've been faulted for having emotions or not having any at all. 

Guess what all my faults make me who I am.  I dont have enough time because I give so much to those around me first being my littles then my job, and I feel my job takes away from my littles so I try to compensate. When I'm doing this yes I lack in other areas of my life and my attention will be scattered. I admit I am needy I like to feel needed and cared for and I may forget to show that I support who I'm with. As for emotions I may not have them because I have had to learn to protect myself because once you get past my walls I am a very emotional person. I get my feelings hurt easy I tend to strike back with angry words which is something I am working on. 

    I accept my faults and try to do better but I will never accept that I'm not worth someone to see past them and help me grow.  I am better than that and deserve more.  I am me love me or hate me... somedays I cant even decide to love myself or hate myself. 

I am me no one is like me because like you I am unique and an individual 

Scooby Alpha​(dom male){bratlitpri} - A good read. Be proud of you. Be self aware, but be proud. It took a lot of years of work to get to this point now. Own it.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you, sometimes looking in the mirror and pointing out what your doing wrong is the hardest thing. A wise woman always told me before you point a finger remember there are 3 others pointing back at you
4 years ago
Little moon​(sub female){Not lookin} - Well I really hope you’re also taking time to look in the mirror and point out all the things you are doing RIGHT🤗❤️🤔 all these other things while valid are just pish posh if someone is using them against you instead of pointing them out and working on them WITH you in the end! I have no doubt you ALWAYS do the best you are able to and that’s all anyone should ever ask of you. You are a beautiful soul and I for one love the fire in your words and the energy in your “voice”.
4 years ago
ulfhednar - The last of this blog made me think of the perfect song for you five finger death punch- cradle to grave give it a listen <3
4 years ago

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