Yes you read that right a mix of dreams and demons.
Last night was the first night I have been home alone in ages. Normally my littles are with me or my roommate is home, but from 330 pm I was completely alone. I guess this caused the fear and panick to set in without me knowing it and what was a pretty good day has turned into this
Feeling captured held back
I struggle thrash about
The more I move the more I become entangled
I cant breathe
Suffocating fear
Visions flash
Horror movie antics
I scream for help but no one moves
I see her face
I jump up from my pillow
Entangled in the sheet
I cant get out as my heart races.
As I untangle myself I search
My blanket has fallen to the floor
I grab it cuddle up
Think about what I have been told
Close my eyes and try to sleep
I drift back right into the same spot
The terror the pain and fear
Why does it grip me tonight
Why do I have such a fear.
I wake far to early and give up
Sleep isnt my friend
Today will be about self care
I will be all about me
The dreamon wont capture me tonight
His ugly claws will be cut
I will stand strong
I will be demon free in my dreams
Sometimes they scare the hell out of me. Most times I can just push past them last night was definitely not one of those nights. The dreamon (combination of a dream/demon) took every stressor I had the past month maybe 2 and threw it all at me. Guess my subconscious needed a cleaning
