Visions flash in her head
The chaos around her
No way to focus
No way to get out
The storm is swirling so fast
She cant even stand
The darkness wont touch her
Its pulled away
She cant see his hand
Reaching for her
He has moved back
The things she found comfort in
Standing off till it calms
Unable to complete a thought
To grab a single idea
She starts to snap
She takes a deep breath
Falls to the ground
Hands and knees head to the ground
She cries,
the fear and chaos
Have broken her,
He walks in the shadow
The darkness guiding him
He moves closer to her
The small girl on the ground
He touches her and she jumps
"Shh" he says
She cries some more
He sits beside her
His hand on her back
The darkness warps around them
Warming her again
She looks up and sees her dreamon
A smirk on his lips
Her anger pours out
"You left me" she screams
He shakes his head
He grabs her in his arms
She fights
He tells her
Sometimes the battles you fight
Must be done alone
You find out how to stand
Or when to ask for help
I was never gone
But this my sweet
Was one you had to do alone
Wrapping her in his arms
She cries some more
The darkness holds them
And in this single moment
She can see the storm
Around her but knows she is safe
With her dreamon
He is the lesser of the evil
The darkness holds them tight
She starts to calm
Wrapped in with the darkness
Her long lost friend
This is very much about what im.going thru. I would rather have the dreamon back and scaring me nightly than the chaos going on around me.
We all are going through some very challenging times right now and handling it different. I feel myself hiding behind walls I broke down a long time ago. Why because I have to shut off emotions. I cant succeed in my job if I let the fear in it will consume me.
My head is chaos my thoughts unclear. The only thing I knows for sure is right now I'd take my dreamons and the darkness over this any day. With them I still knew I had feelings. They are one in the same, their presence reminded me of the calm I can find.
Right now in this moment i feel..... empty.
The aftermath of this virus will not only be loss of life it will be the loss of who we were. We will never be the same, we will adjust as humans do. It is amazing to me that I have my life hanging in the hands of one tiny microscopic spore.
