Currently feeling very consumed....
Feeling swallowed up by the waves.
It has been a LONG week. A lot has happened in a short period of time. Not all bad, some very amazing moments, yet definitely left feeling overwhelmed. I relate to this song so very strongly...
And as I'm overwhelmed, I go back to this song. Its fun to sing and harmonize to! That is therapeutic to me. And the romantic side of me shines through. That fairy tale side perhaps.
??
Recently a Dom here on Cage told me one of the biggest mistakes he sees subs make is developing feelings for their Dom. That D/s isn't like regular relationships. And while on one hand I fully understand what he is saying, if I am not operating in a way that includes my feelings and emotions, D/s or not, then everyone involved misses out on part of what makes me sparkle. I operate with and from my heart. I feel deeply.
I will end with this..how a heart can be so happy and so sad all at once, I don't believe I will ever know. Its ok to cry. Its ok to feel deeply.
Maybe one day I will understand...maybe...
*breathe Sparks, breathe"-
"I could have missed the pain, but I'd have had to miss the dance...."