Don't mind me just having a rough couple of days.
was I just a passing thing? The promises made and the hope that you gave. I get to attached to fast and i get it. Im clingy and needy and crazy and a baby. I get it. Maybe a warning label would be best for me. "Warning gets attached fast. Is overly emotional and cries a lot." When I see a threat of any kind trying to take what I think is mine I become defensive. Than I feel defeated. I give up on the promises and the hopes because from past experiences all I see is hurt and pain.
I've said time and time again that I have to be someone's one and only. It's shocking how much that means to me. But when all your used to is pain and abuse, what do you expect? I didnt want things to end the way they did but thats the one thing i cannot and will not budge on. I have to be your one and only. Your only good girl. Your one and only sub. Please why can't I be?
