What does it mean, exactly? I stuck it in my profile as something I want because I thought I knew what it felt like.
“You know nothing, Muse.” (Ygritte from Game of Thrones steps in to tell me)
I thought my last Dom may have cherished me... but I retract that belief. He may have cared, but that’s even stretching it to an extent.
I have discovered there is something better for me out there. I have tasted it and I am not going to settle for anything less. There’s no going back.
Before, I had always felt that any attention was desired and I felt like he was investing time in me because he was interested. But ... he really wasn’t. He didn’t care what my favorite color is or what I enjoy cooking. He’d disappear for weeks without sending word of how he was. Then he comes back and is more interested in playing games.
I was not cherished.
He always said I deserved better than what I was used to having. Which he was definitely better than the rest... but now my eyes are open.
He may have looked like a unicorn... but I’m revoking that!