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I'm new to the lifestyle and looking for answers.
5 years ago. February 23, 2019 at 4:08 PM

 

I'm snuggled up in his warm fuzzy jacket right now, drinking my lemon water.

 

He's coming today ... 

Weeks without him.

Without his touch. 

 

There will always be ups and downs, in anything in life. 

 

I know we can work this out. 

 

This song ...

There are parts to adore, to treasure, to love, to hold close and dear.

We all have flaws. At times there will be things, we shouldn't focus on the negative. The song says "there's certain things that I ignore" ... I don't ignore. But I don't take stock either. 

As two people grow together, they will find strengths in different areas. As partners it's our job, to use our strengths to the benefit of both. Not to exploit the weakness. It takes honest effort. It takes a level head, to take the time to listen and understand. To explain. 

 

I'm thankful for this opportunity. Because we were too good to end for nothing. 

SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female){N/a} - Good luck, la Donna. I tend to believe in the 'if it's meant to happen it will' theory, one just has to be open to what's supposed to happen. Sounds like you are! Sending positive thoughts your way for sure. *Henna hugs*
5 years ago
la donna​(sub female){Owned} - Thank you Gorgeous!!!
5 years ago
ZaftigV​(switch female){sub matt} - This song has a special place in my ❤️. Sending positive thoughts along with Henna!
5 years ago
la donna​(sub female){Owned} - Thank you Beautiful!!
5 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - To everything there is a season and a purpose. *hugs*
5 years ago
la donna​(sub female){Owned} - Agreed, and thank you Lovely!
5 years ago
Sensual City Girl{ForeverHIS} - Literally crying 😢 Sometimes a little break is all we need to realize what we want and need. wishing you all the best and that things work out. 💖
5 years ago
la donna​(sub female){Owned} - Thank you Hun!!
5 years ago
la donna​(sub female){Owned} - I'm sitting in a bath crying ... He's not going to make it. He was with his friends several hours away, big get together ... Stopped for lunch at one of his best friends, along the way to me. His friends dog decided to jump the fence, slice it's leg all up and they've been sitting at the vets since 3. He's over two hours away still, so staying there tonight. Then he has to head home to get ready for work tomorrow.

I get it, shit happens. But WTF. The kids were so frickin excited that he was coming and I REALLY just needed the physical reconnection.

I baked cookies and brownies. Made a yummy dinner. Primped. Cleaned extra.

Not that the kids and I didn't enjoy dinner and the goodies. And I know today is nothing like he had planned.

Still. Fucking tears.
5 years ago
Sensual City Girl{ForeverHIS} - 😢😢😢 oh La Donna, I’m so sorry. HUGS!!!
5 years ago
SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female){N/a} - Oh la donna, there aren't words to make you feel better, although I surely wish I had them for you. Take care of yourself, feel your disappointment, don't fight the sadness, but then pick yourself up and keep going forward. If it's meant to happen it will, the Universe has an odd sense of timing. *Henna hugs*
5 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - *Dragon Hugs*(those are extra big hugs) I know there is nothing I can say to make it better. I am a beloved that everything happens for a reason. Hang in there.
5 years ago
SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female){N/a} - Ooh la donna! You got the dragon hugs!!! You are going to be fine!!!!
5 years ago
la donna​(sub female){Owned} - Thanks you guys!!!❤️❤️💋💋
5 years ago

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