hello everyone. Happy Monday? Are Mondays ever happy? (Hah!) Well for me it is. I have the day off. Though I am getting hit with a cold so my voice is borderline gone and my head is pounding and my body is exhausted. Gives me time to ponder self-love.
I need to do better at it. I am so used to the demons in my head telling me I am worthless, undeserving, waste of space and air etc. I need to learn to turn those demons off and take care of ME more. Because how can I give my power away to a dom that is deserving if I don't hold any power over my own thoughts?
My first act of self love has been joining this community. Fully embracing that this is who I am. A submissive. And blogging. Because I've had wonderful people actually read what I am writing and commenting on it. Telling me to change my name because YES I am special and that makes my heart just absolutely burst with love and good feels. You are all SO KIND and show me that not all people are bad. Makes me think that maybe I can actually meet and have friendships with people who are just as giving and loving and kind as me. That I am not alone! and I think that is why joining this community is something I consider a first step towards self love.
Anyways. Thanks for that. I've only been here for a few days and I already appreciate the people on here. Thanks for being good people.
-someone special
