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   I have recently come into possession of the book passed to me to hold since I am the chronicler of the family he feels I should hold it. I have mixed feelings about this part of me is sad realizing yes they have really passed on and fear that I can handle the responsibility lucky for me it is not just for me to handle it also will be shared with whoever my Dom will be as the book is in two parts one for sub's to the house and one to the Dom's of the house. it lists the rules for both that must be sworn to for both as well as rules for those who wish to be in service to the house. And these will be listed in order of importance first will be the role and rules of the Dom's. They will be given in both sir James writing and then the clarification that Jane wrote out as sir James could be rather gruff in his wording.

   put your money where your mouth is or move on. no one plays for free sir James

   What this means is very simple you must be able to demonstrate that you can afford a sub. It is strongly suggested that you have no more then two subs. and no mistresses. 

now for the more important rules to a woman.

1) you must be able to meet your responsibilities to your sub this means roof over the head cloths on her back food in her belly. This also means emotional these will Varey and be part of your bond under non-negotiables. There are negotiables that may change over time. 

2) You will learn to dominate without the use of hands or words of humiliation these are only for agreed play between you and your sub.

3) In this house you make the time to talk to each sub to understand and meet there need's and want's as  these can change often without warning.   

4)  Know themselves, you must learn everything about yourself and be in control of yourself at all times A Dom does not lose his temper.

5) And what is considered the most important rule of dominance YOUR SUB COMES FIRST and no this does not mean sex he/she must always feel she is valued above all thing's

   There are other rules but these mentioned are the top five not in order of importance depending, as importance is subject to each other.      

   When Sir James and Jane and Dena found each other the house was born. Now it is as far as property goes it is three ranches and farm. at last count there are 17 sub's and 12 Dom's trained in the lifestyle and you could say  it is international. we ladies of Sir James came to the house late so to speak. But since Jane passed it has fallen to us to train the sub's apparently. But that's another blog for another time. This is what you may call the plan and how we two and maybe three fit in that plan. 

   Recently we had to evacuate the ranch we call home the smoke of the wildfires was that bad and the ranch was in danger from the fire itself so sir John acted and sent the children and all the women to a safe place and according to the plan that was left for this emergency off we went. but there where little hitches as with any plan. Jill and I left the safe place and came to one of the other ranches where the horses where sent. This ranch is run by a man by the name of sir Tim yes the same Tim that Jill knew and I had met several time when going about house business but until now did not get to know the man. He took us in and put us in the main bedroom it felt like coming home again this had a big walk in shower separate tub for three bidet two sinks two walk in closets and a deck with French doors overlooking the ranch. and then he said welcome home ladies.   

   Sir Tim is a silver torque this means he is sworn to the house. This I have come to learn means he was trained by sir James and sir John being around him is almost like being around sir James again he is considerate of our feelings and needs but also will not hesitate to punish if needed and reward just  as quickly and in only a couple of days truly has made us feel safe and secure. It is true we in reality own this place but owning something does not really make it yours ask anyone who owns a cat since arriving he has made it plain that we are welcome to stay the rest of our lives if we wish on the second day he made a desk and chair for my work with extra padding we have been spanked and rewarded for leaving where we were put for own protection and rewarded for being smart in coming here to stay. As this is what the house of Jane proscribes we of course accepted both. I am writing this blog because we are not allowed to be near the future nursery while they strip the old lead paint from the walls ceiling and woodwork and repaint it he does not want us near the chemicals and dust raised by this when the room is ready Jill and I are going to get my kids and bring them here till sir John decides that the ranch is back in a livable shape for us to come back to           

   Saturday lunch is family time and very informal I put my oldest uniform on because I would be training with my new partner after. When I got downstairs there were people and kids when I spotted Jane I asked her what's going on. She informed me that Saturday afternoons were for the family's of the ranch hands to come enjoy the pool have lunch and the kids to play that's nice of him to let you do that she laughed and said me he started this before I came here permanently he loves the sound of children, then her eyes clouded and said I wish I could have given him that. When I spotted Tim he was with Jim and upset so I asked what was wrong, he was upset that it was nasty that chose me that horse hates every one and everything  it will only listen to warhorse and wolf and that only because she was bested by both of them in a fight. Tim I want warhorse and wolf in the coral when you train them and were your pistil any problems kill it. 

   When I got to the stable Tim was waiting. He showed me how to put the armor on nasty its a combo of Kevlar and cotton it protects the horse you can tell she did not like it but I think understood it was for her. Then I put the saddle on and she perked up eager to show her stuff when I mounted she turned her head to me to make sure I was set and started out of the door she stopped partway out and looked both ways spotted warhorse and wolf and gave a little huff that must have spoke volumes to them both and saw them relax.  I will not go into grate detail but I will say this horse was built for war he showed me how to make her kick front or back bite with enough force to snap bones or kill how to dismount and fight one way while she protected my back and me hers she will lay down and let me use her for protection if I am hurt she will lay down so that I can crawl in her saddle and wait for me to put all the straps on to hold me before standing and walking. She is an amazing partner. I was later to learn to trust her senses as being better then mine and be able to tell what she means. She was 4 years old when she came to me Tim told me that he had been teaching her for two years he said she was the smartest next to warhorse he had ever seen and unfortunately she knows it and wont work with anyone but him and now you. And now not even him she has made her chose as partner. It took two weeks for us to bond and have been together for eight years  that means I will have to let her go free soon and find another partner. but she has more then earned a retirement of oats hay and freedom to run. As  a mater of fact she has already chosen her replacement her daughter from warhorse is ready to pick her rider like her mother she is a bitch to the others but a lamb with me. so this month I will work with her under warhorse and her mothers eye just to make sure she behaves herself.          

   I was a little late when I walked in my first thought was W.T.F how does a 60 something woman do that she standing there legs slightly apart bent over head between her knees feet flat on the floor and lookin like it was the most natural stance in the world she stayed that way for ten minuets at least and stood not even breathing heavy all the way back backwards hands on the floor and held that for another ten at least I sat down feet crossed mouth open feeling very inadequate at 23 thinking I was in good shape. But she makes it worse by standing up flows into sitting position bottom of her feet together bends over forehead to her feet knees flat on the floor holds that sits up and put both legs behind her head and holds that bring one foot at a time down and stands. breath in prefect control. She looks at me with a smile says because I have to and if you are lucky you will too. Now ladies lets get you started we then spent a half hour stretching before going out for a run. when we are done with the run and have catch our breath she sets a hard pace it in for breakfast and then a shower. I go outside and see Tim at the coral he waves me over and stand for a minuet and he says sit on the rale and wait several of the horses come over to sniff me until one just stand there. He said I thought so she like you and hands me a cut piece of pear the horse come over and takes it from my hand then comes closer to sniff my hair. Tim says her name is nasty the only horse she gets along with is sirs warhorse so that's good she has chosen you so be here after lunch till then just enjoy yourself. 

   He was sitting by the pool watching his girls swim and play. May I sit of course he said can I ask you some things sure he said the only stupid question is the one not asked old saying from an old man. O.K. what made you the way you are? Ah that's easy but the explanation is long I was made this way by love and war, 50 years ago it was hard to grow up mixed but I had some very good parents they showed me how to combat bigots with love and humor taught to love even the ones who don't deserve it. The war showed me what life can be when there is no control so when I came home and took the time to think it over I decided that I would not live my life with out control or even trust some one else to control it. But the love in me made it hard to just let others suffer so I took responsibility for those closest to me. weather at home or work I control myself first and then others around me and the best way to control others is showing care and concern for there lives. Yes I am going to show you how to be in control of your life at all times so you can survive what life out there tosses your way. But what if I don't want to be in control all the time suppose I want someone else to be in control some times he turned to look at me and said that is the reason you are here. Your parents know you better then you know yourself at this point so they asked me to give you a place to run to to always feel safe to be yourself. So Jane said yes and that obligates me for you see I am a man with hart but no soul I lost that in the war and it took 15 years to find my soul it just resides in that little woman so there you have it she showed me how to show love again and I showed her who she was inside in me she can be a famous designer and the slut she always wanted to be and have both sides cherished, protected and loved she can be complete like she makes me does that answer you when you see me you only see half the man when you look at her you see the other half when we are together like now you see the whole person. Some day you will be complete and you will see how good life is.                  

   While Tim and I were in the oversize hot tub kissing and playing around for round three, there was a squeal and splash and I just caught a glimpse of red hair before she stood up. She looked over smiled and said sorry "not" Timmy are you being good or good for nothing. Tim laughed and said well mama I showed her some of what you taught me but we just started I haven't got to the advanced stuff She came over shoved her tongue down his thought and put her finger in my pussy pulled back smiled and said your young so don't push to hard she'll get there she turned to me and said you don't mind do you dear breathing heavy I said not at all Jane she snapped call me mama everyone here does. Just then I heard Jim say slut leave the young-ins alone and get your ass over here were it belongs she turned and said yes sir coming not yet but you will be remember you are on the receiving end now ( I did not know you could move that fast in water) she was in his lap facing him so fast head bent back from him pulling her hair and liking her neck in long slow swipes and I swear she came just like that.     

   Then the rest of the  hands showed up sue and deb's had one on each arm Jane looked over and said you two are the most greedy girls, debs just smiled and said but mama you know it takes two to come close to either of you. This brought them close to us and I swear the temp went higher in the water. I turned to Jim and asked by the way what is effective shooting Jane answered that means not to kill just hit the body will be good enough it take a very controlled mind to shoot back if you just hit them with a 45 cal. Bullitt most can't but sir will teach you to be able to. How? It will be a shock but you will understand soon enough now enough of this shop talk now just let our men take care of us the way I know they can (just then I felt something hard rub my clit what's a girl todo so I just put it in and rode cowgirl rode and the two men talked) the rest of the night I became engrossed in play.

   At 4am there was a knock at the door and maid walked in with coffee and sweet roll Tim rolled over smiled and said oh god it wasn't a dream as he looked at me I smiled and said oh your good he smiled and said and so were you. Maid cleared her thought and said Jane asked me to ask you if you want to join the ladies at 5 for the morning work out and run. I said I'd love to how did she know I liked to work out she smiled and said one look at your body tells the story you don't look that way by sitting on your tushy all day. When I bite into the sticky bun I could not believe how good it was I said to Tim oh she is good he smiled swilled some coffee to washed the bun down and said that's not cook that's sir James is that how he tames them he smiled and said among other things. Listen he is one of the kindest men I have ever met but he is also one of the hardest if you mean something to him. And that means he will be hard on you but if you follow his teachings you will survive and get better at staying alive out there I know I have been with him for six years and sir John has been with him for eight and he is an ex-seal and he tells me he really learned a great deal from him. When he finished his coffee he jumped out of bed. And said I have to go I have to find you a horse I'll see you after lunch for riding lessons What I said I know how to ride yes but these horses are different these are chargers like as in knights of old there walk is smoother then other horses and you can sleep in the saddle they are trained to carry you if you are wounded there trot is very jarring and there run is smoother as well you will see they are also a one rider horse by that I mean don't try to mount someone else's horse they will throw you and stomp you to death they will let anyone saddle them but not ride them you become a single unit when you are together.                      

   She looked at me with a little smile and said you don't remember me do you Jill? I said no I'm sorry how about aunty Jane with that it came back to me and the surprise and pleasure of seeing her and the fit of the dress brought it all back. My mother before marrying my stepdad worked for a fashion house as a fit modal and secretary the owner of the company always let the kids come to work when a sitter could not be found she always had games in her office so we got to know her as well an aunty. she smiled real big and said stand up dear and give a hug. I did and there was a knock at the door and sue and debs came in they smiled and said is this game open Jane laughed and said not what you think I have known Jill since she was little and we were just saying high again. And what do you two want? We just wanted to let you know we will be at the bunkhouse if you or sir need to go anywhere and I said if Tim is there would you tell him I'd like it if he came by in an hour I looked at Jane and asked if that was ok she said well since you are a guest I see nothing wrong in it. when they left Jane said that dress fits you perfectly keep it I said I can't Jane went rigid and said of course you can it's a gift from your aunt.

   Now time to tell you a few things but first let me ask have you every heard the term BDSM. I got a little red and said yes mom and dad told me all about their lifestyle so I would understand why I heard that noise in there bedroom. Oh good let me tell you that is how sir James knows your father and me and your mother is a very happy woman right yes I said very, especially now that I'm out of the house. Well I don't know how things work there but here we are poly do you know what that means yes I do I have two special friends that I join sometimes good well then you know that it can and is different than other relationships. Well I think the best way to look at the ranch is to look at it like a little kingdom with sir James as king. And most of the punishments are not punishments they are more like foreplay so don't jump to the wrong thing. Do you see this she pointed to the neckless she was wearing it was gold with a wolf head and garnet in its mouth and a large  teardrop diamond hanging down you will see three types in use here on the ranch first is yellow gold they show that we belong to sir James and are referred to as his ladies they are myself and woman named Jen she is not here right now she's on a business trip you will see red gold on Rita, maid and cook they belong to sir John the Forman and lastly you will see silver and they are sworn to the house as a matter of fact Tim wears silver and is in training to be foreman at one of the other ranches we own it looks like he will be going to the Montana ranch next year when the old Foreman retires any questions? Is he planning on training me as his sub, not that I know of and believe me I would know why are you interested. No at lest I don't think so but I will be honest before when he was talking to me I got the strongest twinge she smiled at me like mother like daughter and by that I mean you  have the sub feelings like your mom and you will feel that twinge when ever you come face to face with a dominant male for now don't worry about it just pay attention to what he teaches you about life out there in the wild and take it to hart he will but he wont like to track down your killers for pay back and unfortunately he will have to dispense justice himself because the law wont have enough to convict. Now why don't you take that dress off and wait for Tim out back and don't forget to say thank you or tell him what  you need.           

   When I went down to dinner I found a young man waiting for me he introduced himself as Tim he said he was to be my diner companion for the evening and took me to my seat and of course held my chair. Now I had been to some formal diners in the past but this was a little different normally the table was served top to bottom but they served bottom to top with him being served last same for the wine. Later I was to find out his reason was to make sure those he felt responsibility for are feed first he was this way with everything he did. It was a bit of a shock to see him at diner unlike when we first met he was almost like a completely different man well groomed articulate and highly deferential to his guest wants but the fact that he would take everything in stride stayed the same. When Rita dropped a plate behind him he only asked if she was alright no look of startle just a question of concern for her no anger. When diner was done he stood and toasted me as his guest then told every one to go and have fun be back Monday and sober. He then said Jill will you follow me to my office and answer some questions you have.

   Have you ever noticed that when you are with someone who is in complete command of himself and his surrounding's as a women you get that twitch in a most embarrassing place that was what I felt and he was old enough to be my grandfather. He sat me down gave me a drink and sat behind his desk and told me to sip my drink as it is very strong no I don't normally like strong drink but this was different it went down without the burn I was expecting but I felt the warmth in my belly radiating up and through me when I asked he smiled and said it was a private batch of bourbon that he had made for himself. Now to answer two of the questions on your mind I am one of those men who can get what he asks for because I have the wealth and power and even more importantly I ask I do not order. And you are here because your father asked me to take you under my wing. To teach you how to survive out there on the trail and your father has never asked me for anything before and it was for you and not him I had you sent here. Does this answer your two most important questions. I asked him my father or my stepfather he smiled and said at the request of the man who stuck around to help raise you. If you choose to call him stepfather that of course is up to you. He said it in a way that made me feel a little foolish. 

   Now tomorrow you will get a new horse and begin working together as on the trail you and your horse are dependent on each other to live and he will have to learn to trust you. You will also learn effective shooting and that is different then target practice on a range for points. You will learn both pistol and rifle. Now there is something else you should be aware of he was interrupted by a knock at the door Jane looked around the door and wolf entered sat next to me and put her head on my lap. And she asked if she was late no my love like everything you do you are right on time to explain things to her. She came in and I was surprised to see her in nothing more the a g-sting and high heels. Good I'll take it from here if you like and tell her what's what so she understands why don't you get ready for bed this should not take long.             

    Hello my name is Jill. 

I knocked on the supervisors door and entered sir, can I get some clarification on these orders it says go to latitude and longitude and wait to be met by a civilian and follow his orders. Yes what do you not understand well sir what if he gives me a order that violates the law> do it with out question. But sir. No buts you will learn things that violate the rules but you will ignore these technical violations and in so doing you will find yourself on the trail like you want if however you report them or make problems for me or him you will spend the rest of your time behind a desk because I would rather you learn who your friends are and learn how to stay alive then lose you now do you understand.

   I will be honest I was somewhat resentful of him before I ever met him. but as I got to the location I found it empty or at least I thought so when I heard movement to my left and this huge horse and wolf come out of nowhere and I here a gravely voice say are you Jill he responded to me to call him Jim that's all and to ride next to him. now maybe I missed him and the wolf but how I missed that horse and the five others with little carts I knew that he was either magic or just that good now I don't believe in magic. He looked at me and I never felt so interrogated and he hadn't said a word. He said I have done the lower end of my route and we are going to my ranch to pick up supplies and change your horse for something better just then my horse reared he garbed the rains pulled the horse down and said NO she finally noticed wolf and will not be happy till she gets to her barn. And don't ask me any thing till tonight. The horse did not rear again but was skittish all the way to his ranch.

   At his ranch I was not expecting such a big place he did not strike me as the type I figured him for the run down shack type. It was there I found out some things about this man as harsh as he seemed he had love in his life and I was to learn over the next few weeks how much he cared for people. As we road in we were met by the stable hands and he told them to find a saddle horse for me and arrange for the return of my horse as soon as possible it has a problem with wolf. Just then this little woman came over to Jim and said this the new ranger how do  you do call me Jane lets get you settled you will be here a few days while you get set for the route with sir. You call him Jim every one here calls him boss or sir I said I don't mind calling him sir he's old enough she smiled and said no dear he  will tell you when and if you may call him sir. It was then I was introduced to sue and debs as his security people for Jane. I did as he asked and held my questions for that night I asked if I may let my boss know were I was she said he knew but call him anyway so he knows everything is fine so far. I was then introduced to Rita and she took me to the to my room and asked me what clothing I had with me when I told her just uniforms and under ware she said what size I was and shoes then said we dress for diner here so she will find me something when I said not to bother I'd just wear my uniform she said and get me spanked not likely, at the time I thought she was joking.            

   After my shower a woman came in with my saddle bags in on hand and a dress in the other she did not say a word to me just hung the dress and placed the bags on the bed, I noticed the outer bags had been cleaned and she left when she came back with shoes high heeled sandals she spoke for the first time she said I may call her maid and would get me whatever I need. She then asked me if I would like her to clean any clothes and hang them up later and if there was anything I wanted out of the bags first. She then explained that the dress was made meant to be worn with out a bra.  

   Now I make no excuse I am a slut so here go's. When he asked me if I was ready we walked to his room before entering he turned me to face him and said tell me do you want pleasure with your pain or pain with your pleasure. I answered pain with my pleasure good from now until Monday morning you belong to me when you wake you will know two things what it means to be used and what being owned feels like. I will be gone when you wakeup Monday I have to be in D.C. for a vote. that's was when I realized why he sounded familiar to me and I stopped and said wait you are married he said yes and you are about to meet her he opened the door and there kneeling in front of the bed with her legs spread was a blond woman hands secured behind her back head down. He said dear hart please stand up I have some one for you to meet she stood in one fluid motion that i knew if I tried I would fall flat on my face she came over and bowed her head to me and he said no dear she is not Dom she will be as much yours as mine for now he undid her cuffs and said please take her and prepare her. She smiled and said yes sir and led me to the bathroom and started a bath.

   While the bath was running I learned some things about them about 5 years ago while he was not in politics the wanted to add something to there sex life so after talking it over and he knowing sir James they decided to try bdsm so they asked Sir James for help and guidance they were both trained by him because he offered what they wanted to learn she was  an attorney as well as him so she had to maintain her status as leader and submit at home and this was just what the velvet glove teaches. Before  the bath she shaved me and douched and she gave me an enema let me tell you it takes someone else to get you a very good close shave with all the nooks and crannies on both male and females. 

   When we entered the room sir James was talking to sir Roger ( I was a little surprised at myself for thinking of him that way already) they broke off there talk and turned to us Teresa clapped her hands together and ran to sir James and addressed him as master before kneeling to him and asking may I sir he said alright she stood and he took her in his arms she whispered some thing to her and he said no not tonight she hung her head and said please and he said not tonight dear come see me tomorrow if roger agrees she looked at roger who smiled and said you know I really do spoil you but yes see him tomorrow. He then looked at me and signaled me to turn around I don't know why but I did he simply said just  as prefect as I imagined Dee I now regret my chose in keeping it  simple professional I hung my head and said you can always change your mind, he said thank you dee I will keep that in mind.

   Roger pointed to the front of the bed and said ladies if you please I went with hart and took my position to her right and kneeled legs spread hand behind my back straight backed tits out and waited for them to finish their talk when sir James turned to leave he said ladies nodding his head and found myself bowing over head to floor. Sir Roger came and stood in front of me and said ok dear hart you may begin she stood and slowly undressed him when she got to his pants she bent at the waist putting her lovely ass inches from my face and he looked at me and said what are you waiting for, you may start I reached out and started to kiss her ass and he said don't be gentile you do have teeth don't you as I really started to get into it I let my hand trail to myself but before I could start there came a loud snap when I opened my eyes sir was holding his belt and he said that was just a warning keep both hands on my hart I will tell you when you my touch yourself now get her anis ready for me as I started by using my spit to lube her I tasted cherry and I like cherry when I got three fingers going smoothly she moaned and started to shake sir said stop at that point are you ready she said yes sir good i am eager to see if Dee is any good please change. This was when I got my first look at sir and found I was both happy and scared. It was not that it was long but it was wide in the center and tapered at both ends. The first time I attempted I did not get far it took several minuets to adjust to him. All this time dear hart was doing to me what I had done to her when she felt I was ready she told sir so he helped me to stand and put me into The proper stance and slowly entered me anally he was so careful with me even knowing I like anal that I only felt pleasure when he pulled me into the chair on top of him then pulled my legs to my chest I just sat there feeling him deeper in me then anyone else had managed because of the way he had me I was shaking on the brink already when she leaned in and put two fingers in me and milked me and then lapped up a mouth full of my flow stopped and drained my own flow into my mouth and then changed her tempo I came so hard I fainted. I woke sometime later to the sound of them both coming together and was told to clean up the mess I did it wihout thinking. And I was hooked on the lifestyle from that point on.                       

   There is no question that sir James was my benefactor and responsible for my carrier so that when I wrote my first book on the lifestyle I gave him a draft before publishing. When he returned it he said to me Dee you have all the facts down and consequences but it is obvious you have never experienced any of it first hand, now that's fine if you are just looking to get this info to the mass public to introduce them or give them a how to book but if you want it read by those who enjoy it or accept it as good reading you will have to get in there and indulge in some of it. He then gave me an invitation to a costume ball on Halloween its all up to you if you attend or not or even indulge in some of the activities. 

   After I re-read what I had written I saw what he meant very scholarly but no flavor. So like any overconfident novice I put on a catsuit and went stag. When I arrived at the estate that was hosting the event I gave the proper knock for admittance the door was opened and I was met by a fancy boy  well cut but to pretty for me he escorted me to the real entrance Sir James met me there along with his sub of the night. I thought so, you came without an escort and he said wait here he then left and came back with a man he introduced me to Roger he told me that he would act as my escort and advisor for the night sir James then smiled and said Roger is a Dom friend of his and will protect you from over indulgence if needed I stiffened at this but he just gave me the look that I now know is his way and said just remember you have  the knowledge but have no experience so indulge me and let yourself be led for tonight.

   As I found he knew me better then I did, on a lark I decided to have myself some fun I am an anal inclined girl so what i did was wear a cat tail vibrator well secured in me with the tail coming out of a small hole and the control in my clutch. as sir Roger guided me we did one turn around as he pointed out demonstration rooms as well as private rooms then back to the main hall and sat me down and got us drinks whiskey for him coke for me when I asked him no wine he told me it is not suggested for new people to drink as it has caused some problems in the past. He then asked me what if anything I wanted to see or do first. While you think on this lets dance a few times while you think. I will admit I was not expecting what happened when he took me in his arm's the first time I almost fainted it was that strong of attraction and it past through my whole body there was no question I was going to have him. What I did not know was how good it was gong to be or how electrifying it was going to be. But he made me wait and he knew it he knew just how to build up what was to come.

   He took me first to a demonstration of the use of impact play everything from how to  properly cup the hand to get maximum contact as well as  making it sound more terrifying then it hurt or make it hurt and yet very quiet in use. How to use a crop buggy whip straps and a full bull whip in a way as to leave only a small mark. this included all safety equipment for the protection of the sub and yet make it as enjoyable as possible. I will be honest by the end of the hand demonstration I needed a diaper. He looked at me with a small smile took my hand and led my to a demonstration of bondage with restraints he sat me down, and held out his hand whispered in my ear surrender your control to me I found myself reaching into my bag and handing him the control he smiled and put in his pocket. as I sat through the show he would turn it on and off making me jerk and redden in the face but would not let me finish when I looked at him in yearning he would say you are not ready yet. After this we went and sat to eat and dance some more he then looked at me and said the words I wanted to hear will you stay the night with me. I countered with will you care for me this weekend looking in my eyes he said yes to start. Next my first time