taxi's ladies

   I see on occasion some one asking how or why they got there name, and since I feel like it I decided to do this blog. 

   Taximan that was his handle for blogging he really did put some thought behind choosing it. He felt it expressed his role in life after all it is the role of the taximan to take you were you want to go. As a Dom he felt this was his role to take each sub to the end goal of what they wanted or needed. It was easy to find a sub who just wanted to serve by staying home and just do what he ordered after all when he was young he had wealth a good body and brains but he did not want to settle for that. He wanted a woman that was looking for much more he wanted an alpha woman that he could help active there dream while becoming his sub. And in the end of his life he wound up with eight subs and several service people.         

   It is different then serving a single master at the same time the same in many ways. You have no single master so if a member of the house were to give an order that could put the house of Jane in danger you are obligated to ignore it, this can create problems but none of witch will cost you your place, at most it would cause hard feelings for a while. There are 6 female house servants and 5 male servants to the house. The females are 3 maids 1 cook 1 housekeeper and myself mostly I cook when here if one of the mothers go somewhere that they might need an attendant I travel with them and act as eyes closed chaperone if I feel there is no danger to the house for an indiscretion here and there I also travel with one of the cowboys who act as security if sir John can't. 

   The maids are just that one is a housemaid and works with the housekeeper to keep things clean around the open part's of the house as well as oversee the cleaning of the bungalow when guests are present or as recently used as isolation for those who went off the ranch for work or fun. 2  of the maids are what are called personal maids they are both trained in France as that is one of the last places that still have a school for that aside from cleaning the upstairs where the mothers and children sleep they also know how to do hair, and make-up as well as dress people clean clothes and shoes and are fair seamstresses for the mothers. I also am lucky as I am both house servant and family so I get to use them as well Rita is the house keeper and she came with the ranch she has overall responsibility of the cleaning and staffing and she dose not care that I am family in her words I don't care who you are do your job or get beat and she means it. Last is cook she has three workers under her who do the cleaning of the kitchen and act as extra help for serving and for what sir john calls kp and we call prep work. 

   The males are all ranch hands and work directly under sir John they I have been told are permanent 2 handle the stable with the two stable girls who they are married to and one rides the range as sir John calls it. He is waiting for an opening as foreman on one of the other ranches to open.

   Now you are saying what's the deference between a servant and an employee in one word security you can't be fired you can and are punished this can be anything from a whipping to disappearing. If you do something to protect the house that may not be in accordance with the law and are convicted when you get out you will find you have been paid your salary the wife and kids have been  cared for and your job is waiting for you. If you chose to marry you receive an increase in pay a house and your wedding is paid for. It is a position that many would strive to obtain but very few get. ?

   Are you sure, I know it's what you want but is it what you need. These are the word's sir said to me after asking why he has not given me a collar. This was odd to me ever since I sobered up I had been owned of course it's what I need. but was it? Do I still need it true I feel better when owned, but do I need it to live like others only caring for themselves or loving just my husband and children thinking this was all it took. NO! being responsible for myself and others. This did not feel normal to me, no this was not what I wanted or needed well that took less time to write then it did to think through. Of course learning to cook helped me. You see being a cook is different then when you do it like a normal it's more involved then put water on to boil to do it right you must learn to cut the meat just right to maximize for flavor cut the  vegetables at just the right point peel the potato's or cook the rice till its just right then you must learn what season or herb to use and when to add it and how much it all has a time and place ordered this is what I need order and Pease in my life not always having to think of consequences of a decision I make. 

   I can hear many out there saying what's wrong with this girl. Nothing is wrong with me it's just something I need this is the reason I work with Stacy she has the patience to work with me away from the kitchen she can handle me almost as well as sir, she can see when I push to hard and need a brake, and she is the reason I am doing this blog she is the one who helped me put into words the things I needed sir to see and understand. I am one of those people who will always need direction and a course to go in. Three months later when I cane back to sir I knew what to say and how to say it. He put his head down to think of how to say it, V I'm sorry you feel that way but I understand I will take you as a service sub but that is all can you live with that. That sir is all I want to be in service to the house I have no wish to be one of the ladies of the house. He reached down and pulled out a plain wolf head collar in silver and put it on me he hugged me and welcomed me into his service to the house he also gave me earrings in silver to show me as a house servant.

   And that is how and why I became a servant to the house.   ???         

   The last day before mom and dad went home I brought my father a drink on the porch and we sat together and then he cleared his voice and I knew he was going to give me one of those father daughter talks. V I'll tell you something I'm proud of you for finally kicking the habit be fore it killed you. Also let me tell you your old man is not going to be around forever and I'm glad we had this time do you fell it yet something about this place or that man just makes you feel happy. I feel it not like your mother or sister but this place makes you feel content, and that man inspires trust. So I want you to know your mom and I feel content in giving you to this man I have never seen your sister so happy so I think you can trust him to guide you.

   Little did I know at the time it would be the last time we spoke he was killed in an accident on his way to get groceries. Mom gave us his ashes to spread here she said it was what he wanted to be with us. Sir deferred to Rita and she gave us permission mom sold the house and moved out to a little town out here so we see her often she's 57 and looking for love again. ( think sir made arrangements for her to meet the right kind of men) she seems content with a guy called Philip nice man and treats her well he's a widower as well. 

   After mom and dad left sir called me to his office and we talked. Remembering what dad said and my own training up to now in the life I found myself telling him everything that I went through the last five years and I mean everything he did not judge me or make me feel uncomfortable in any way it was  like talking to a priest or consular. And yes there were tears and laughter and hugging but after that he asked me a question I was not expecting V what do you want to do the rest of your life and don't tell me to serve me. I knew he meant it and I told him I have no idea I just thought that this would be my life from now on. He said no look at this place like the train station of your life with a privet car that will take you anywhere you want to go and do whatever you want to do in the meantime just help out around the ranch till you figure out what you want. Well it did not take as long as I thought it would A few days later I walked into the kitchen and my jaw dropped it was awesome it had everything for cooking anything you might want. there was even a shower in back for cleanup for when things got to messy cook was leaning over checking a stew she was making she looked up and waved me over said taste this so I did and said need's pepper she smiled and said would you like to work with me and learn to cook? and that was how my new life started apprenticed to the cook.

   Three years latter sir said would you like to own your own restaurant? And that is how I became a part owner in the newest restaurant in Denver not open yet but its built and ready when we get through this mess. But that's o.k. as it gives me time to study the management end. next why I decided to stay owned. ?            

   I felt uncomfortable surrounded by all these wealthy and influential people, what was I doing here who was I kidding I was trying to stay in the back ground to be the wallflower that I felt like. My new owner would not have that, when we got out of the car he took my arm and walked me in front with him, he sat me in the front of the box with him gave me a glass of wine. His next words were simple but to me very meaningful raise your head V look around let them see how beautiful you are they need a little art in there life, as you look around I want you to understand some thing everyone you see is in a way someone's slave even me they all work to make some one happy or content weather they make a product or render a service to some one. In my case I serve everyone that work for me as well as these ladies and you it is now my job to make sure you have the cloths you need the food you eat the roof over your head to give you the knowledge you will need to serve someone else and feel that you can handle everything that life will throw your way and I will but tonight I just want you to look around at the people in this room and think of how and who they serve. 

   The next day I woke ate and showered dressed and sat on the bed thinking. My life is about to change if my sister is any indication it will be for the better but do I deserve it am I worth it? I'm about to board a plain fly 3/4 across the U.S. to a ranch and do only god knows what will I be a domestic? Become a lady? Be a toy for a rich man? These things where going through my head the whole time till sis came to get me. She looked at me gave a little laugh and said yes you do deserve it you are my little sister. And I realized this is my sister she won't let me get hurt or put me in danger. As I boarded the plain sir was already on the phone as well as sir John he just pointed to the back of the plain  sis Debs and I took seats and strapped in sir looked over to us and said Sue do you want me to tell them any thing she just mouthed I love you sir raised his voice over the engines powering up and said the usual you will get there before us so you will have time to cuddle the kids before the girls get there. I looked at sis she had tears in her eyes she whipped them away and said that happens a lot around sir happy tears that is and he just can't understand it so it's best to just ignore it till they stop. when we landed sir went to the ranch with Debs and sir john sis and I went to get what sir called the treatment that consisted of going to a house and being measured from top to bottom she showed us several designs for my uniform. O.K. one question answered I'll be a domestic good something I know how to be she then picked out some everyday clothes for me sis said to wear them instead of my jeans.

Two hours latter we got to  gate it said Janes ranch time to embrace your desires I looked at sis and said I'll tell you later just past the gate there is a little rise and sir john stopped and said welcome home V the way he said it brought tears to my eyes and sis just gave me an elbow and said sir John learned from the master so you may cry a lot around him too. instead of going to the main house he took us to the bungalow. when we walked in sue yelled mom dad we're home. Out comes mom with a baby in her arms. Now I should explain I have not seen my parents in 5 years they kicked me out after years of my drug abuse and they could no longer handle me then dad walked in with another baby and sis said oh by the way you are an aunt sorry forgot to tell you that both my parents were crying and dad said you have no idea how much I wanted to see this day both my daughters together happy and me a grand dad. more later back to work for me               

     My new life started that day with the words "would you like to come home". Not would you like to be my sub or slave or toy or even my employee. would you like to come home, these are the first words he spoke to me. well not really his first words were please stand up when you take my orders. 

   I was told buy my owner/trainer that I was to serve a very important man and his subs, you see I am a professional service sub many do not know what that is a service sub does not expect to be loved or cared for we exist for the sole purposes of following orders you know, clean this cook that be my foot rest wash my back dry me do my make-up what ever my owner requires of me wake when told sleep when told everything but sex. You see  sex is a no-no you might develop feelings and that is not good for you when it is time for you to move on to the next owner/trainer. I am not going to go into how some one can sink this low in life other then drug's were involved and extreme lack of self esteem.

   Back to the story when I came out to take the orders in my little waitress outfit that was a short apron thong stockings and shoes. I herd one of the ladies give a little snort of laughter I kneeled to take the order there was a whisper at the table and was told to stand and turn around when I complied I herd a little clap and a woman's voice say O.K. little slut turn around and say hi. when I looked I saw my sister looking at me and all I could do was laugh and say look at you look at you dressed like you were some kind of lady instead of the big slut you are. She smiled and said do you know the difference between a lady and a slut. it called training. And then sir James spoke to me for the first time I have two questions for you first do you want to come home and have you stopped using drugs I told him the truth that I have been clean for three years and I belong to and I gave him my owners name he said that no longer matters if you chose to come home with us he will make the arrangements. And he did that night I went with my sister to a lovely hotel and found out what had been happening to her for the last few years we spent the night together and fell asleep talking to each other. The next afternoon I formally met my new owner. There was a knock on the door and my old owner/trainer came in and said as he gave me what few clothes I owned and asked me for his property back he then smiled and said congratulations you now belong to a very important house and left. My next surprise came a few minutes later when I was introduced to Deb's sue said she was her mate and I was introduced to sir John who informed me that I would be under his care for now until I completed training and it was determined what I was to do with the rest of my life, I was expected to accompany them this evening to the opening sue will help you just do as she tells you and everything will be fine. After that two women came in to help us dress for the night. I will admit I was a little uncomfortable about being treated like I had no idea how to do my make-up and dress but when they were done I had to admit I looked good with a different hair style and make-up sue thanked them. she looked at me and said you look good for your debut there was a knock on the door and sir James walked in as if he owned the place (turned out he did) he looked at us made us turn around and said you two are knock outs are you ready to leave. and that was just the first day I will tall the rest later. got work to do.  ?           

   I will never forget the look on her face, I looked over the new set of numbers and as I expected it showed more profit to the company both weekly and annually over the next five years I will clear close to half a million a year or more. I called my bookkeeper and asked her what I had as of last night and was very happy with the answer. I told Dena to call my head foreman to the office. while I  waited for him I called my bookkeeper in and made arrangements for a drawing account for me. When my foreman came in the three of us discussed Dena's plan they both assured me that they would follow her orders as well as the rest of the crew who thought highly of her. I called Dena in and asked one question if this were her company to run would she use this plan without hesitation she said yes, when I told her that she would be running the company from now on as C.E.O. she just gulped and and I told her her new salary and she would be expected to still act as my personal assistant she smiled and said I would not have agreed any other way you need a woman around to keep you running smooth. 

   So I went home showered called an old friend who just happened to be a professional companion and told her to be ready for an extended work assignment her only question was for me or someone else when I told her for me she said good that means the only thing I have to bring is a suitcase and the clothes on my back. She cam over about 2 hours later came in did not say a word until after she had removed her dress knelt in front of me she looked me in the eye and said let me say this before we start anything I have cleared my schedule for the next 2 months and I want you to know I would not do this for any other man but you because you saved me from life with that god awful pimp and set me up in my own business as well as several of the other girls we know you got rid of him we know he will never bother any other woman again and because of this my and the other girls want you to know that for the rest of your life you will never want for a companion to take on vacation or even if you chose to keep at home for your use we will be there just snap your fingers we are not talking love but it is a real pleasure to serve you. 

NOTE: Mari here over the next ten years sir did a lot of traveling and learned rope and restraint dabbled in sadism found it was not to his liking but always had a companion to work with. He picked up coins in restraint for his work in design and a coin in both floor and suspension of rope. from Japan and u.s. and English  masters.     

   As with 7-8, 9 and 10 are closely related and later I came to understand sir Jame's advice about it "these are important to any relationship but even more important to a poly or family relationship" 

9) Leave a note somewhere they will run across it during the day expressing love or gratitude for them. And don't say it's hard to find the time for god sake's sir James is dead and yet every Friday like clock work 7 boxes of flowers are delivered to the ranch and a box is sent to ranger girl at her station. On birthdays some little piece of jewelry is sent to the house for the birthday girl even in death he found a way to say I love you. It is a very little thing but it means so much to the one it's given to.    

10) The expression of lust is important to a relationship but not as important as just going out to diner, movie or dancing. Or even just sitting at home with your arms around them in front of the t.v. Somehow we always know just who needs the cuddle time so give it no matter how bad your week has been you can be sure that their week has been worse why because your sub will not only put up with a bad week herself but will worry about your week as well and you can't train that out of them.

 These are the ten rules that a Dom of this house lives by they are very simple and because of that they are easy to forget or pass over on any given day. So how do you avoid that simple write them down put them in a frame on your desk and read them every morning like I do to remind yourself  of just how fu***** lucky you are. to have someone in your life who's   only   reason to live is for your love and comfort.

Thank you for taking the time to read and understand our way of lifestyle. It is not for everyone but it works for us. 

   Sorry for the delay in explaining I had other things that took priority over this.

   I chose to put 7 and 8 together because they are about responsibility 7 is about personal responsibility and 8 is about the sub's.

   7) Unless you are a complete ass you will have to admit to yourself you make mistakes that being the case you must remember that your sub may not know you have made one if you are lucky it will not be a bad one. But weather it is bad or not you must own up to it and make amends in some way and not repeat it. this is the courtesy you owe for your sub's trust that they have given you and trust is essential to the bond. 

8) Remember this, and take it to hart. Your sub only thinks they know what they want unless they are experienced they really don't and even if they are they may not take into account how you are, each Dom is different so GO SLOW let her get used to the training the three time rule is not written in stone some may need more some less time to get used to things and the way you apply it remember their safety is in your hands and so to are their emotions. 

  Most errors can be avoided if you have a long talk before you do something. This is what is called setting the play that you do together. It is the Dom's responsibility to handle anything that is new with care.     

note: special thanks to S.B.D. for the courage to write this

note: Sir john and Mari are busy so are not able to write but asked me to express that they will finish there last blogs as soon as possible.

   As I told you I am a ghetto rat and proud of it now thanks to my two Dom's. Both experienced bigotry in ways even I can't comprehend but both grew up with a drive to be the best they could be thanks to there parents. I wish I could have met them. I first met sir James when I answered an add for a live in companion for a handicapped man. During the interview he expressed desire to have me expand my education when he saw that i  only had a G E D and training school for home health care, when I asked why he smiled and said you will find out if hired. the then went on to enplane and all of sir Georges damage weakness in his legs requiring daily walks, spastic movement of his left arm no movement in his right arm only his shoulder able to move and that limited damaged voice box making it difficult to be understood. this was all a result of a fall damaging brain and back. long story short I was hired. Because of this I found education, love and found that dominance had nothing to do with the body it resides in the brain.

   The first time I met sir George he was working on the computer busy making a new program for the govt: and like many stank from getting all wrapped up in what he was doing and forgetting food and bath. And got mad when I pulled him away to feed him and bathe him. but was saved by sir James when he said bro from now on you will eat when she says to and stop smelling like sh** she will bathe or shower you every morning and keep the house clean and give you your pills. she will have her own computer set up for school and you are not to upgrade it. Over time I learned to understand him so that by the time I was 25 he taught me as he put it make the computer sit up and beg. I went from caretaker to student to assistant along the way I learned to love this man. One day when I was giving him a bath I found myself playing with him instead of just washing him I found myself holding a man in my hand not a damaged over educated nerd and I could not help myself and started to take him in my mouth.  

   He stopped me by pulling my hair back till he was looking me in the eye and said no, we need to talk first. When I finished drying him and dressing him we sat and talked I will not go into all the begging I had to do and telling him certain things that he seemed to think made a man are not the things that matter to a woman. The brain was what made me feel the way I did not his limits of movement. I can not explain the love I felt for this man the feeling of complete devotion to his needs, the feeling of his hand smacking my ass in the morning calling his little bitch holding him while he peed in the morning and feeling him get hard for me the feeling of his hand entering me or the times I would get on top and how he filled me the flood of his release. We had 5 incredible in years six weeks before the birth of our twin's he never woke the scare tissue that continued to grow in his brain finally took him from us it was also responsible for his leaps of intuition that made one of the top programmers in the field stopped him from seeing his children. I did not need to bond to sir James sir George left us very well off but sir James gave me the family that I needed and a place to live where I could raise our children without fear of having my children exposed to both the black and white bigots that made his life hell when young and that is really the secret to this ranch it is the feeling of acceptance for just being.