taxi's ladies

          Now that you have met my angel of lust and companionship, I will try to show you a small glimpse of the angel of love and knowledge.

          I woke the next morning to the sound of laughter and the smell of coffee and cinnamon it was nice way to wake, I through a robe on and went downstairs to see James Jane and Mari around the kitchen counter. James was just getting up to leave he kissed Jane then Mari me he said Jane will explain I have to go and kissed me on top of my head. When Jane saw the look on my face, she gave a small bark of a laugh and said come sit by me Mari, get her coffee. When I sat down, she took my hand, and I felt a charge run through me no not that kind not really this was like a wave of love pure untainted by lust and not a motherly kind of love either it was an odd but welcome emotion. Just then Mari put a big mug of coffee and the biggest cinnamon bun and extra icing in front of me I had ever seen when I bit into it it was like biting into sweet and cinnamene air it was so light not like others I've eaten I looked at Mari and said your hired she and Jane laughed not me she said Sir James. You mean to stand there and tell me he can cook too? Jane said and who do you think made dinner last night? I don't know why I said it, but I did he is a very dangerous man both Mari and Jane looked at each other and Jane said yes, he is very. Then she said and that brings us to the next point on the table. Sir was called away on urgent business. And I will tell you why as it may help you understand the kind of man you are thinking of getting involved with.   

           Our Sir has gone to N.Y.C. to rescue a sub he trained for someone years ago He recently turned her out penniless, so sir is paying him a personal visit with the lawyers to let him know this violation of contract will not be ignored and he will pay what he owes her he has also taken Sue and Deb's with him to investigate this sub was assaulted and is in a coma so Sir is making sure she gets the best care by guaranteeing payment and the ladies are going to make sure the guilty are punished. You may ask why all he did was give her training but that is not who he is any sub he has ever trained is covered by his honor and his honor means that if a situation like this happens, they will always have a home. That is the reason Sir built so big of a ranch house it has just enough room to house those that may come. My sister also just retired from her job as a trauma nurse, and he will bring her with him to make sure everything is done right and will come back here to spend some time with me. With that Mari got up and kissed me (and stole a pinch) before complaining about getting dressed to run the office while he was gone see you tonight then turned and took Jane in her arms and kiss her the kind that right to her toes before running out the door. Jane shook her head and said with a smile that girl has no control at all. 

           She turned to me and said Well let's continue you see, Sir runs his life by an iron set of rules for himself and the one that concerns you the most right now is that he will not seduce an innocent as he calls anyone not in the life, so you see no matter how much he wants you he will not take you, so you see your problem if you really want him you must learn to be submissive now there no rush and since you will be with us longer than we thought you can look us over as long as you want get to know us and we you. Well, it's beautiful outside and the pool and sun are calling me think it over line up your questions and don't ignore the one's that seem stupid they are the ones that have a bad habit of biting your ass without your consent she stood hugged and kissed me oh, and bathing suit is optional here and so is any swinging dick but don't be upset if they turn you down some are married so they will have to check with the wife and see if you want one on one or indulge in a devils threesome bye for now see you later. "Are you as confused as I was this after all is not the way I was told things worked?" I was told you grow up find a guy fall in love get married have kids grow old stop having sex and die in bed. But since I knew I couldn't have kids I figured I'd just fuck a lot grow old with a bunch of cats and fond memories and die in bed. Now I was not only being offered love but a family too and all it took was a little change in attitude and a bigger bed. Yes, I was interested and scared shitless at the same time. The next time I see my Boss I'm going to suck his balls right out of his dick. No, I did not walk I ran to catch up to her. I had questions and I was hoping to get the answers I wanted.   

Jill                             

         She led the way to what I now know was my destiny. We entered the main ranch dinner was just starting I was sat to James right next to Mari Jane sat opposite me and the rest of the ladies were seated James sat some of the ladies and other men sat the rest of the women. When all were seated James took his seat. I was served first then to my surprise everyone else from the other end of the table up to Him being the last served he then said grace and yes that surprised me as well because of the way he put it he said ladies and gentlemen give thanks to your deity of choice. Under the table Mari took my hand and gave it a gentile squeeze to say it's ok no one will laugh. I found it rather reassuring and kind I was glad for that first dinner in private as it was quite formal. After dinner we retired to separate places while the men had hard drinks and cigarettes, or cigars and we ladies all had wine or brandy Jane on one side and Mari claiming the other here I met each of the ladies who attended the dinner one on one the married ones and the single at the end Mari leaned over and spoke in my ear don't worry I'll be with you till you understand. While we ladies where gone the men had cleared the big living room and took up the carpet and turned it into a place for dancing with the seats along the walls there was all kinds of music played and everyone took a turn on the floor James and Jane started it off with a tango, they were so good just watching them made you Horney later I told Jane I was tired, and she said go on back then she then said Mari walk her back she has tons of questions I will speak to you tomorrow both of you stay with her tonight. When I tried to protest Jane just looked at me with an all-knowing way and said just enjoy.   

        I wil not go into all the details of that first night other than say how surprised I was at how natural it felt but we both know it was not complete that would come later but it was glorious. Later with her head on my chest I asked her the questions that were begging to come out. First, I asked what is with the chockers some wore and why do the men wear silver and about the different stones on some of the ladies. She sat up crossed legs and said first thay are called torque's not chockers and they are symbols of the house the rubies are the symbol of anger at anyone stupid enough to bring harm to any women of the house or in general. The men of this house are dedicated to women in general but most especially to us. Have you ever heard of dominance and submission as in B.D.S.M. When I turned pink, she said would it Surprise You if I said my Dom is James? And that that the ladies who wear gold all belong to him? When I said. Well yes and no I mean I can see him as a Dom but him having more than Jane I find hard to believe she laughed and said believe me he did not want more then Jane at his age. But then Jane has her ways and don't question this what Jane want's Jane gets. You will see when we talk tomorrow and don't try to hide the fact you want him, she sees just how much you do the same as I do. But he has never shown any interest in me that way as a matter of fact he was rather cross with me the first time I called him sir. As I would have expected him to everyone on the ranch calls him boss only, we ladies that have been taken in bond that is what the torques mean are allowed to call him Sir, or Sir James if it is a formal affair and never in public. These are the rules he has set forth for us now as far as the jewels in the teeth they are our birthstones the one Jane wears is worn as first sub and the small stone is her daughter's birth stone the big diamond is the symbol of first sub and yes, we all defer to her, but she is very gentile in the way she treats us and loves us the one Stacy wears little one's birthstone and Sir James has adopted her. Jo-Beth has two stones she has twins there is also Jen who is not here she is in N.Y.C. recuperating from surgery we are Sir James ladies at present. AT PRESENT? Yes, there is also two others who are under consideration Sue the tall redhead and Deb's the big blond. I laughed no wonder he takes off to the mountains twice a year. she giggled and said no that's not it he does it to make sure those guys out there have what they need because in a way they are still fighting the wars and still protecting the rest of us. They stay out there because they can't trust themselves in society anymore, so Sir tries to take care of them. 

           So, let me try to understand He says no to me because he has too much on his plate or he just doesn't like me in that way.NO, It's not that, but I'll let jane explain thing's in the morning now let me have some more of that body of yours.

      Jill                                       

                                                                   There are many types of angels in the world 

        As I got out of my shower, I was greeted by a little Hispanic woman she introduced herself as Rita the housekeeper and a woman by the name of Tina my maid for the time I would be here. Rita left me to the maids care she looked me over from top to bottom and spoke for the first time I will show you how to properly care for yourself, she then took out some cream I smelled aloe she proceeded to apply it to my body from face to my toes rubbing it in gently from there she moved on to my nails and toes she combed my hair and then put it into some design that was off my neck from there she started on my make up when she allowed me to look. I was floored I was beautiful and looked sophisticated I could tell it was me, but I felt like I was part of some fairy tale I looked like a princess. With the perfect timing that I have always admired about her Jane came in and introduced herself. she smiled at me and said welcome Jillian I am the lady, Jane; you may call me lady and hopefully later after we know each other better Jane.

        How to describe this angel she stood at no more the 5' 3' she had a beauty that can only be described as timeless yes, I could tell she was older but could not tell how old her face had smile lines but that was all short red hair that shown like she had a halo earring of Dimond and the same choker as Mari wore but hers had a different jewel in its teeth and had what i thought was the most perfect teardrop diamond hanging from it as well as a nother smaller stone next to it. And there was just something about her that spoke of trust ald love. She turned to Tina a spoke to her she is perfect Tina as always, you've done it again gave her a hug and kiss and said go help the others we want everything right tonight for his returnee. When tina left on her next job she looked at me and said now young lady let's get you dressed I hope you like it. She opened the box she had brought and gave me the lingerie she had brought when I saw it, I almost fell over it was the most erotic thing I had ever seen and yet with complete support and comfort of a bra I had ever worn the matching panties fit me like a glove high waisted garder belt also of matching design. When I saw them I said I can't wear that there much to good and Jane said you can and will wear them thay were bought for you so you can either were them or we can burn them, and I could tell she meant it. When I looked at myself in the mirror with hair and make-up, I had a flash of me wearing the same type of choker. I heard Jane say maybe someday I got red in the face and turned at that and asked am I that obvious she smiled and said only to those who have been there and are there now. She then took out the dress she brought the color and style were more daring than I had ever worn yet it made me look beautiful and innocent at the same time. it was then I said I have always loved this woman's clothes but never thought I would get to wear anything of hers. it was her turn to turn red and said thank you so much for that it was just something I designed in hopes I would find the right woman to wear it and I finally have. It was then I realized who she was. I turned around and looked at her for the first time in this new light I'm sorry I had no idea you were married she laughed and said I'm not married I'm owned before I could say or ask anything else she said let's go we dont want to keep them waiting to long.                       

                                                    No, not just hyperbole there is just no other way to describe this woman. 

       Three weeks into our journey, we turned off the track and rode about three or four miles and crested a hill he stopped and looked over a small pocket valley when I rode up next to him, I felt it, it was an odd sensation for me before I even really looked, I felt as though I was home there is no other way to describe what I felt when I opened my eyes he was looking at me with a smile but all he said was yes she has that effect on some the first time. He then said welcome to my home, I looked and first saw a small cabin to my right when I looked down the valley, I saw what one can only describe as the perfect ranch set up on a grand scale it had everything needed to make a picture postcard main ranch house two story barn bunk house there was even a small bungalow separated from main house by a garden. By now both horses where dancing is the only way to say it even the pack horse and wolf was looking at him waiting. When we started down wolf let out with a howl (this was the first time she ever did that by me) but it achieved the desired effect the horses in the corral started to run in circles and bellowing till warhorse let his own bellow go and the others just quieted. 

       When we got down to the barn aera we were greeted by two men and two women the men were John, and Tim I was not introduced to the women at this time this angered me at first, but I held my peace. This was the first time I had ever seen the use of high protocol and had no idea of how it worked, I of course now know and practice it at home on the range (always wanted to say that lol). I heard Tim say how may I help you lady Mari; I have a message from lady Jane Miss. Jillian is to be given the bungalow and I was sent to guide her can you see to her horse and make sure you have one of the men bring her gear up. of course, lady. He then turned to me and introduced me by saying Miss. Jillian may I introduce the lady Mari she has been sent to care for your needs while you are here with us. I turned at this and got my first look at one of the most perfect women I had ever seen the only mark to the beauty before me was her missing foot when we met eyes it was almost a perfect connection and need in me swelled up I wanted to make this little woman dance on the end of my finger and yes this shocked me as I had never gone that way before, something in my face must have given me away because she shifted her stance to one that said it all she put her hand on her hip and stood there for me to take it all in everything from per gleaming black hair and eyes set around a smiling face the kind of smile that said yes all this and more could be yours. Her perfect brown skin gleamed with an inner light and what made it so hard to resist the only thing she was wearing was a bathing bottom and a chocker of gold with the face of a wolf with ruby eyes and some kind stone held in its teeth. she said please Miss. If you follow me, she turned, and I could see that the suit was cut in a thong style and the chocker had a lock on the back. When she had shown me the lay out of the guest house, she showed me where the phone for the ranch house was, she then turned to face me and said the lady Jane will bring you a dress for dinner in a few hours. She then reached up and slowly pulled my head down and kissed me on the lips and for the first time I tasted her lips she then said welcome miss. Jillian, I hope you enjoy your stay with us for as long as you wish.

Jill.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

          As most long-time readers of this blog know this is not a story of HAPPY EVER AFTER. Or is it? This is a story of my life and how I learned who the woman inside is. Came to see that she is really two. One who can be a success in the vanilla world and be a sub in her soul. In the verry old days women fought alongside their mates keeping the children safe and guarding their mates' backs then men started to put us on pedestals and kept us there but then a breed of man was allowed to flourish we will call them the deserters they were the ones that breed you and walked away and we let them and made our way on our own. And those of us who were lucky enough to find the type of man who stayed and provided and helped us with the children we became possessive and jealous of what we had but for many they could not share, while giving us the protection we need to go into the wide world and conquer. We all give him something different than the others do I will not go into what the others give him but in my case the glaring fact that I cannot give him children is a good reason for diversity as the other sisters can and for a family that love making and supporting the next generation that is an important factor for us. 

       You may not agree with what I have said but hopefully I will have made you think and look as I have to form my opinion. The next part of my story will hopefully show you how I came to understand who and what I am It is really about meeting an earthbound angel and the affect she had on all of those she allowed into her life.

       And for those who my wonder, we still hear his voice every day through the recordings of stories that he recorded for the children as well as the angels when it is one of those longer stories for the older kid's.

Jill            

           The next morning, we woke to rain. This happens in the mountains you often fall asleep under the stars and wake under clouds. So, I was preparing for a long day in the rain on horseback when he said let's just saddle up and get going, we only have about a 4-hour trip today before we stop for a couple days. Having come with him this way before I said we are going to stop at a different place he smiled and said yes young lady we are some places you can really relax and enjoy some of what these mountains have to show you. Two hours later we stopped and got off the horses to lead them down a narrow path to a waterfall and small pool. He set up a tent that was new and roomie made for 4 people and the whole bottom inflated to be an air mattress. he told me to go in get undressed he would get some hot water to wash up when I looked out there was a bucket of water under a tent flap I got out and stood nude washing myself when I looked for him, he was standing in the rain washing himself in rainwater very cold rainwater. This was the first time I had seen him nude I realized several things at once he was scared all over, he was chiseled who has a six pack at 60 and even his pubs are gray, he was built for fitting between a woman's legs perfectly when he saw me looking, he looked me in the eye I felt hot and flushed and turned so red I felt like this was the first time I had seen a nude man. When the water had washed the soap off, he slowly walked towards me, and I thought yes now. Instead, he waked into the tent and put dry clothes on. I finished and put clean clothes on while he made dinner for us.

           The next morning was a wonder the rain stopped, and the sun just made the world shine or was it sleeping next to him for the first time. Odd we women see things so different than males, but it makes us fit together or now looking back was it the birth of submission for him that made me feel so safe when he is near. When I woke and he was not there I felt panic and sprang to the tent flap and fell flat on my face wolf was laying across it, guarding while I slept, I was not hurt, and James helped me up I was nude, and he had a pair of shorts on he helped me to the fire, and I sat on a big fluffy towel, and I eat breakfast. When we finished, he put the plates in the fire, and I went to the little soaking pool to wash the silver. 

            He then picked up the towels we sat on looked at me and said come, he led me down a path well-traveled to another clearing with horses tied up we went to a ledge, and he called out safe when he got no answer, we started down there was a cave at the end, and we went in the inside was large well-kept and, in the middle, was a large pool of hot water a natural hot spring known only to the locals. It felt so good to just lay in and soak. I asked him why this placed was not on the map. He smiled and said " the man who owns this land never told anyone, so the locals are the only ones that know about it. and thay keep it clean (It was not till after his passing I learned he owned it and by his wishes it has been kept a secret of the locals).

           For the next three weeks he showed me many quiet and hard to reach places like that places you could just relax without the worry of someone coming Apon you unseen.       

Jill        

          Everything about that night felt like a very well-done seduction and to tell the truth it worked I was ready as I had never been before, so when he just brought me back to my room and kissed me on the top of my head and said good night I was in shock. When I was alone in my room and took my dress off I looked at myself in the mirror and thought what's wrong with me I'm young hot and made myself clear that I was available and yes willing so what did I do wrong? Then I thought was he too old and said no that's not it when he taught me to dance that night, I knew he was capable no one who has ever danced the lambada knows they have the stamina to do the deed. I had never been so disappointed and so ready in my life, so I got in bed and took care of myself 2 hours later after I took care of the itch. I laid on my bed and started thinking again, I think I finally fell asleep around 2 so when I woke at 4 to get ready for the trip, I had to do myself again and cold shower and dress. Needless to say, I was tired cranky and horny all at the same time. I know now how to handle myself better but at that time I was best described as bitchy and that's being kind to myself. 

         It was my mistake; this is when I first really saw my future master in all his anger. When I got too the trail head, he was already there with wolf and another man and two pack horses. Too this day I do not know why I chose that word, as I said I was feeling bitchy and said morning sir in a derogatory way. He turned and said in a low and angry voice "do not ever call me sir until I give you permission that is a right reserved for people who have earned that right you may call me James or Jim or even asshole but if you call me sir again without my permission, I will take you over my knee and make you regret it for a week do you understand me". if you had seen the anger in his eyes when he delivered that I literally felt scared of this man in a way I had never felt before. I hung my head down turned red and said I'm sorry and yes, I understand what you said completely, and it will not happen again.

        The next two days I learned just how well trained these three where something I had missed on our first trip. Wolf again led us and at times we would see her either sitting or standing once even laying in the path it was then I started to see warhorse and James posture change if wolf was standing warhorse would pick-up his head and James would tense. If she was sitting warhorse would raise his head and sniff the air and return to an alert but normal posture and James would simply sit his saddle but undue his gun. and the one-time wolf was lying on the path neither of them would react. That night in camp I asked him about it he smiled and said I was wondering when you would pick that up, he went on to explain if wolf is standing it means there are a group of armed men ahead if she is sitting it means the group ahead are armed but mixed men and women if she is laying down it means she sees what could be to her a family in front meaning a man woman and child or more in front. You see it is a part of the bond we share war and wolf had a devil of a time teaching me, but I finally understood you see Jill never make the mistake of thinking these are just dumb animals, animals yes dumb no wolf and war started out with something in common. Thay are both pack or heard animals meaning they prefer groups wolf being alone was adopted into the heard, so she considers war and me and mine as her pack and have learned to talk to each other in their own language. You will see it better when we overnight at my ranch and see how the other horses and my ladies respond to each other. woe wait a minute ladies. Just what kind of man was he? No, I did not ask I thought I'll wait and see what's going on. Is he a Mormon there are still quite a few of them who practice the old way out here in the west.    

Jill                

       Sad to say I was more or less asexual at this time not for lack of want more like I was still too wild settle down enjoyed my freedom to much. Not really a bad thing but somewhere inside I missed the companionship sometimes.

       That spring when a group of us were exercising our horses in the corral all of a sudden, the other horses stopped in their tracks except for my love that is what I named her, she walked over to the rale and waited there was a separating of the people and it was like a black mass came walking over he was there warhorse, in his pure black glory on his back James sat like a ghost come from the past black clothes head to toe an old style 44 low slung like you see in the movies two rifles on either side and a desert eagle on his left. Jill how is she working for you well, I hope. Her name is love and she is perfect he smiled for the first time I had ever seen and said good we leave in the morning meet me for dinner tonight and I'll go over the route with you. I smiled and said you do know I don't work for you right. He looked up and said if you check with your boss, you will find you do till I release you without saying anything else he turned and took warhorse to the stable. 

       Later that evening one of the othe women in the barracks I was housed in came up and told me there was a man downstairs asking for me I was lying in bed and asked her how he was dressed she said he was in a dinner jacket and tie I got up and told her to tell him I would be down in a few minutes, and I put on the little red mini for dinner and changed my eye shadow. When I got down there where three other women all older than me talking to him, he was smiling and entertaining them with stories about the back country up north. when he saw me, he stopped and took his hat off and held his hand to me at the same time talking to the women and saying his goodbyes. other than telling me that I looked good in red that was all that was said on the way to the restaurant.

        We pulled up to a building in the city that looked dark and eval we were let in, and he spoke to the man behind the stand he escorted us to a room with a very fancy set table and James ordered wine he sat me down and put the chair under me very formally and sat down the waiter gave us menus, I had never been in a restaurant like this before I asked him in all innocence why there were no prices. He smiled and said in this world ladies are not expected to care what it cost to be fed. Thay are simply meant to enjoy the wine and food the man worries about what it cost. But then again if the man cares about the cost he has no business bringing a ladey here to begin with he then said if there is anything on the menu you don't know what it is just ask me and I'll tell you. The wine was just unbelievable the taste and smell just made my mouth water the crystal was cut in just a fantastic design and was somehow erotic without seeming to be, the same with the setting. The whole table just seemed to awaken something in the woman in me the meal was perfect just the right amount and temperature. After dinner and desert, he ordered me a brandy and he had a bourbon and coffee before he brought up the reason we were there.

       He told me that my boss asked him to escort me again but this time he asked him to show you all the things on the trip that would make it enjoyable all the sights and beauty of the trail. He then told me I could of course refuse, and he would not be mad, but he thought I would benefit from the experience and joys of the trip. I told him that he did not have to bring me to a place like this to influence me. He sat back and smiled before saying that's not why he brought me here he brought me to help me learn what living life and enjoying the life can be like.     Jill                

         About Oct,15.2016 or around then you will meet a man at this LAT: AND LOG: you will follow him and protect him if needed he is not a lawman of any sort, but you will do what he says to do because he will teach you how to stay alive out there. With these words from my boss, I was sent out on my first solo trip to the mountains. 

       Ah youth and inexperience I arrived the day before I was to meet this man, I made camp and waited. The horse I had was not one I expected the damn thing was like a Clydesdale big ferry feet two and a half foot wide and big for little woman the saddle that went with it was odd too, it had rings on it for hanging stuff that I did not have anything to hang from them. The next morning, I kept looking around I felt like I was being watched it was like an itch between my shoulders it was there, but I did not see or hear anything. I was bent over the fire tending it when I looked up there stood a horse bigger the mine a short man and the biggest white wolf, I had ever seen I fell off the log I was sitting on trying to pull my gun when I felt its paws pinning my arms down and looking me in the eye when it opened its mouth and gently licked my mouth I heard what was either a grunt or snort and he said you must be Jill you may call me James I will be your instructor for this last phase of your survival training. When I pulled myself together, I said where the hell did you come from all he said was I've been here since before light. That will be one of the things I will teach you.

        That afternoon he introduced me to the horse and showed me why she was so big and the tricks that animal could do, and most of all how to bond with it so that she learned to trust and love me. He said in this way people and horses are a lot alike first come trust then come the love. Example. most horses will rear and bolt at the smell of blood or the sound of gunfire not these horses they stand still at the sound and just raise their head at the smell it will not run if you fall off it will stand over you, it will even lay down on command to let you mount if you are hurt and that was just that afternoon, he showed me over the rest of our first eight weeks of the journey he showed me so many things, things I never knew I needed to learn. He saved my life at least 3 times. It was the first time he did I learned that he was not a nice man he was or could be a very bad man he gunned down three men who got the drop on me. they were what I suspected they were drug runners. He then carefully explained what I did wrong and explained what to do in the future if I wanted to take them alive next time. He showed no regret for taking their lives he simply explained this is what happens to people who try to hurt someone under his protection. He did not even burry them just gave the location of where the drugs were to be picked up. The funny thing was the sheriff did not even question him about it. I said to him aren't you worried about the bodies he just said no if there is anything left of them by the time the sheriff came by it will just look like an animal got them from nature to nature all is returned.

      I did ask him once why he was teaching me. Two reasons first because my boss asked him to. When I asked for the other reason, he looked at me and said later you're not ready for that yet. He left me that winter in New Mexico for the winter. When I asked my boss about him, he just said he just showed up on the trail a few years ago doing what he does suppling the guys out there and got them to help us with the drug problem, so we got to be friends. They help us and we ignore them and pretend they are not breaking the law about staying on federal land. Or try to get them "help" they don't want.                                                                     

Jill        

It starts with the sauna scented with jasmine and lavender to calm me 

Skin scraped and washed with blessed water.

Oils of vanilla, liquorice and musk applied.

Carried to my bed of pine boughs and silk.

Two women at my head to hold my hands tightly.

Two at my feet to prepare he who enters me. 

Finally, as the first star is seen the first lash is felt.

As full dark descends the first seed is placed.

And the sacrifice of solstice winter starts.

             Jill