First experiences

It's been almost a week.  Almost a week since my life changed. Almost a week since I heard something that would lead me to this incredible change.  What I heard?  "I'm not happy and I need something more.  More than what I think you are willing to do."  And when I found out what it was, it shocked me, a bit, to be honest.  But what made it worse was the fact that this person didn't feel like she had been able to confide in me about this need she had.  She told me that she was into something called DaddyDom/littlegirl, and was a submissive, and needed a Daddy to control her, and give her order and stability in her every day life by taking the choice away from her.  She told me that she craved this control, and that her having to make decisions or be "in charge" made her stressed out.  When she told me that she had found someone to act as her Daddy, but wanted to see if I was ok with it, I didn't know what else to say but "ok."  I had no idea about this world she was now a part of.  But I knew what I was feeling.  It was hurt.  Hurt that she hadn't trusted me enough.  Hurt that I had failed her, without realizing it, yes, but still a failure by not paying enough attention to her to realize what she was going through.  I also felt anger.  Not at her, much, but at the thought of another man telling my woman what to do and when to do it.  It made me realize that, she is mine!  And I wanted her back.  I spent the next day or so researching, reading, and exploring the world of DD/lg, D/s, bondage, and other things, and I realized a couple of things.  1. I was extremely intrigued by this world that I was learning about.  2.  The description of Daddy Dom, of how they take over the world of their little girl, or in my case, my kitten, making all decisions, controlling all aspects of their life, while simultaneously ensuring the happiness and wellbeing of their little or their kitten...this description super resonated with me, and I knew that I wanted, no...i NEEDED to go and get my kitten back.  She was mine.  I wrote out a long letter (novel?...heh) and gave it to kitten while I went and showered after work.  We then sat and talked for a couple of hours, her in somewhat a disbelief state, me serious, nervous, excited, and hopeful that she would give me this chance.  And she did.  For which I am eternally grateful and happy about.  And this is incredible.  It has changed the entire dynamic of our relationship, which has made my kitten much more relaxed and happy, which makes me happy and relaxed.  The feelings of being in control, of possessing her as mine, that as her Daddy, she does what I want her to do, that she needs me to control her, take care of her, set rules and limits for her,  give her tasks and chores and give her punishments for not obeying me, not doing her chores, not completing her tasks....these feelings that have come out....I never thought that I would be Daddy in a relationship like this.  It struck a chord that i never knew was missing in my life.  Our relationship has gone upwards in just a few days... of course we have moments where we almost forget that I no longer have to ask her, she needs me to tell her, command her, punish and reward her.  I cannot wait to explore this world more fully and discover mine and my kittens limits.