Sitting there staring at a cold, emotionless computer screen, searching again for what you do not have, to fill that which cannot be filled alone, to silence that which cannot be silenced, to somehow quench that burning desire in your soul to be more than you are, to fulfill the destiny you know you are worthy of,, a precious sculpture waiting to be finished by the artisan strokes of the masters hand, ever so gently guided by your own torrid lusts and desires.... .
And then, deep in the silence of the night, can you hear it? the smallest whisper of a voice, emanating from, of all places...you. You desperately try to focus on it, give it some other origin point, reclaim your sanity if it can be done. You repeat to yourself, this is not possible, yet the voice gains more volume and strength with each passing moment ..until finally you can begin to make out what it is saying ..... "find me".... "find me" "FIND ME!!".
Your mind races as you feverishly try to work out what it could mean... find me? Find who? After what seems an eternity, your mind flashes back to the blogs you were reading last night. You recall how the author seemed to speak right into your soul, how it seemed he had found your diary and read it aloud to a waiting crowd, exposing every weakness, no matter how carefully shadowed with time. And yet ... you did not reach out to them, you know you should have, you know it could mean the end of your search, your happiness finally forged into reality, but you also know the dangers such a a person can bring.
So I am not entirely certain who I am writing this blog to, but if it is you dear reader ...
Find me ... eternity waits .....
With Great respect for all ..
~ID~
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