After reading my own blog and almost cringing myself to death as I slowly realised how dreadfully depressed I was back then I feel like it's time for an update now that I'm older and a tiny bit wiser, or at least I like to think I am.
I'm actually doing a bit better now, time does heal or at least makes the pain a bit more bearable, so that's good. I'm also learning how to take care of myself properly what is pretty amazing for someone with self-destructive tendencies.
Now I drink my water without complaining, I eat healthy, I do sports, I don't drink ten espressos every day and I found healthier copping mechanisms.
I still have a hard time with feelings, I still struggle with self confidence, I still have bad insomnia.
But I'm proud of myself.
So if you're reading my blog and feel like life sucks, or if you're stuck in a dark place I just want you to know that it gets better, and you'll be fine, it might take some time but you got this, I promise.
