I don't even know where to begin this, so I'll start where it began and maybe someone can help me understand what I am looking for. I have been in a relationship with my H for over 20 years. Our sex life has always been incredible, vanilla but incredible.

As someone very new into exploring this, this is the first post I have read that explains an incredible experience that I didn't understand. I am intrigued.

A odd confluence of events led me here and while I am unsure if this is the right space for what I am looking for, I'm going to peek around for a bit to learn, to help me teach, to play. My husband an ...