The hours tick by
The day grows closer
The pain my heart feels
The suffocating feeling
The memories start to flood in
Reliving that day
No matter how hard I try
The bad memories come back
The last time I heard her voice
The small petty things
Minor problems in my life
Time slows down the next few days
Making the loss drag out
Nightmares return
Many times I've reached for the phone
Just to hear her voice.
Her voice no longer exists
A distant memory
Panic builds and wont calm
The day my world died
The day the one person who knew me
Every little weird part of me
The mother who wore the scares
Inside and out
The keeper of all my secrets
The calm in my storm
I cant get over the feeling
It's hard to let the void go
I try so hard to remeber
All the good
As the day approaches
It's just not that easy
I know we all have lost someone one way or another. I know loss never gets easier we just learn to grow and adapt, becoming a different person than we were the day our worlds changed. Grieving never comes with a time limit and time has a cruel way of reminding you. You live that moment like it's just happening and yet you know it was many many years ago.
I hope everyone remembers to tell those important to you just how important they are. Never stop loving and giving
💜phe💜
