A Secret to tell

There is a lot to be said about a person who is self aware. A lot to be said about a person who can go through horrors and come out on top. Is it then to be said that that same person doesn't have scars? 

That they don't have fears, doubts, and insecurities. No, it is not and cannot be said that way.

Time, hope, love, dedication, devotion, touch, smell, sight. These things are all gifts that can just as easily be taken away. How would we react to someone if we didn't have sight, we couldn't rely on looks at that point. What if someone is considered a monster because of how they look, but yet the blind person they love is treated like gold and pampered like a queen. 

What If someone makes fun of someone for being poor, yet that poor person is one of the happiest because they gave everything up to be with the one they loved most. Even the worst of comments couldn't keep that ray of love from shining.

What if someone who is said to be violent and cruel is completely different with those they love and care about, only showing the violence to the outside world, because they think it's the only way to keep their loved ones safe. 

We live in a world full of judgement, criticism,  and people who will beat you down until you can't be beat anymore. So let me ask you something. Will you let the world control your thoughts, mind, hopes, feelings? Or will you be the rare and the few, that does what they want despite what others think or say? 

I'm not saying go rob a bank or murder someone, I'm saying it's ok to do the things you want to do, like taking a chance on someone, or take a chance on yourself, maybe even go on a random exciting vacation just for shits and giggles, because regardless people are going to judge and criticize you no matter what decision you make.

So just do you and what makes you happy. The world can just be the world, as long as you are true to yourself.

All My Love

SomeonesSoulmate

Somehow this birthday just doesn't feel the same. There's no reason to laugh, no one really has time. It's just another day , another number, the ones who really made it special for me , well he passed away sep 25 and she passed away some yrs back. Perhaps this time I'll just light a candle and smile for all the beautiful memories.  

My dearest friends ,

Please if you Approach someone on here be original. Don't cater to things thier profile says they are interested in. It does nothing for you and nothing for them to pretend to be something your not. Don't waste someone's time by expressing interest only to ignore them when you exchange numbers or move to a different messaging platform. There are several things a person thinks about when your texting or messaging them:

1. How long it takes to even get a reply. This time frame automatically gages whether or not someone is actually interested in you. This also can vary depending on if the person is at work or not. For example if someone is at a hotel, nothing to do but watch TV and they are taking 10 to 15 mins to answer each message they clearly have no interest in you. Don't waste your time.

2. If the person you are talking with cannot keep up with the topic, if all they want is naughty pictures, and to talk dirty non stop before they even get to know you, then it's obvious they are looking for some fun and nothing more.

3. If they express interest in giving you everything you want but have no Desire to know you as a person,  and they have made mistakes trying to talk about doing the things you want them to do based on your profile...well you should probably go road runner and high tail it out of there, clearly they are a wiley coyote looking for a quick meal and that's a lot of red flags to simply ignore.

People who are truly interested in having something with you will take the time to get to know you. They will answer and reply to messages in a reasonable amount of time and will inform you if they are busy, but get back to you when they are not. If they message you first thing when they get up, or try to speak with you throughout the day whenever they can, if they wanna know everything about you, then you can most likely assume they are interested.

Please don't waste your time with someone who isn't, and please don't bother someone if your not interested. If you want a quick lay or no commitment go to tinder or look for a profile that caters to that.  It's cruel to mock someone by wasting thier time because you can't control your need for a quick release.  Do have some form of self control.

Best wishes,

SomonesSoulmate

So the person holding my keys is evil. Like so fucking evil, and he's a friend to top it off. Last night he decided he was going to talk Hella dirty to me, through voice clips. He had me so hot and bothered I was screaming/crying into my pillow. Did he do it while it was still Sept. No , absolutely not, he waited til midnight, and then promised all kinds of naughty things he was going to do to me for being a good girl all the way through October.

Yall, I fucked up. I didn't know my friend was even kinky. He never showed me an ounce of it til last night. Not only that but hes always just been the kind of supportive friend that has words of encouragement. Where the hell did this guy come from. He asked to be able to hold the keys and I was like yeah, I definitely won't fail then. I said yeah cause I didn't think he knew anything about this world. All I had told him was I was looking for someone to hold my keys and then explained what it was. 

 What the hell have I done. I don't understand where my sweet goofy friend went. He's been replaced by this...this this person of kink dominance and seduction what the actual fuck!

     ....ITS ALMOST LIKE THE FUCKER PLANNED THIS! but tell me why I enjoyed every minute at the same time. What is happening in your life right now. Locktober is gonna kill me......he's gonna kill me. I must refer him to voice overs for romance novels. Holy hell.

Hello my beautiful naughty people,

So October 10 is my birthday. I've never really done anything exciting or special for my birthday, but this year I would love to do something different. So please throw some ideas my way on how I should spend my birthday this year.

I have a feeling I'm going to lose before I even start. If I do my ass is going out in style!

I found who I was looking for, but tell me why I immediately pushed him away refusing to give in to my desires? Was I scared of that dark side being let loose, was it to much to have everything I had been looking for in front of me, practically laid out buffet style.

Mmmmm fuck yes it was. I wanted him, my God I wanted him so fucking badly, but sanity won out. However, I couldn't quite walk away, I needed what he was offering, fuck me, but I craved it in ways I could only imagine.

So what did I do?.... I made a deal with the devil and then walked away, it was up to him whether or not he wanted to start the hunt. Maybe im just a passing thought, maybe not, but for 1 hr he was everything i desired and more.......I hope he doesn't catch me, it would mean so many bad things for me........but fuck......at the same time I really hope he does........

SomonesSoulmate

Ok maybe I lie sometimes telling myself I'm strong alone, but deep inside I want to be chased through the woods by a primal like I'm an omega in heat, I wanna be small enough to jump and wrap my legs around my Doms waist and for him to fuck my against the wall while telling me dirty things to remind me I belong to him. I want that Dom that will make me sit down and do my work like I'm suppose to, that daddy Dom that will casually walk by and pluck bad food out of my hand and give me a stern look that tells me all I need to know without saying anything, I want to wear sexy lingerie and dance to hot music in front of my owner in a manner that makes him lose control and take me roughly on the floor because he just couldn't wait. I want the villain that would kill the world to save me, I want the bad guy who kidnaps me because I'm his obsession and then makes me fall in love with him, I want long term. Fuck me I want it all so badly... but I'll never admit to it in person because I've been burned so many times, and rejected so many more. -heavy sigh- I am strong alone, but heaven knows I'd be stronger together. All I want and all I can never have, are the same thing....

So I didn't understand what this was until Ingenue's post. I only have one thing to say. Hell no, I have to orgasm at least 3 times a day. Can you imagine a whole month of not touching myself. Fuck I would cry and beg , yeah my downfall would be the orgasm/touch denial. I can't even last an hour when I'm edging myself. People done lost their mind with this locktober thing. So I'm out.

Since my latest post offended some people I took it down.