It has been a while since I have been on this site, I took a break from the lifestyle as well as all social media.
So are you wondering what happened? Let me list them in no real order:
1. My play partner and I parted ways after a scene in which I had to safeword after trying to communicate an issue that was being ignored repeatedly. It was an honest mistake, we spoke at length about it and still talk but this part of our lives together is over after years.
2. I got robbed by my date, it was a very traumatic experience.
3. My daughter who is bipolar got married and separated. She quit taking her medication and tried to take her life.
4. My dad had a heart attack and required surgery.
5. My step-grandmother died the same day my dad had a heart attack.
6. My husband (we are together for medical purposes only) almost died in front of me, had to call 911 while waiting 15 mins with him not being able to breathe or move his body.
7. Moved
I honestly just shut down, had to decide if I even wanted to be in the lifestyle anymore. The things I enjoyed a year ago or even 6 months ago just aren't something I can see myself doing right now. After some soul searching I have decided to dip my toe back into this lifestyle. Start slowly seeing how I feel about things, being burnt out I don't know what that looks like for me in the lifestyle anymore.
So hi I am back, hope to reconnect with some friends and go from there.
