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5 years ago. January 9, 2019 at 2:45 AM

Bottling up all feelings to hide how I really feel

Ruminating about the hidden agendas

Owning how I really feel is harder than you think

Killing off a part of my soul for the sake of not being left alone

Eventually just wanting to leave this life

Never leaving because I'll never be loved again

 

Trying so hard to believe you're sincere

Ruining any chance I have at self-worth

Used by the person I love the most

Slowly falling deeper into depression -

Tightly holding on to whatever shred of love may be left.

CrimsonPaw - 💔 heartbreaking 💔
5 years ago
JustAGirlLiveLaugh​(sub female){Me} - sending hugs and good thoughts.
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female){My Wildman} - *hugs*
5 years ago
Satindragon{Not Lookin} - Hang in there.
5 years ago
Aloysius​(sub female) - Sending positive vibes your way. You’re beautiful and so strong.
5 years ago
Aloysius​(sub female) - Sending positive vibes your way. You’re beautiful and so strong.
5 years ago
Shiro​(sub female) - *hugs* Thank you ladies. My mind goes to very dark places sometimes. ~
5 years ago
Fen'Harel​(dom male) - I love you puppy thank you for sharing.
5 years ago
Fen'Harel​(dom male) - She had to show me. But if you take the first letter of every line it spells out broken trust.
5 years ago
Allie Kat​(sub trans woman){DarkFox} - What part of yourself are you sacrificing? If it's the part of you that wants to keep everything inside and not express it, then take heart! :) in that case, you are removing a leech, which can be painful, but you will feel better :)

If it's anything else though, i strongly believe you should not change yourself to find love from anyone. Im not assuming this is about Fen, as it could be about any relationship you have. However, i say, never change to earn someone else's love. Love should be goven freely, or it's not actually love at all. Depending on what it is; Even if you choose not to indulge in something as often or in the same way, you don't give up parts of you. If someone doesn't love you for who you are, that's fine, don't try to make them love you, its not worth it. Its like trying to fill a bowl with acid, it may overflow, but it is only going to drain out faster and faster until there is nothing left.
5 years ago
Sweet Ginger​(sub female){âš“ } - I love Wolfy's response! Very well said! **hugs***
5 years ago

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