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Preface: from the book of Jane; Do you comprehend the responsibility you will hold in your hand?  In your hand he gives the two most important thing's your Dom has. He gives to your care his hart and his sole that is what this very special kind of man trusts you with not only must you keep him safe and whole you must feed his soul with the food of love and dedication his needs become yours even before your own wants.    

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    When I first heard this from Jane I understood what she said and I thought I knew what she was telling me and I did. But it was not until later that I felt what she meant. When we first lost our Jane he was a rock in a stormy sea he handled all the sudden responsibilities seeing to her and Ann's funeral the celebration of their lives the care for Jen arranged her hospital care the rehab saw to Jo-Beth's mine Sue's and Deb's emotional support. Then he went to his office alone. When  I went in to call him to dinner I was back in the uniform of the sub's stocking thong and bra. He was sitting in his easy chair in front of the fireplace looking at the ern that now contained the ashes of the first four of his ladies along with their photo's I knelt in front of him and waited to be allowed to speak but when he looked down at me I froze for his eyes were cold and filled with hate not at me but just in general I had seen this look in others but never in my sir. It was a look of insanity when his eyes cleared somewhat I got a glimpse of what hell looked like. When I told him dinner was ready he looked at me and said its good  to see the house is back to normal. But  there was a tone of contempt in it he then said please just go on I won't be coming to dinner.  At first we just thought good let him greave let him work it out his way. But we could not ignore the difference in him where before he would talk in a voice of care to us with patience and love now he spoke to us with at best indifference at worst he would answer with tone of you dumb bitch. This went on for three weeks all he did was drink and sit staring at the ern. Finally in desperation we called Mary, Jane's daughter she listened and said you should not have left him alone one of you should have curled up in his lap and waited send the plane I'll be ready when it gets here.     

    She arrived early the next morning we gathered and she asked who was the first to submit to him (yes she knew she was raised in the house) I said I was and she said let me guess mom told you what your responsibility was but not the why or how of it right. I said yes but I did not know till this happened the importance. Well don't be mad at yourself it is as much my fault as mom's I should have made sure you knew what to do. By now I'm sure you have all seen the hell that he lives in his sole is I'm sorry to say in an almost permanent hell tell me are there any bodies to be berried or has he lost his temper with any one. Good he has not lost control this time. Unlike last time when he lost Dena he went quit insane and almost killed the man who killed her. I have to get ready he needs his little girl she grabbed her bags and went to change. When she came back down she looked completely different she looked like a little doll like a child no make up and frankly funny go ahead and laugh without the come fuck me daddy make up I use with my husband I do look funny but he needs to see his little girl. 

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    Now due to the fact that we are not only involved in B.D.S.M. we are also poly. And this creates another part to the dynamic that we live by, your subs may already have a bond with another sub. I myself did not have this problem when I met and fell for Rita but many do and while adding another dimension to your dynamic it also presents another aspect to consider as far as your responsibility. The last thing you want is to come between them you want to become part of that bond and you want to be the Dom of that bond. Either way remember time is your friend along with honesty and care. You can't just walk in and say you are mine now this will result in one of three things a) loud and prolonged laughter b) greatly damaged body or c) death.   

    I do not want to make light of this but you will find at least in this house you will deal with a certain type of sub and that is the alfa. While this is great they are strong independent and fearless but they have a strong tendency to take to much on themselves causing an emotional imbalance that they disregard on a regular bases. And this is the reason they need a  beta Dom and they must learn that he is looking out for them. They must learn to trust his judgement that a break is needed. In the house we call this personal time and it is the Dom's responsibility to make and enforce that time this is time spent one on one this can be a daily thing or at the very least once a week but we try to give each sub two hours at least every other  day. 

    Now you may ask why is this the Dom's responsibility, remember alfa sub's they love their work and constantly ignore the build up of the pressure of the work and if not watched can cause emotional behavioral and physical problems that creep up on them over time. However if the Dom keeps his eye on them by talking regularly this can be stopped before it becomes a problem for all. While it is true women enjoy the cuddling as much as the sex it should be noted that the sex is just as important they need the release of the hormones that only comes from a completely exposed and vulnerable release this is the reason that the aftercare in our lifestyle completes the transformation of the sub back to stability in all aspects of life.                           

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      I asked sir Tim to stop at this point because we four had the talk of what kind of man he might become we Dom's myself and sir James decided to adopt a wait and see attitude to his future. The lady Jane and my Rita agreed but I suspect that they using the time honored wisdom of a woman had already made up their minds. Why, because they both started working with him on "courtly behavior" as in manors for a man to live by.  Sir James and I decided on the wait and see because he was only 15 and even though he showed the right attitude to his responsibilities did not mean he could handle them even though he no longer had the pressure of making the ranch go. he picked up the responsibility of having money in his pocket oh yes sir paid him the same as any other full grown man in his place and as anyone can tell you that alone can be hard to manage. There where a couple of bumps in the road but managing them goes a long way to showing a persons caricature later, a man does not grow without adversity in his path. As you can see the young sir Tim grew up to be a very good man and a more then adequate Dom in his own right as I am relatively sure the ladies can testify to.

    By the time the young man turned 18 it was requested by a few ladies that he be taught the way. All of them from older and wiser women chief of witch from the lady Jane stating she had planes for that young man and sir James was not getting any younger. So you can see he had a direction in life to go if he wanted this lifestyle. And as you see now he did but I don't think he expected what he got (none of us do). So at 18 he started lessons of dominance from the house of Jane from both sir James and myself. These lessons mainly concern the day to day responsibilities that the Dom is expected to learn. 

    The first of these is learning about the one who has asked to be your sub. Contrary to what you may think this involves learning their needs and want's in both the outside world and the one behind closed doors. There is a big difference obviously, do they need you to put a roof over their head cloths on them feed them or can they do it themselves or are these things they want you to do, If the later is wanted you must decide if they are worth it to you this must be decided by you the Dom and must be done coldly this is real world not phantasy and things like love and lust do not enter the equation for this so think hard is the potential there for them to be all you want?  This is part of the first rule and your responsibility to produce for them.

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   Courage, Some may wonder what this has to do with responsibility well it happens to be the other hand of responsibility. the easiest way to explain what I mean is in military talk If a person takes on the responsibility of defending this country he must find the courage to give his life to it. The same can be said for a Dom who take on the responsibility of a submissive must be willing to die in her defense so chose wisely because if they prove false you still are responsible to aid them.

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    Thanks to the fact we flew I got to my new home before the horses. The house was huge to me and my room was like a hotel suit but the bathroom who need's two toilets (yes I found out what the other bowl was.) This was going to take some getting used to there was a desk as well as computer for me a T.V. and my cloths were already there I showered and changed and walked out to explore. The barn and corrals were a good size and there where two of them the stable was more then adequate that was good allowed for expansion. As I was looking around a man came up to me and asked if he could help me and what I was doing I introduced my self. He said it's good to meet you Tim you can call me John I understand you will be training the horses sir James is bringing in sorry to hear about your dad I wish I had met him, have you been in the barn yet? No I told him good he said let me show you around and maybe you can answer a few questions I have about these horses I was told not to order any saddles for them because no one knew what was needed we are bringing the ones you had at the ranch in Texas up with the horses and the men I sent said they had never seen saddles like them. We are transporting them all separately because we were told that they where special and we had no idea how to group them. I told him that was unnecessary the females' and yearlings could have gone together you really only had to keep the males apart from each other. and what are the feed needs for them none of the food you had stored was labeled so we are bringing it here. I told him that because of the size of them they need more iron and calcium in there food. I asked if there was someone here who did blacksmithing if not I can do it. Did the men get the tools and blanks from the forge as well? Yes he said they are brining it all I was told to bring everything from the ranch here.  As you can see I had everything I needed to carry on with the work my family started.     

  preface: John let me tell you something do you know what you owe the men and women that work here. You mean the benefits and pay? No over and above that they earn those I mean the loyalty that they give us do you know what your responsibility to give them in response for that. No sir what do you mean? In exchange for that you owe them truth it is your responsibility to always give them the truth.          Sir John       

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    At this point another knock at my door announced the arrival of my lawyers. When I turned around I saw something out of a movie my lawyers curtsied to Jane and James and it made me cover a laugh. ( well I was young what did I know). When everyone was seated Jim asked well what's going on? It seems you and the judge are correct thanks to the Judge by the time we got to the offices of the young masters lawyers the police had the offices locked down and it was easy to get the paper work, and computer geeks are dumping everything into there whatever there called. From just a brief look the young man was not represented even remotely adequately as to violations of law that still has to be determined. But we are ready to file and sue for compensation for Tim. All he said was good see to it. They then turned to me and said as representatives of the legal profession we have our apology for what you went through at the hands of the courts. But you should know is you have more money then you realize, your father had a big insurance policy that paid double because of accident. And this was not made known to you under the excuse that if what happened the foreclosure you would need money for school and living. This was in our eyes a miscarriage of responsibility on the part of your lawyer because there was ample money to pay off the mortgage on the ranch as well as the taxes for 4 years at witch time you would be out of school and be able to work the ranch full time. 

    Something in my face must have shone it, when I heard miss. Jane say that's enough Tim don't go there you are to young. Then sir James said Tim its not a road you ever want to go down. Leave it to me and the judge and these lovely ladies and if death is needed well I am winterbourne.( At the time I did not understand what he meant I learned much later what he meant by that when I heard the song.) Even after what had happened for some reason I trusted him and tried to let it go.                

    Sorry for the interruption but something happened yesterday that I just have to share. I was in the home office that Sue and I share when out of nowhere my sir came in and barked an order that both shocked and humiliated me shut up strip and bend over. Now I'm sure to many this coming from there Dom would not shock them but he had never taken that tone with me before but I found myself doing it without thought. Sue started to come to me when he said NO sit and she did he then bent me over spit on my ass that's all that he used for lube put it in my ass and pumped me hard not fast but hard and I felt him every inch I felt his balls start to slap my clit, it was hard already and every time they hit I got more aroused and wetter as he increased the speed I started to cry but I found them to be tears of joy not pain. How why oh god I am lost to myself, something deep in me something I did not know I had woke and screamed finally you live.  And just before I came he pulled my head back and growled in my ear this is what it means to be owned this belongs to me and no one else while I came he left his hardness in me and just keep saying over and over you are a good girl and I love you and you are mine.  When he was done and I felt my self coming down from someplace I had never been before not even with my first sir. He pulled out of me I sat in my chair and realized he hadn't come. He said now clean it off and I did he stood up put it back in his pants and said do not fix your face or hair wear it like the badge of honor it is. As he left he gave Sue a gentile kiss on her lips and said good girl. She crossed her arms and looked at me, well how did that feel sitting there I realized I was still coming little spasms were still going through my body and made my chair wetter and wetter, I said incredible I.I. have never felt like this before is this what it's like to love a man to feel so happy so used and incredibly to be loved. Sue! he said I am his all of me belongs to him. Yes baby girl that's what its like to be loved by a Dom. Not just a man.

                                                       Thank you sir please may I have more. I am completely and happily yours 

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preface: One of the lessons I learned from our mentor I remember to this day and it has been proven to me over and over again. Love is a living thing and like all living things it changes over time and the mark of a good love life is our ability to adapt to those changes the woman you are marrying tomorrow is not the same woman you will find yourself with in 20 years but if you can adapt and she can adapt to what life brings you your love will endure.   

Sir John

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    After the two lawyers brought me to a hotel and told me that some one will pick me up for dinner later. when I got out of the shower there was a knock at my door, two men stood there with cloths they told me that they were there to dress me I thought they were joking after all I was 15 and knew how to dress myself. They explained that  they had  several suits for me to try on and they would tailor them to fit. They fit me with a suit for that night and said they would be back tomorrow with the rest. So there I was mostly dressed trying to figure out how to tie a tie. When there was a gentile knock at my door again. This time when I opened it there stood a woman who could be anything from 20 to 40 she had a smile on her face and just seemed to radiate care and kindness and love. She said high Tim my name is Jane and I am your godmother.  She hugged me and said I haven't seen you since I held you in my arms in church at your baptism and became your godmother she guided me over to a couch and sat next to me. First let me say I can't tell you how sorry I am, I'm going to miss that randy old coot. And I apologize for not being here sooner you must have felt lost. (Let me state for the record this is the woman who taught  me the reason god made mothers).  Just sitting next to her I started to relax and I was not even aware of the tension I was feeling the last few months, now I don't have a lot of time before James  shows up but let me say this I want you to come to me whenever you might start to feel lost I will always help you find your way that's my job and one of the reasons I live for. 

Have you ever realized you can tell a lot about someone just from the way they knock on you door I mean you can tell weather its friend or foe even debt collectors have a sound. The knock from him was gentile yet firm it was both kind and commanding at the same time. When I let him in he waved Jane to stay seated and took my hand in firm shack as he said have a seat Tim and let me introduce my self to you and tell why I'm here. Did your father ever talk to you about the war. I said no sir he said I was to young to here that shit. He laughed for a few minuets and then said that is one of the best explanations of war I have heard in a long time. Well your father and I served together I was a sniper and your father was my spotter and the Judge was our officer.  So I'm sure you know that the guys you serve with become your brothers in a way. Well there is an even closer bond between the sniper and his spotter as the shooter all your concentration go to making the shot and you depend on your spotter to keep you safe till you take that shot well your father kept me safe and protected me and saved my life on more then one occasion. One time he went as they say above and beyond I took a wound and could not retreat your father dressed my wound hid me then grabbed my gun and ran because he had my gun the  V.C. chased after him he then came back with the rest of the platoon to rescue me so you see Tim I owe your father my life and I am very glad that he found away for me to make it up to him by giving his son whatever good life I can. And as your godparents that is exactly what I am going to do. Now that said I'm going to tell you something young man you have impressed me and I don't impress easy 15 years old and keeping the ranch and trying to make a go of it that is impressive as hell can I ask you why you didn't sell you would have made a good amount in the middle of oil country even if it had none its close enough to Huston for an entire suburb to be built. I had to try sir my family has been working on a breeding program for several generations and it was just showing results I couldn't let it die. Tim tell me about this dream your family has been working on my grandfather was reading up on history about horses. What he found was a section of what where called chargers the knights used to ride them into battle they weren't built for great speed they were built for power and brains they would stand and defend there rider if he fell off they would stay and defend him till he got back up. Over the years they where breed for strength and lost the brain power they needed for war and became plow horses. Because of our history of training horses for the army he tried breeding the brains back in. You see sir his idea was to make them the perfect hunting horse. he just nodded his head and looked at me then just said good for now let me think on this we'll talk more on it later at the ranch after I see these horses for myself.              

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    Disclaimer: This must be said in my life I have seen many different dynamics so it is not our place to judge. There are many houses and many different ways that love and devotion are expressed. With that said we will express only the house of janes rules on responsibility. You as individuals must live by your own.                           Sir John

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    There are many rules of responsibility in life but when it is all said and done it means duty or debts to someone or something but they are all assumed by an individual. I learned this the hard way when I was about fifteen when my father died. Now I could have just given  up and sold the ranch but that would have meant giving up a family ranch and tradition that reached back almost a 100 years and now that our breading program was just starting to show good results I just couldn't so I assumed the responsibility at 15.    At the reading of the will was when I learned that the woman who gave birth to me was still alive she left me and dad when I was 1 years old but never divorced my father even though he tried. So when he died of course she showed up. In Texas the law says that the property is divided by law so this is what my father did he left her a half acre of land and a house trailer the rest of the ranch was left to me now the trailer had no well no septic and no electricity. And that was my fathers revenge. Dad and I worked hard on the ranch him all day and me after school training horses that we sold for income and dad working part time in town for the town. I tried dear god I tried but with school and no time for a part time job and training the horses that were already promised. Well I was in court in six months and the bank was taking the ranch and back taxes where to be paid by the selling of the horses. 

    And this was when I learned there are responsibilities that can't be paid with money alone. Two very good looking women came to the court rail and said may it please the court we have what we think is a solution to everyone's benefit it was then I realized my lawyer was not really working in my best interest and the judge knew it he looked at my lawyer and said I am at a loss to understand your objection he waved the ladies to come before him and then saw the shorter man behind them he said Jim I see you got my letter he smiled and said I did sir and I thank you for letting me know what was happening. He walked through the rail and over to me and the lawyer and said get up your in my seat and I'm tired the look on his face to him said it all cross me and I'll kill you my lawyer stood up and moved like the coward he was this man sat down and introduced him self and said try to relax I'm here now and my lawyers will take care of this but I want you to know how sorry I am for being so late he put his hand on my shoulder and we sat while the judge read over the papers, took about an hour he looked up and said I find nothing wrong with this and it seems to satisfy all legal requirements under Texas law and make it so ordered. I looked at him then and said what just happened he smiled and said just paying an old debt I'll explain it all over dinner tonight if you don't mind I really am tired and need some sleep my lawyers will take care of you for now and I'll see you later.

    When most of the others had left the judge came around the front of the bench hugged the two lawyers and said ladies see to your client to finish the paperwork he turned to the court clerk and said Sara please stay for awhile and get this filed then join us for dinner I'm going home the wife will take care of my needs tonight, why don't you put on that dress I bought you that you keep here and join us for the evening the wife will tell you where to meet us one of the lawyers turned and said we have a dinning room reserved at the cattlemen's club reserved for 7 in his name he then turned around and came to me held out his hand to shake it and said son I know this is all over your head right now but I really believe you are going to enjoy the rest of your life if I know Jim. He then remembered something ladies the lady Jane came with him didn't she the one lawyer said she will be there for dinner its just that we where rushed and did not have time to fly to N.Y. city to get her first so the plane is picking her up now. He smiled and said good. 

    The lawyers sat down and tried to explain all the paperwork I had to sign but at fifteen I got lost quick they where very understanding so went back over it in plan words. The man you met earlier who we call boss is your godfather he should have been told of your fathers death awhile ago and we should have been here before but something happened  and we weren't told until the judge who along with your father are old friends anyway he has taken over the ranch and livestock and debts until you turn 18 at that time you can decide what to do with it. The horses are being transferred to his ranch in Colorado and that is where you will be living as well for awhile as you are not yet old enough by law to see to your own care got that? Yes I said that I understand but what about my mother won't she try to claim me? No that female will not. Sir has paid her off as well as far as we understand. 

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     reaching out to those who reviewed the end of chapter two thank you for the quick response and allowing it back up intact with out changes. 

for you the readers I did not get a mail from the staff so I can only guess either it was too stupid to mention or it turned out to be an error. the next chapter is titled responsibilities written by me with input by Sir John. 

     the final part of chapter two by Sue and Deb's was reported. for what reason was of course not given and we will just have to wait and see what the powers say. in the meantime here is the question after all the ladies as well as I and one external reader can find nothing wrong so I am asking those of you that read it before it was taken down if you found anything that may have offended someone                        Thank you Tim