taxi's ladies

    Sorry for the interruption but something happened yesterday that I just have to share. I was in the home office that Sue and I share when out of nowhere my sir came in and barked an order that both shocked and humiliated me shut up strip and bend over. Now I'm sure to many this coming from there Dom would not shock them but he had never taken that tone with me before but I found myself doing it without thought. Sue started to come to me when he said NO sit and she did he then bent me over spit on my ass that's all that he used for lube put it in my ass and pumped me hard not fast but hard and I felt him every inch I felt his balls start to slap my clit, it was hard already and every time they hit I got more aroused and wetter as he increased the speed I started to cry but I found them to be tears of joy not pain. How why oh god I am lost to myself, something deep in me something I did not know I had woke and screamed finally you live.  And just before I came he pulled my head back and growled in my ear this is what it means to be owned this belongs to me and no one else while I came he left his hardness in me and just keep saying over and over you are a good girl and I love you and you are mine.  When he was done and I felt my self coming down from someplace I had never been before not even with my first sir. He pulled out of me I sat in my chair and realized he hadn't come. He said now clean it off and I did he stood up put it back in his pants and said do not fix your face or hair wear it like the badge of honor it is. As he left he gave Sue a gentile kiss on her lips and said good girl. She crossed her arms and looked at me, well how did that feel sitting there I realized I was still coming little spasms were still going through my body and made my chair wetter and wetter, I said incredible I.I. have never felt like this before is this what it's like to love a man to feel so happy so used and incredibly to be loved. Sue! he said I am his all of me belongs to him. Yes baby girl that's what its like to be loved by a Dom. Not just a man.

                                                       Thank you sir please may I have more. I am completely and happily yours 

                                                                                   My life is now yours do what you will

                                                                                                  Debs   his    sub  

preface: One of the lessons I learned from our mentor I remember to this day and it has been proven to me over and over again. Love is a living thing and like all living things it changes over time and the mark of a good love life is our ability to adapt to those changes the woman you are marrying tomorrow is not the same woman you will find yourself with in 20 years but if you can adapt and she can adapt to what life brings you your love will endure.   

Sir John

                                                                                                responsibilities 

    After the two lawyers brought me to a hotel and told me that some one will pick me up for dinner later. when I got out of the shower there was a knock at my door, two men stood there with cloths they told me that they were there to dress me I thought they were joking after all I was 15 and knew how to dress myself. They explained that  they had  several suits for me to try on and they would tailor them to fit. They fit me with a suit for that night and said they would be back tomorrow with the rest. So there I was mostly dressed trying to figure out how to tie a tie. When there was a gentile knock at my door again. This time when I opened it there stood a woman who could be anything from 20 to 40 she had a smile on her face and just seemed to radiate care and kindness and love. She said high Tim my name is Jane and I am your godmother.  She hugged me and said I haven't seen you since I held you in my arms in church at your baptism and became your godmother she guided me over to a couch and sat next to me. First let me say I can't tell you how sorry I am, I'm going to miss that randy old coot. And I apologize for not being here sooner you must have felt lost. (Let me state for the record this is the woman who taught  me the reason god made mothers).  Just sitting next to her I started to relax and I was not even aware of the tension I was feeling the last few months, now I don't have a lot of time before James  shows up but let me say this I want you to come to me whenever you might start to feel lost I will always help you find your way that's my job and one of the reasons I live for. 

Have you ever realized you can tell a lot about someone just from the way they knock on you door I mean you can tell weather its friend or foe even debt collectors have a sound. The knock from him was gentile yet firm it was both kind and commanding at the same time. When I let him in he waved Jane to stay seated and took my hand in firm shack as he said have a seat Tim and let me introduce my self to you and tell why I'm here. Did your father ever talk to you about the war. I said no sir he said I was to young to here that shit. He laughed for a few minuets and then said that is one of the best explanations of war I have heard in a long time. Well your father and I served together I was a sniper and your father was my spotter and the Judge was our officer.  So I'm sure you know that the guys you serve with become your brothers in a way. Well there is an even closer bond between the sniper and his spotter as the shooter all your concentration go to making the shot and you depend on your spotter to keep you safe till you take that shot well your father kept me safe and protected me and saved my life on more then one occasion. One time he went as they say above and beyond I took a wound and could not retreat your father dressed my wound hid me then grabbed my gun and ran because he had my gun the  V.C. chased after him he then came back with the rest of the platoon to rescue me so you see Tim I owe your father my life and I am very glad that he found away for me to make it up to him by giving his son whatever good life I can. And as your godparents that is exactly what I am going to do. Now that said I'm going to tell you something young man you have impressed me and I don't impress easy 15 years old and keeping the ranch and trying to make a go of it that is impressive as hell can I ask you why you didn't sell you would have made a good amount in the middle of oil country even if it had none its close enough to Huston for an entire suburb to be built. I had to try sir my family has been working on a breeding program for several generations and it was just showing results I couldn't let it die. Tim tell me about this dream your family has been working on my grandfather was reading up on history about horses. What he found was a section of what where called chargers the knights used to ride them into battle they weren't built for great speed they were built for power and brains they would stand and defend there rider if he fell off they would stay and defend him till he got back up. Over the years they where breed for strength and lost the brain power they needed for war and became plow horses. Because of our history of training horses for the army he tried breeding the brains back in. You see sir his idea was to make them the perfect hunting horse. he just nodded his head and looked at me then just said good for now let me think on this we'll talk more on it later at the ranch after I see these horses for myself.              

                                             cont.... 

    Disclaimer: This must be said in my life I have seen many different dynamics so it is not our place to judge. There are many houses and many different ways that love and devotion are expressed. With that said we will express only the house of janes rules on responsibility. You as individuals must live by your own.                           Sir John

                                                                                               responsibility  

    There are many rules of responsibility in life but when it is all said and done it means duty or debts to someone or something but they are all assumed by an individual. I learned this the hard way when I was about fifteen when my father died. Now I could have just given  up and sold the ranch but that would have meant giving up a family ranch and tradition that reached back almost a 100 years and now that our breading program was just starting to show good results I just couldn't so I assumed the responsibility at 15.    At the reading of the will was when I learned that the woman who gave birth to me was still alive she left me and dad when I was 1 years old but never divorced my father even though he tried. So when he died of course she showed up. In Texas the law says that the property is divided by law so this is what my father did he left her a half acre of land and a house trailer the rest of the ranch was left to me now the trailer had no well no septic and no electricity. And that was my fathers revenge. Dad and I worked hard on the ranch him all day and me after school training horses that we sold for income and dad working part time in town for the town. I tried dear god I tried but with school and no time for a part time job and training the horses that were already promised. Well I was in court in six months and the bank was taking the ranch and back taxes where to be paid by the selling of the horses. 

    And this was when I learned there are responsibilities that can't be paid with money alone. Two very good looking women came to the court rail and said may it please the court we have what we think is a solution to everyone's benefit it was then I realized my lawyer was not really working in my best interest and the judge knew it he looked at my lawyer and said I am at a loss to understand your objection he waved the ladies to come before him and then saw the shorter man behind them he said Jim I see you got my letter he smiled and said I did sir and I thank you for letting me know what was happening. He walked through the rail and over to me and the lawyer and said get up your in my seat and I'm tired the look on his face to him said it all cross me and I'll kill you my lawyer stood up and moved like the coward he was this man sat down and introduced him self and said try to relax I'm here now and my lawyers will take care of this but I want you to know how sorry I am for being so late he put his hand on my shoulder and we sat while the judge read over the papers, took about an hour he looked up and said I find nothing wrong with this and it seems to satisfy all legal requirements under Texas law and make it so ordered. I looked at him then and said what just happened he smiled and said just paying an old debt I'll explain it all over dinner tonight if you don't mind I really am tired and need some sleep my lawyers will take care of you for now and I'll see you later.

    When most of the others had left the judge came around the front of the bench hugged the two lawyers and said ladies see to your client to finish the paperwork he turned to the court clerk and said Sara please stay for awhile and get this filed then join us for dinner I'm going home the wife will take care of my needs tonight, why don't you put on that dress I bought you that you keep here and join us for the evening the wife will tell you where to meet us one of the lawyers turned and said we have a dinning room reserved at the cattlemen's club reserved for 7 in his name he then turned around and came to me held out his hand to shake it and said son I know this is all over your head right now but I really believe you are going to enjoy the rest of your life if I know Jim. He then remembered something ladies the lady Jane came with him didn't she the one lawyer said she will be there for dinner its just that we where rushed and did not have time to fly to N.Y. city to get her first so the plane is picking her up now. He smiled and said good. 

    The lawyers sat down and tried to explain all the paperwork I had to sign but at fifteen I got lost quick they where very understanding so went back over it in plan words. The man you met earlier who we call boss is your godfather he should have been told of your fathers death awhile ago and we should have been here before but something happened  and we weren't told until the judge who along with your father are old friends anyway he has taken over the ranch and livestock and debts until you turn 18 at that time you can decide what to do with it. The horses are being transferred to his ranch in Colorado and that is where you will be living as well for awhile as you are not yet old enough by law to see to your own care got that? Yes I said that I understand but what about my mother won't she try to claim me? No that female will not. Sir has paid her off as well as far as we understand. 

                        cont.....            

     reaching out to those who reviewed the end of chapter two thank you for the quick response and allowing it back up intact with out changes. 

for you the readers I did not get a mail from the staff so I can only guess either it was too stupid to mention or it turned out to be an error. the next chapter is titled responsibilities written by me with input by Sir John. 

     the final part of chapter two by Sue and Deb's was reported. for what reason was of course not given and we will just have to wait and see what the powers say. in the meantime here is the question after all the ladies as well as I and one external reader can find nothing wrong so I am asking those of you that read it before it was taken down if you found anything that may have offended someone                        Thank you Tim 

    thank you Villanelle for the quick decision  Repost                                                                      

                                                                                         curtesy and respect                   

                                                                                                   the party

     There was no time for Sue and I to talk, True to his word Tim was waiting to escort us to the Friday night party, I will be honest I felt uncomfortable this is a much less formal meeting to the rest of the people I have come to care for so much. By the time we got there it was in full swing still when we walked in everyone clapped and called welcome the party guard came up and introduced himself again and took our drink order not wanting to let things get out of hand Sue and I took beer and Tim not legal yet got a coke I noticed that the bunk house had plenty of seating with some dancing and others just talking. We took some seats and saw right away that the people who where dancing fell into two types either very formal or dirty dancing. Tim waved over a few people and when they got there he asked are the horses all set for the night after verifying all was well he then introduced the four of them they all stood together men to one side and girls to the other side all had their arms around each others waist. After talking a little I noticed the girls giving Sue and I the once over. When they left I turned to Tim started to ask when he stopped me and said it is not a question that is normally asked unless you are interested in one of them but I see no harm in telling you now that you have had the talk with sir, yes they are gay or bi as are many here it just seems to be that those just seem to work best for keeping things respectful between everyone. 

    Now let me explain the rules of the dance. All of the dances we do on the weekend are ladies chose that means no man will come up to you to ask to dance the women must come up to them. They also set the tone for the dance you see that some are in close and grinding themselves into each other and other maintain a distance this is also ladies chose and the men take there clues from you. distance means just for the fun of the dance close in means maybe more later. After learning the rules I asked Tim to dance and asked him to show me how to do some of them. He took my hand and brought me on the floor in front of Sue and showed me some of the steps before taking me on the floor and we danced he never once tried to violate my space. After that while he taught Sue I asked some of the other tall men and women to dance and was very happy to find no one even tried to bend the rules. It was the first time that I actually enjoyed dancing with a man in quiet a few years. Sue had an even better time then me she teased Tim without mercy. But what impressed me the most was a glimpse of what he was in light of sir James admittance of what kind of life style was practiced here. He deftly handled my Sue in a way that kept her at bay and at the same time brought her closer tantalizing her to keep trying but not allowing her to even get close it was at that point I saw the kind of man he would become. A true dominate gentleman and realized that I think Sue and I may have found a home.

                                                                                           finally our Time             

    Later that night Tim walked us back to the main house and I found myself hugging him I whispered in his ear take her if you want but remember who she belongs to I kissed his cheek and went inside leaving him with Sue alone. She joined me a few minutes later and damned near ripped my clothes off getting to what she wanted after getting me off several times with more enthusiasm then I expected and I her laying there wrapped in each others arms she said hun, be honest have you ever felt like this before? When I asked what she meant. She said, so relaxed so welcomed, respected so loved in a place I don't know I have always felt at home when you are in my arms but here even when your not in my arms I feel at home. When she said that and was laying back just ideally playing with my nipple I thought to myself to be honest I have always been prickly it is a part of my nature easy to offend even when no offence was given quick tempered and easy to anger it is part of my charm? But she was right none of that happened here, then and there I got up and signed the form and handed Sue hers and the pen and said welcome home my love. After going at each other again and again with a passion I don't think either of us had felt since the first time I fell asleep and had dreams that I can't remember but in the morning I woke with a feeling of  contentment that I hadn't ever felt before. And still do to this day now a sub to sir Tim and a mother (that alone shocks me) and C.E.O. of a large company I still come to bed every night happy.           

 2nd post today                                                                 curtesy and respect

                                                                                                   the boss

     It was time to meet the boss. Deb's and I knocked on his door. We herd a clear voice say come when we entered the boss was standing behind his desk with Jane sitting on his right and another woman more heavyset on his left. He then said please close the door have a seat would you like something to drink before we start we both asked for coffee black he turned to Jane and nodded she got up and brought us coffee a glass of something brown and wine for herself and the other woman before sitting. Let me introduce Jenifer she is the C.F.O. of our companies we both stood and shock hands and sat down again. Ladies in front of you are copies of the contract that I signed with you company as you can see it is costly but I suspect that you do not see most of this money am I right we looked it over and I was surprised at how little of the money we saw and told him what we were paid. He sat and said that's what I thought. he looked at Jen as we have come to know her and nodded. Jen then said it was what we thought she then handed us a piece of paper folded when we unfolded it she said this is what we are setting aside for you on a monthly card at the end of each month you are expected to transfer what ever is left to you own bank accounts you are not to inform your company of this money. further you will find a separate nondisclosure agreement contract do not sign it yet till sir James fills you in and you have thought about it. 

                                                                                         Meeting Sir James  

   He then entered the talk Ladies I understand that you do not shock easy so I am just going to say this outright have either of you herd the term B.D.S.M. I looked at Deb and she just said bingo I smiled and answered for both of us yes. Good he said this is the lifestyle we practice here so I urge you to not over react to things you may see or hear on the ranch also that is the reason for the disclosure contract I do not want the majority of the employees or guests that come here to be embarrassed. Enough of that for now I expect that you will keep in shape because of that Jane has extended an invitation to join her and some of the other women who live or are married to my people its up to you but as you can see at 62 jane is one hot woman and still as limber as a teenage Cher leader that she was and except for I believe one of the married ladies because her husband likes her that way. There is a room downstairs with free weights and other gear you have access to these as well it is co-ed so you will see men there as well. He then reached over to give us some cards and said one is your expense card and the other is your carry permit for the united states it makes you federal marshals allowing you go armed wherever you go. the last card is extra health insurance this will cover you for all the things your current insurance does not. Now last I want you to meet me daily for gun practice the only way to maintain your skills is practice.  Now ask any thing you want to know before signing on we will answer anything you feel you want to know. Before I could stop myself I asked what's with all the wolf jewelry? Jane spoke they are a symbol that some one has made a life changing chose given by sir or I kind of like in AA when you are given a coin at 90 days sober. But for something quite different but just as meaningful to us. Can we ern it? she smiled and said we will see we'll talk more about this privately later if you want. Then Deb's asked why us? He said from my point of view you came highly recommended by your company and that you where looking to change your assignment I looked into your background both in and out of the military and saw you where trained as high security guards and that you had already taken a round in the line of duty I passed you on to Jane to look over and sorry but her line of work is very beauty centric she took one look and said you would pass casual inspection as models in her employ.  Thank you for an honest answer and why the extra money? you are smart women because you will be guarding the most important thing I have and your pay should be equal to that responsibility. And you will find while Jane is far from innocent she can be very naïve in life and needs a hard ass to watch over her if she travels.                    cont.....               

                                                                                          curtesy and respect 

    Dinner was started with a cocktail hour from 6 to 7 it turned out that both the ranch hands and those who have wives came so I did not get to meet the maid sue came to my room she looked unbelievable she wore the same as me but she chose not to wear the bra the gowns were opaque and in just the right light see through hers was a light green that set her body and red hair and blue eyes. She said I know do we really have to go to dinner and the bunkhouse? I answered unfortunately I think its best but you wont be going to your room tonight I've been told they know about us and don't care. she smiled and said you look incredible we need to dress like this more often it makes me wet, now be a good girl and behave yourself at least for now. We came to the balcony of the stairs Tim was there he stopped us and took us to the rail where he called for attention and everyone look up he then said ladies and gentleman allow me to introduce miss Debbie_____ and miss Susan_____ they are to be our personal guards of the lady Jane when not on the ranch everyone clapped and called welcome. Tim then turned held his arms bent for us to take and walked us down the stairs  when we got to the bottom Rita came up and gave us a glass of Champaign and asked will you stay with Tim to introduce or would you like me to I did not even think I turned to him and said please he then looked to sue and she nodded and said please he said I thank you ladies for the honor of being your escort for the evening (I do not know why I said please or felt I wanted him there but I did) I know why now but didn't  then. After meeting everyone and my second glass of Champaign Tim walked us to the table held our chairs then took a seat to our right. 

    It was at dinner that I noticed that some of the men wore chokers with a wolf head or rings with a wolf head and all the ladies had similar rings or ear ring of silver even Tim wore a ring of silver except the boss he wore one of gold and Jane had one that sat tighter also of gold with ruby eyes and a large tear drop diamond around her neck. One or two weren't wearing it but the rest did. I asked Tim about his and he just said it was a gift from Sir James. When I asked him why he called him sir he simply said just a sign of respect and changed the subject to the dance after dinner weather we are coming or not? He smiled when we said we have to see the boss after dinner but then we would come over he said he would wait and bring us over after. Later after dinner sue and I were alone before going to see the boss when I asked her point blank what do you think is this some kind of cult are something, not a cult she said but its something. But do you feel it to when I asked feel what she said I don't know safe, welcomed and I don't know loved in some way accepted for who we are no reservation just accepted. Now that she said it I realized I was not feeling as prickly as I normally am as well like I had no reason to be defensive over being gay and told her so. She smiled and kissed me and said babe whatever it takes we have to stay. 

cont....             

                                                                                         curtesy and respect

      At around 4pm Tim said well I better get you back I think tonight will be a formal dinner so I have  to shower and dress for it. When I asked why does he think that He said because its Friday and the lady is home. It was at this point sue and I both felt it, it was the feeling of danger vague and undefined but there just the same, it is what makes us so in demand and good at our jobs, we both looked west at the same time. Out of the woods came what I thought was a ghost a man on horseback looking for all the world like a old style gun man wide brim cowboy hat that had seen better days long coat two guns on his hips as well as rifles on his horse that beast was where the danger was coming from it was the biggest horse I had ever seen It was of course sir James he leaned over and said something to the horse when he came up to us he said ladies please just stand still the horse was still looking at us like it wanted to bite us or worse it finally reached its head out and sniffed us in turn brought its head back and nodded its head. Tim , tell the stable crew to give him oats with apple today he was well behaved didn't nip at anyone. He then tipped his hat to us and said ladies I'll see you at dinner tonight and walked towards the house. I saw jane at the door still nude but on her knees head down till he put his hand down and helped her up before pulling her into an embrace and  kissing her hard and I think that was the first time I had ever seen a woman melt into a person. When I looked over at Tim and opened my mouth he stopped me by saying not my place or yours took the horses reins and went to the stable. When I finally turned to look ant Sue and she asked well I said I think we just saw what real love looks like and then said I hope we stand the test of time like they did turned and walked to the house thinking for the first time in my life I wanted to get to know a man.

                                                                                                              RITA     

    When I got out of the shower there was a rather petit woman around thirty in my room she introduced herself as Rita the house keeper and explained that she was bringing a dress for me from lady Jane along with the dress was panty, bra, stockings to say it was sexy as hell would have been an understatement I would were something like this to a gay bar to pick a girl up as that is obviously what it was designed for. I said I can't wear this around men she smiled and said oh you can as you will be wearing it for your partner we know how you lean and we don't care on this ranch it makes no difference regardless of how you go you are still a woman and deserve to look as sexy as hell, for your partner if no one else why don't you sit and let me explain. It has been decided that since your duties are useless here on the ranch you will be treated as guests and fall under my care. So, let me explain how thigs are here on the ranch. Sir James gave my husband sir John my husband that all those who are born male must be gentlemen at all times this means no man will come on to you it is up to you if you chose to shall we say take a walk with them. And you are not the only gay couple working on the ranch we have two other couples here they are the stable girls and guys working under Tim who is straight for your information as well as most of the hands here and a few are married so if you hit the bunkhouse party tonight you will probably meet them there. The maid has the duty of caring for the children tonight at the cottage and will not be there tonight but I will and you will not be alone in dressing to the best displaying your best assets so to speak. With this she got up and dropped her dressing robe she was wearing a high necked long sleeve dress in white lace displaying two magnificent breasts a short dress and white stockings and high heeled black shoes. (yes I almost dropped to my knees).  You are not the only one who likes girls for me its for fun. Now lets get you dressed and put your make up on maid is helping your partner before going to the cottage to care for the kids. Later I learned to really know this woman and what her influence over the other women who worked and visited the ranch over the next few years she was a lady in her own right.                                   cont.....           

                                                                                          curtesy and respect

    After meeting our horses Tim took his hat off again and asked us if we were ready for lunch if so he would walk us over and have his lunch as well. I was curious so I asked him why he always took his hat off when talking to us. He smiled and said it's just a habit to always take your hat off to a woman when talking to them just like you always address a woman as either miss or mam around here its a curtesy, and you will notice that the off hand is always used that way if danger comes along you can get to your gun faster to protect them. Deb's asked what's a danger here you don't mean from the men. Oh no miss but remember you aren't in a city and we have both wild animals as well as snakes it just pays to be careful. D and I just looked at each other and I laughed and said our city side is showing.

    Lunch on the ranch is a spread out picnic style so Tim showed us where to sit and explained some of the hands will be becoming up and introducing them selves to you it's not a testing the waters thing more to the fact that you are the ones protecting the lady Jane so they will want to talk a bit to reassure themselves you are good enough. Deb's stiffened and asked because we are women? Tim laughed and said no that has nothing to do with it, its the fact that it's the lady she is the hart of sir James and therefor the hart of the ranch so we worry about her all the time if you haven't noticed all the men are out and about walking and talking at a distance and about half have rifles'. (We did notice but did not mention it to him) about half of them maybe two thirds are normally resting or sleeping at this time several are on the overnight watch they protect the herd and the house overnight from predator's. What predators, sorry ladies that's not for me to say. He was right after we ate people came up two and three at a time to size us up.

    After lunch Tim brought us over to the barn and in back to the tack room to show us the saddles. He had us try them one at a time till we found two that fit us. He then explained all the different attachments. We sat down and Tim said I am impressed with you both you managed to attract two war trained mounts that says a lot to me. War trained are the highest trained horses we have here maybe they sensed you are warriors at hart. I don't know but I do know that they are 4 years old and have never even come up to anyone before. So I will have to give you more intense training to handle them you will need to work with them daily and hard for the rest of the month so you will be sore for awhile but it will be worth it. These horses are trained to protect and defend there owners they will stand at your back or over you if they see that you are hurt. There are more hand and voice signals they know  they are smarter then other horses as well as being bigger. If you pull your rifle they will stand head down and perfectly still till you fire no matter how winded they are when you do it. If you are hurt they will lay down and wait for you to crawl on them they will wait for you to strap yourself into the saddle before getting to there feet and slowly walk you home. or if they find a town they will wait there to get some one to help you before coming home. If they sense you have died they will pick up speed to get you home. The less intelligent ones we use as pack horses. We are breeding these horses for brain as well as strength. Any questions?

    How old are you Tim? That you can train horses this well. Long story short after my father died our ranch got into trouble with me going to school full time and not leaving enough time for me to train the horses Sir James stepped in and paid for all the horses brought them here and brought me with them became my guardian having known my father from the army I guess he felt responsible for me being here I got my G.E.D and have been working here since I was 15 in charge of the training. I started working with horses when I was about 11 with my father we come from a long line of trainers my great great grandfather trained horses for the army and my grandfather after him then my father  bought a small ranch and trained horses and showed me so here I am now. What can you tell us about the owner this Sir James? He frowned looked down and thought about something for a while then nodded his head looked up and said well I can say this that man can either be the kindest most gentile man you will ever meet or the deadliest enemy. Have you ever herd the expression big surprises come in small packages that is sir James. Either of you ever seen the movie the quiet man that in part will tell you what he is like very hard to anger but if you manage to do it run and keep running till the day you die, that kind of says it all he will not forget but he will forgive most things. and don't look to deep into his eyes you might see the monster there the one Jane has kept tamed and restrained that's why the lady Jane is so important to us I have seen the monster come out once not at me thank god but once seen not something ever forgotten. well lets go back the the main house it's Friday and that means early dinner and if you want come to the bunk house tonight if you feel like dancing and letting loose normally the bunkhouse is off limits except Friday and Saturday nights that when we let go.                 

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