Just my thoughts, random shit, rants, and just about anything that comes to mind.

After having a rough night not being able to sleep I was woken up with a text from my daughter. "Mom can I come lay in bed with you I can't sleep".  We spent the day in bed sleeping, watching TV, talking. Not only does know she has this safe place she can come to anytime but actually comes just makes everything worth it. This child has never had that. I make damn sure when she needs me I move heaven and earth for her. She's never going to feel like she's alone again. Every time she leaves I remind her this is always her home, if she needs to come home. Can I just say I still get teary eyed every time she calls mom!  I can't erase 17 years of pain but I can make sure she knows everyday she's loved, she's got me and I will go to war for that little girl.