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My journey is a road I travel most of the time with friends by my side. Some days I walk alone, others I hold someone's hand. This is my journey on cage. If you really want to know about me go back 2 years ago to my first blog. Enjoy
4 years ago. August 24, 2019 at 2:26 PM

She was lost and alone, everyday the same damn thing. She had friends they didnt understand, she had people who she would have been easily started something with but the timing was very off. She started to accept the feeling of being lost and alone. She was ok with that. Giving up on being someone's. Not wanting the hurt of rejection any more. When this set in Her mind she never expected to find someone. Ok not just a someone but 2. 

2 people reached out and saved her in different ways. The friend gave her the sounding board she needed for the hurt she had been given. Shared her story with her and the friendship was almost instant.  Great thing about this is this person helped to guide her, understand and accept feelings with the second person and has been a great cheerleader along the road. 

 The second person oh geez where do I begin. He saw her broken apart not as shattered as she had been but broken the same. He saw the angry hurt bitter side but still made the choice to scoop her up and keep her protected. She fought against it of course. She had no soul left to give. No heart to offer and her mind was pretty messed up. She warned him and he still wanted to keep her safe. 

As days went on she felt herself let go of some of the anger, the fear and pain. She felt herself waking again  Her heart beating her soul wanting to search. She felt almost whole. And this was all because of 2 amazing people who took the time to find the shattered soul in the dark 

To that friend the way we started to chat may not have been the ideal situation but i am so thankful it happened. Treasure you really saved me from something that could have been really bad and I could never thank you enough. The best part is the friendship I've gotten. Thank you for being so amazing 

To the second you know who you are.  In such a short time you have renewed my faith, given me hope, and torn down some of my walls. I am beyond grateful you answered a simple hello and cant wait till the next 💙

   

Massdomguy​(dom male){Not lookin} - Such a great inspiring post! It is often when we are ar our lowest and not looking that people are there for us to help us rise back up.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - So very true. Thank you for your kind words
4 years ago
Sunnie​(sub female) - Beautiful! Thank you for sharing. People come into our lives when we least expect it or when we need them the most. I'm happy for you.
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Thank you sunnie. Definitely wasnt looking for anyone at the time
4 years ago
TreasureMe​(sub female){Belonging} - Aww my sweet J doll! Thank you so much for the beautiful words and for mentioning me here. Im honestly just being myself and im more than grateful that you appreciate that. I adore our friendship and just as grateful for you. Huge hugs beautiful doll! Thank you for reaching out about my blog... that was what changed everything. You clearly have powerful hellos...for myself and for him *giggles*. I'm incredibly happy you're happy. You deserve everything you long for. ❤
4 years ago
Pheonix J​(sub female) - Awww now you have me all teary eyes! And as you said om just being me but damn glad I did say hello. I have one more person I want to reach out to and when shes ready it will happen.
4 years ago
TreasureMe​(sub female){Belonging} - You had me teary eyed with your blog lol. Karma's a bitch 🤣😋
And yes...I hope things work out with her. Sending positive vibes your way in that situation.
4 years ago
ulfhednar - Awesome really happy for you 👍
4 years ago

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