I took a much needed break but still continued to read blogs. So many emotions are played out here in our words.
I wanted to respond to some but really didnt want to be online. Still not sure if I do.
This past week was a challenge for me in so many ways. I let my littles go away with their other parent (still not easy) I had major challenges at work, friendships were tested in my real world and I learned to survive and focus again.
I have missed writing but have continued to do so in my nightly journal to Sir. This life is hard enough without some of the doubt and insecurities others can implant in your head. I took my walls down for him and spent this week building some up to protect us.
I will stand up for what I believe in and support him in every way. I will defend my friends and encourage them always. I have my issues and will stumble and fall but I wont ever give up on those I love and adore.
This week I start some changes to be a better me, I am going to try to write more here. My journey maybe mine but others can relate. I want to be the encouragement for someone who may be as shy as I am or as confused as I was when I first came here.
Never loose sight of who you are in all the chaos around you. You are strong and can make it in even the darkest waters.
To my Sir no matter what I stand beside you and support you! You deserve the world and I cant wait to watch you take it.
Happy blogging cagers.
J
