In a monogamous relationship
Hello. I am a 62 year old submissive woman. I am in a D/s relationship, collared to my wonderful Master for almost 22 yrs now, living together for the last 20. His permission has been given for me to be at this site. He has two rules, 1: I cannot have phone sex, 2: I cannot meet up with anyone. Both of these rules protect our anonimity and insure no outside drama interferes with our life together. I accept and respect both these rules.
As for what I'm looking for here, I'm not quite entirely sure. I need to look around the site some more to see what it has to offer before I can decide what can be accomplished with a free membership. (now premium). I like corresponding with people in the lifestyle, both Dom and sub, discussing and learning about different aspects of BDSM. Please feel free to send me a message (one with more than "hi"). Master has given me permission to enjoy myself. This includes virtual role play, writing, anything that feeds the inner soul and desire that make me who I am. He likes who I am, and all that I am requires feeding of my core being.
What I am not looking for are people who want to accost me right off the bat, looking for cam (I don't have a cam), or phone , or any kind of "immediate" sexual release I can give them.
In early 1998, while reading posts from those cybering in open chat room, and subject of bongage and spanking and blindfolding and hot wax. This had such a profound physical effect on me. My hands would start to shake. My breathing became shallow and almost non existent. My nipples became hard, and heat washed up my back and chest, creating perspiration. The scent of my own sex filled my nostrils. I just had to know more.
I went to google. My biggest mistake was typing in "bdsm". Weeding through all the porn, kink, and some really sick fettish sites, I would find one here and there that explained about the lifestyle. "bdsm" is actually an umbrella under which many different lifestyles fall. (That's something I didn't learn until months later). The one thing they all had in common was pain. I wasn't very fond of pain in reality, so I went back to reacting to certain words read in the chatroom, and let it be. Then, I met my Master. W/we love who W/we are together.
I just became a premium member. Please give this one time to learn about this site. Look forward to hearing from Y/you.