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The Chimera's Whispers

Musings, whispers, thoughts, opinions, murmurs, and lessons learned from someone returning to the Lifestyle.
5 years ago. Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 2:01 PM

 

 

The night air stabbed at her lungs, cold, and piercing. Making her throat burn and dry out, her lungs stung, her ribs had felt as if a knife had been wedged between them. She couldn't stop. She had to keep running. Having abandoned the small cottage she had been living in - on the border of the great woods on the outskirts of town. She knew the risks of living there, even as a child growing up within that household.
Many monsters lurked these woods and called them home. Living right on the outskirts of them always had risks. Tonight, opportunity struck and the Monsters took advantage of it. She had played with fire, dangled a steak before the savage beast and now? There was hell to pay for it. Huntress had  become the hunted.

So now, she ran. She ran furiously. Passing trees, shrubs, and boulders. The scenery that was once so familiar to her- was now so foreign. She couldn't recognize where she was by now. The air felt colder. She skid over the leaf-litter and toppled over with a curse. Luckily, the earth was soft and loamy. She didn't break skin, but the quiver on her back jostled and arrows went flying from the impact of her fall. She scrambled, gathering a few of them. As she got to her feet she looked about carefully. Panting heavily as she tried to get her bearings. She hunted in these woods for years, set up traps and snares for prey, she even fished here. She knew these woods. It somewhat frightened her now that with the cover of night, these woods took on an entirely different persona. As if shedding one mask and donning another.
The sound of rustling to her right. Her hands blurred, pulling an arrow and notching it. She drew back the string of her bow and her eyes narrowed. More movement and the arrow flew- she almost didn't feel the tension in her arms from the flood of adrenaline.
'THUCK!'
The arrow embedded itself in a tree. Exhaling she took a step back as something moved forwards. Large, almost lumbering. She didn't wait to give it a chance to pounce upon her. She turned and ran again. This time, however. Whatever had been nearby, now took chase. She tried to grab one of her final arrows from it's quiver on her back. Her hand was fumbling and she had it ready to be drawn and fired. She pushed harder despite her aching  body and she soon took a hard right, making whatever was behind her skid. Putting the beastly thing in front of her.
She stood tall and firm then, her hands skillfully drew the arrow back. Presenting herself as the embodiment of Artemis. The arrow was released and flew and the bestial figure ahead of her jerked. The arrow grazed fur, but harmlessly passed him. Had he not moved, the arrow would have found home in his chest.
She cursed and tried to grab for another arrow. Only to find the quiver empty. She was out. As a last stand, she held her bow tightly and as the much larger furred figure approached she swung the bow to swat him with it. A large clawlike hand moved. Grabbing the bow and gripped it. Slowly pulling her towards him as she clutched onto her weapon tightly. Her heels dug into the soft earth trying to resist, leaving shallow gouges in the ground. Realizing this was a futile effort, she released the bow and fell back. Gasping as she hit the ground, she turned to try and take off running again.  This time, the monster wasn't giving her that chance.
Dropping the bow harmlessly off to the side, a large clawlike hand gripped her slender ankle and tugged. Drawing her to him and beneath him.

She struggled, grabbing at the ground to find purchase to pull herself free and run again. She could feel the dirt going under her nails uncomfortably. Her feet kicked, trying to kick off his grip on her. Instead, from her ankle, that claw moved to place behind her shoulders. Pushing her upper body into the foliage. She could smell churned soil, dead leaves, her own sweat, and the woods. She moaned and tried to squirm, but weight moved over her. Hot puffs of air from the beast's own panting could be felt washing down her shoulders and back.
"͝I͟ ͘t̶hin̶k͏ ͢i̡t's ̡time ͡to͝ t̨ák͢e wh͏at͢'̕s ͢rig͞h͜t̸fu͝lly͞ minę..."

She shuddered at that. The voice was guttural and deep, more a growl than anything. The voice emitted from vocal chords more for snarling and savagery than civilized speech.  With it, she could feel and hear her clothes shredding from either claw or fang. He was eager to dispose of them. Cold night air washed over her frame and she shook like a leaf. Her hands reached out, grabbing handfuls of earth in a futile effort to try and crawl away. Nonetheless, he kept his grip on her. Not about to relinquish the prize he had hunted down.  Her mind was slipping, falling into desperation. She gave an outcry as she felt a wet, hot, flat tongue trace from the small of her back up to the back of her neck. Hot and wet - only to become cold and freezing as night air kissed her skin. She turned her head and actually bit onto the beast's wrist from where a claw had planted beside her head while he held himself up over her. Her eyes flashed wildly in the low dappled moonlight within the woods. He took pause then... Never having his prey bite him like so before.
His head canted somewhat in bemusement at that. Her teeth weren't designed to sink into thick hide, nor were they made to go through fur. Instead it was just an amusing sight to watch her struggle. Spluttering as she released the bite after getting a mouthful of fur, he chuckled and leaned down and returned the favor. She went stock-still when his large jaws opened and pointed teeth met her shoulder. Sinking in just enough to prick flesh, causing tears to prick the back corners of her eyes in pain.
His large clawlike hands moved and could be felt against her sides, drawing over her ribs to her bared hips. With his weight pressed down on her upper body, he drew her backside up and she writhed beneath him. In response, he growled into her flesh in a warning. The growl reverberated deep into her body; shaking her very organs. This was happening. He had won in their little game of cat and mouse. He had meant what he said. He was taking what was now rightfully his. She could feel a claw trailing nails over her inner thighs and pushing them apart. Defiantly, she tried to close them again, only to feel his teeth add more pressure and his claws scratched at her legs in warning. Pulling them open again she felt cold air rush between her thighs, only to be replaced with warmth. A larger furred body was pressed flush to her back now and she whimpered. She tried to look over her shoulder, but she could only see his larger body blocking view of anything else. He grabbed her hips and drew them up higher with her legs spread and she hissed. His nails drug over skin, leaving angry lines in their wake.
She could feel him aligning himself and his hips pressed forwards, rubbing against her backside. Making her twitch and she squirmed furiously again.

His bite released and he growled his displeasure at her resistance. Instead of her shoulder, his nose moved. Nudging at her thick hair to push it aside before his teeth bit into the back of her neck. Now she understood why mating animals would bite on like so. She felt her body tense up and go rigid. Unable to pull away. He bucked against her again, this time she felt heat rub between her legs and she cried out softly, her eyes squeezing shut. Bracing for what was about to come.
The sounds of the woods could be heard. Crickets chirruping, frogs in the far distance sang by the lake, the whisper of wind in the canopies of the trees, the faint creak of the trunks, the rustle of leaves, and now. The pants of both him and her. She felt heat press firmly against her entrance and rub. He groaned as he felt her womanhood and persistently bucked again and again. Aiming to claim it in it's entirety. There was no stopping this, no escape. She was in the middle of the woods where even if she screamed - nobody would hear her. Even if they did, the townspeople knew better than to enter the woods at night. She had made her own fatal error.
She felt the heat of his spire begin to press between her folds to her entrance and soon he began to press in. Hot, thick, and mercilessly invading. She tensed and she could feel her internal muscles clench around the tip of him. Another groan escaped him and his hips barely drew back, only to eagerly press in again. Smoothly pressing deeper this time. Filling her in one easy stroke. She panted hard, moaning out as he pushed into her time and again. His length penetrating deeper and deeper with each thrust. She swore she could feel every vein of his length, every pulse, and every throb. After a first few minutes of his hips jostling forwards and back, he readjusted his body over hers and found a rhythm. Beginning to pump into her and take his pleasure. Her body ached from the size of him, an all too familiar feeling. His head drew back a little, making him pull her head up with the grip on the back of her neck which caused her back to arch downwards and her hips to even out more, allowing him an easier time to plunge in. His clawlike hands dug in deeply to her plush hips. He furiously gripped them and held tightly. Once angry lines now became somewhat bloody as he let his instincts run wild. Usually, he'd grip tightly onto a female, the fur and thicker hide would protect from scratches, but his partner only had flesh. He didn't seem to mind, he actually would pull her more onto his length with each press in, wanting to bury himself into her as much as he could with each pump.
The muffled thumps of hips against upturned ass could be heard, along now with the lewd wet crackle of his pistoning length within her confines. At one point, his claws moved from her hips to her hands. Pinning them down as he released the bite to pant heavily. Once more washing her shoulders and back in humid puffs of air. She was panting heavily too now. Her smaller body shifting beneath his own with each impact of his hips. Causing her to jolt forwards and rock backwards.The soft tap of his heavy scrotum was swinging beneath them both, tapping against the top of her womanhood, adding soft pats to her clitoris.

Her mind was once racing in thoughts- had drawn up a blank. Thoughts were scattered and lapsed. The main thing she focused on now- was the slowly building pressure just beneath her navel. The monstrosity that had claimed her grunted at one point. putting weight on her pinned hands so he could glance down, peering at their union as her body was accepting his own now. Obediently taking every inch he had to offer. Though, soon, something at the base of his length was becoming thicker, a silent warning of what else might happen soon.


He didn't seem to particularly care if she hit peak or not, he was in this for himself and she knew that. He had won the right to mate- and thus he fully intended to breed this delicious little prize he had caught. It was his right to do so now. Her internal pulpy muscles involuntarily rippled and flexed on all sides of him, as if trying to milk him of seed and he licked his chops at that while a small bloom of pre emitted from the tip of him, getting lost in the mix of their mingled fluids. Boldly, he reached down between them and let a padded digit rub at the small bud at the top of her genitalia, causing her to writhe and cry out in an almost infantile sound. Helpless. Needy.
He grinned viciously at this and his padded digit moved to their union, collecting their fluids and he brought it to her mouth, smearing their mixture across her lips before pressing in. Her tongue lashed at the pad and collected their moisture. Cleaning him of it. To her It tasted salty, with a metallic tang. He was tensing over her, she knew he was getting close. Threatening to release deep into his won female.  She felt her breathing become restricted as he let a large claw clamp over her mouth, her nose barely peeking over his hand. Her noises were stifled now, unable to be heard.  His hips began to move furiously into a rutting motion. Her moans rose in pitch but hitched when she felt the base of his length thicken and slap against her entrance, threatening to shove that bulb into her his hips increased their pace.


As he seemed to be cusping that edge, he pressed in hard. The bulb giving a soft wet 'pop' into her body and she could feel him expanding while he came hard. Spurt after spurt of fertile seed filled his newly claimed mate. Filling the deepest portions of her body so fully and so intimately. With the insertion at the base of him, not a single drop would be wasted.  That expanded bulb on the base of his length had grown to a point he was unable to actually withdraw from her. Locking his little prize in place beneath him. Her cries had raised in pitch in her own climax. The ripple and hard clench of her muscles tried to trap him in place as he tied her to him. It ached, having her body forced open to accept that bulb; the pain shook her and she made a vain attempt to struggle. The growing insertion making her practically scream- hence the claw over her mouth. Preventing her from making too much noise. Her eyes had widened, and found she was trapped again. She could hear him breathlessly laughing at her. He found her cute, panicking like so. His eyes softened and he let his weight sag on top of her. Showing she wasn't about to go anywhere.   His hips were flush against her own and out of instinct, his hips slowly rocked back and forth as he released into her, causing her to gently rock beneath him too. Riding out the throes of orgasm.
She tested the tie between them. making him rumble lowly, she could feel the weight of his head resting against her shoulder. As she calmed down beneath him, that was when he removed his claw from over her mouth. She gasped in her first gulp of cold air as if she had been underwater, then panted heavily as she lay sprawled out beneath him in the dirt and foliage.
His head turned, tongue swiping up behind her ear, against the side of her neck, and brushing over her bitten shoulder. Hot and wet, only to turn cold once more as night air chilled the damp lines he left.  "͞Don͠'t̛ t͟h̸iņk ͏th̕i̴s i̴s̕ ͜it͞..̕. I̧'m̕ ̵no͜t̸ ͠do͏ǹe ̕with͠ ̡y͜ou͟ ̢y͜et.͝"̨ he chuckled, nuzzling at her. The promise of more only made her clench and shiver somewhat beneath him.

"Next time..." she breathed faintly. "I'm hunting you."

5 years ago. Thursday, June 18, 2020 at 11:10 AM

"Why was The Chimera mean to me?"

"Why did The Chimera ignore me?"
 

If you're here asking those questions after PMing me, or approaching me- then please read this blogpost.
If you decide not to, or skim this, or just don't read it at all and continue pestering me. Chances are - you're going to get blocked/ignored, and if things continue you may even get reported for harassment.


"Why was the chimera mean to me?"

Firstly. I'm a lady. I will be treated as such. Did you approach me rudely/inappropriately?

  •  Approaching me with "hi slave" or "hi slut" is going to get you told off.
  • Approaching me acting like I'm some object to oggle over, or a slab of meat to drool on; will get you told off.
  • Approaching me acting as if you're going to be my new Dominant is going to get you told off.
  • Approaching me with lewd/inappropriate compliments such as "You're tits look so fucking hawt" is going to get you told off.
  • Sending me unwanted images of your genitals is going to get you told off (and more than likely laughed at.)
  • Asking me rude/inappropriate questions is going to get you told off.
  • Not respecting my dynamic/collar is going to get you told off.
  • Flooding my inbox with messages one after the other will get you told off.
  • Sending me cookie cutter copy/paste messages you've send 3+ other subs is going to get you told off. (Do I look like I'm part of a production line?)
  • Making it painstakingly obvious you didn't bother to read my profile will get you told off.
  • Trying to pose off as asking me general questions about BDSM, only to try and slowly nose in to the privacy of my dynamic and what I do with my Dom sexually behind closed doors so you can jerk-off to it is going to get you told off. (Yep, this happened. What we do sexually is none of your business. And that level of desperation to get your rocks off is disgusting, not to mention pathetic.)
  • Trying to pretend that you want to be my friend, in order to try and wedge yourself into my dynamic, or trying to use friendship with me as a means to cozy up to my Dominant- is going to get you told off. 


You wouldn't approach a stranger in a coffee shop like that would you? No? Then don't do it to me here. Just because my tag reads "submissive" doesn't make me a doormat for you to try and kick around.
I don't know you, and nor do I take kindly to people acting rude to me. If you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say anything at all.

 

"Why did The Chimera ignore me?"
More than likely, you PMed me with zero context.  Some manner of one-liner to try and make small-talk. "Hello" -- "Hi" --"Hi how r u?" -- "hi wanna chat?"
If you're new, that's great. Welcome to The Cage, please take a look around.
If you need help or want to learn, you're welcome to ask me. Just don't place a single liner of "hi" at me. There's many ways to start a decent conversation. "Hello there, I'm new to this site and I found your profile from a response you made on the forums and I was hoping to chat with you about what a submissive is?" <-- THAT is perfect, I'd love to talk with you if you're genuinely seeking info.

If you're too lazy/busy to actually start a proper conversation with context. Then I'm too lazy/busy to respond.

 

However, if you come to me and pretend to want to learn about BDSM - and use that as a gateway to try and fish information about what my Dom and I do sexually behind closed doors. Chances are I'll just drop you, or you're going to get told off.

 

"Can we still be friends?"
Maybe. If you cannot respect my Dynamic, or my boundaries. Then, no, we cannot be friends.

 

Also; just for others to use if they're so inclined:

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"Whoa, Chimera, you ok?"

Thank you for asking, yes I'm ok! I'm just tired. I'm tired of repeating myself over and over again. I'm tired of having to go through being barraged in messages that don't respect or completely disregard my collar; I'm setting this up to where- if someone PMs me, I'm just going to link them to this blog. Or, they can find this blog post through my profile.
It's my way of setting up some detachment/distancing. Makes it a little easier on me~







5 years ago. Wednesday, June 10, 2020 at 12:28 PM

It's around this time last year a lot of different aspects of my life fell apart.

This time last year - a lot of things left me in one of the darker places of my life... So lately, I've been having a lot of "low" days. Hence my slowdown in activity.
And no, there's no art for this blog because my muse is essentially gone, and I don't have the drive to draw right now.


Over the passing year, I've worked hard to recollect the fragments of my life and try to piece it back together.
I've hurt a lot, I've healed even more.
But, for the time being I'm still kind of "In the hole", feeling low, a little sad, etc.

 

So for now, I'm trying to focus on things that make me happy... Which brings me to my next little bit of this blogpost.

I had seen SSG ask people to sing in her Bonds, or send her vocaroos in the comments or by PMs. 

In truth, I could use a smile. So if folks are feeling generous to send me voice clips of them singing on bond, or by vocaroo- or telling jokes- or telling me a funny story, or even just silly memes, pictures, whatever.
I'm really open to it right now. I could use laughter. Especially if someone else has fun with whatever they're doing.

Chances are, I'll probably return the favor in kind, just to make you laugh or smile in turn.

We'll see...


 

5 years ago. Sunday, May 24, 2020 at 12:03 PM

This Challenge nearly got my goat. I wanted to start with a gentle "Ramp up" start with things about myself I liked and work my way up. There are many flaws I dislike about myself. Facing those flaws, REALLY looking at them and putting them under the magnifying glass is hard. I'm modest, I dislike showing myself to others. I haven't posted much, because I've been working on my courage and self acceptance.
My biggest issue with my self consciousness is primarily because I'm heavyset. I understand that being obese is NOT attractive, and I know it's not attractive to me.

Whereas, I'm working on my weight and flaws. I'm still self conscious. I wear more conservative clothing, and I avoid certain situations Like wearing a bathing suit in public if I can. (Or I'll cover up with a large shirt)

I've been ridiculed, made fun of, rejected, and even ostracized for my weight - of which, I know I'm not as heavier as others. But, the feelings are still there. Things still happened in the past that helped mold and shape my present, and maybe even my future to a degree. I'm working on trying to change that.

I also know my Master enjoys showing off what is his, letting the world see what he cherishes.

So with this final post. It's still conservative enough for me not to have a meltdown- but still revealing enough to push my comfort zone.

Excuse me while I bury my face and go hide.

5 years ago. Wednesday, May 20, 2020 at 2:46 PM

As mentioned, this challenge is really.... Challenging.. (Guh, really, Chimera?)
I struggle a lot with my own self image. For this challenge I'm working down from the things I really like about myself, down to the things I dislike.

I like my eyes. Though, I do wish they were a different color -- often I solve that dilemma by wearing colored contacts. But, this is my natural coloration.
I like how they change colors depending on my mood, or what I'm wearing. They change from green, to brown, sometimes to gold. In this pic, I think they're more green~  This pic also shows what they're like in direct light, and in shade.



5 years ago. Monday, May 18, 2020 at 10:08 PM

I know this image (Edited) is on my profile... But surprisingly, this challenge is much more difficult for me than I had originally anticipated. I have a major issue with my body, it's shape, it's look, it's size, it's defects.

I harbor intense self loathing for myself.  So with Master's encouragement. I'm hoping this challenge helps me a bit...




 

I figured I would begin with things I like about myself, and slowly work my way down to things I dislike about myself... I like my legs. Despite being heavyset, I like how long they are. It helps 'conceal' how heavy I am, and I adore how shapely they are, even with the gaining or loss of weight.

5 years ago. Friday, May 15, 2020 at 8:27 AM

If you'd like to Opt in and be added to the list of people participating please comment or love on this forum post.

Here is the list of participants, and rules for the challenge! 

 

? - Mister Anderson - Rapidly becoming a good friend, I appreciate that he's always willing to give digital confectioneries out. That, or some damn good bacon. Or strawberries... Ok, food in general. Our shenanigans always makes me laugh, and his writing I find to be absolutely superb~

? - SensualSubGirl -  This lovely little is actually one of the inspirations behind the Gone Fishin' challenge. She's hosted and influenced a few other 'Cage events' that it really helped to boost my confidence to give this a shot. SSG also helped inspire ideas to embrace & show some TLC to my inner little.

? - tallslenderguy - I haven't had the pleasure of a one on one conversation at all, but majority of Tallslenderguy's forum posts are right on point! More often than not I'm agreeing with him and concurring in his advice to others. Much like him, I too have a habit of writing novellas. He always has friendly, good advice and has a good head on his shoulders!

 

? I'm seeing a few awesome posts pop up, and I'm so excited to see more. You guys are amazing, keep up the great work!

 

 

5 years ago. Thursday, May 14, 2020 at 4:32 PM

5 years ago. Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 10:32 PM

I figured I'd start us off to help set an example of what I'm talking about~ (You don't need to precisely follow my format. Just post your compliments in your own blog!



? - LittleMissJolly - I love playing video games with Jolly. We both work well together as a team when we play Monster Hunter, and I admire her positivity, and kindness. She's always sweet, and cheerful when I talk with her.

? - shyparadox - I appreciate Shy's modesty and quietness. I appreciate how when you really need a friend, Shy is right there willing to help. I think she's an awesome person with a beautiful heart.

? - djinni​ - I absolutely love how Djinni can make me laugh. Djinni was one of the first friends I made on The Cage when I first joined ( aside from the good friend that showed me the site.) I admire and like Djinni's style, grace, and femininity. A perfect lady~

 

 

???If you wish to participate, please love or respond to this forum post to Opt In (Click here!) ? ??
???The Rules, and list of participants can be found here (Click here!)  ? ??

5 years ago. Wednesday, May 13, 2020 at 12:38 PM

Things have gotten rather negative lately it seems. So! To try and spark some joy and bring cheer to our rattled Cage, I propose the:

 

???Gone Fishin' (For Compliments) Challenge ???

 

 

???A few Rules for this challenge ???

? This challenge is meant to make others smile, and bring positivity to others. You can give one compliment, or a bunch out.

? If you get complimented- you are not obligated to respond to that person, nor do you have to partake in the challenge. It's just for fun only and meant to make you smile.

? Compliments are to be made in your personal blog post for the challenge. Be it one compliment or many. ((Some dynamics do not allow the sub or Dom to be PMed, and some single folks do not want to be directly PMed;  hence why we're keeping this in blogposts.))

? For those giving out compliments, please keep them appropriate and vanilla. (Some people, and some Dynamics do not take well to flirty/provocative compliments. Keep it classy.)

? EVERYONE is invited to join!  I completely understand that not everyone wants their name mentioned in another person's blog. So, to help prevent anyone from getting mentioned who doesn't want to be, or upset.  I have made our Participants list, and made a forum thread that you can opt in to join on. If you wish to partake, please love, or comment in the thread and I will add you to the list!

???Participant list ???

? 1crazygirl

? Angel Wings

? annabellestasia
blueeyesgirl

?Brown Eyed Girl
? CandyDom
darlingnikki

? djinni​
? FloraDragon
? fluffybeardie
? House Talion
Imaginary/Alleah
Invisible
? JadeMermaid
JuicyJess
? Kamilla
? LaceCorset
? LittleMissJolly
? Mister Anderson
naughtiangel

? obsequiae
? PRINCIPAL
? Redtailedkitty
rottenbrat​
Sammi Babi UwU
? ScarlettSkye
? SensualSubGirl
shyparadox
? SilverEyes
skyrich

? SR13​
? stormyy
? Suribaby​
? Sweet Butterfly
? tallslenderguy
? TheChimera
? The Velveteen Slave
? Virginie
? xxxalexxx
 

? Don't know someone but still wish to compliment them? That's ok! I always suggest reading their blog (if applicable) or reading their profile for ideas. This is a nice way to get to know someone, and find a nice compliment to give them! ((With this being said: this is not an invite to act like a creep. Do not fish for personal details, respect someone's collar if present, and please follow Cage Rules.))


? If anyone needs an example of how to post their blog post, they're welcome to review my first one! ( Click here! )

 

Ok, so. Now that we're here. You got your pole? Tackle box? Net? Great!  Let's go!